#idk im feelin things and seeign the world in a different way

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I really am feeling will wood core right now like

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I live deliberately, I'm a quitter And a winner anyway 'Cause I never agreed to participate in this game

Please consider “I'd rather be normal, yes, oh normal. I suggest that we keep this informal, 'Cause a normal human being wouldn't need, To pretend to be normal, to be normal. Well, I guess that's the least that I owe ya. To be normal in a way I couldn't be, yeah. C'mon, c'mon, and love me normally.”

And also “Is it courageous or escapist to leave the quarantine when you're contagious? It may just be a cold, And besides I don't wanna get old, yeah.”

And also “Leave you wondering when they might go back to normal. Leave you wondering why they can’t have just been normal”

And also 

“But I still move my feet

To slip out of this groove, I’m free

Now to row, row, row my boat over the falls

And maybe wake up from but a dream, yeah”

And also

“For what? For what? For what it’s worth

If it was going to kill you, boy, it would have by now

For what? For what? For what it’s worth

There’s no more looking back, it’s looking up or looking down”

And also

“Why to thine own self be true when it is you who are the problem

Not the things you do but something sick inside”

And also

“Offer up your innocence, please ignore the side effects

You’ve lost your mind and almost lost your life before, so you’ll be fine”

And

“At most a couple generations will remember the ways in which

Your life never mattered

So, who cares if it's a waste?”

AND ON TOP OF THAT!! PLEASE CONSIDER THE PURE INTENSE FEELING OF THE BRINK OF INSANITY WITH THESE LINES!!!!

Jam that square peg in the round hole in their heart

I want you to tell 'em that you love the way

That they don't stick out like sore middle fingers

That they crawl their way up the side of the bell curve

Stick their flag in the peak, and slide their way back down

I want you to tell them that you love the way that they're not maladaptive

Not malcontent, not malignant or maleficent, but rather that you love them

Exactly the way that everybody else is!

Is there nothing to fear?

'Cause shit's getting weird

It’s only culture, it’s only culture

It’s only culture, sulfur, smoke, and soot

You learned to torture house cats like vultures

You cocked and sucked your lack of empathy, pulled the trigger with your foot to prove you’ve got

 you got a better idea? It’s about the best we could come up with. What, you think ideas spread because they’re good? No, they spread because people like them. So here we are once again. Holding, as it were, a mirror up to your mirror

I guess it’s just something people do

That everything and everyone goes with the passage of time