#idk. he envies these creatures that started human and managed to transition to something else | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kxllerblond · 2 years ago

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stepping up aggressively to the mic: i've talked a lot about clark's prejudice against vampires being pure projection of his own dislike towards the parts of him that has to feed on other living things to maintain his immortality and just in general the parts of himself he hates but have i also talked about how he's drawn to them for the same reasons. :)

#something something nature fighting nurture yields nothing but a lot of #issues and tension lmAO #he'll spit venom three ways to sunday about them but then like he will not shut up about them and will mention them constantly #he'll be obnoxious and mean but then would probably explode anyone that tried to perma gank any he knows #i could never write anything super coherent and formal but im pretty sure he envies them to some degree #not the old cliche dramatic murder machines ones those he loathes beyond just them being vamps lol #but just the ones that are like....creatures of instinct or just forces of nature in a way.#because he CANT be that no matter how much grace or control he exhibits #sticking with the silly theme of duality on this blog he is always walking that line between. neither human neither not and so i think #idk. he envies these creatures that started human and managed to transition to something else #and who are just comfortable and at ease in their role and existence #while he's just stuck as something Neither and Other #like shifters and werewolves tho vamps tech are pretty compatible with him if he stopped being a brat tbh #they have that experience of being human once and then not.#and while thats not perfectly clark's experience since he's a monster raised human. they still have that experience of both worlds ykno #if that makes sense. sorry i just. im really in my clark feels tonight

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