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I have a request, you could pick which ever <3!! stray kids (idm the member) making a bet on the reader to get with them, stray kids comforting reader thinking they’re cheating but the reader isn’t. I’m

I saw someone else do this and it was so good, but your one of my favorite stray kids writer , but if your not wanting to I totally understand ><

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Silly bet

Warning: None

Pairing: Han x reader

Summary: ^^

!kinda proof read!

Thank you for the request love ☺️

Hope you enjoy the story!

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It wasn't like I should have found out but the truth comes out at the end.

today was a long day at work. There was no lie there. Everything was so frustrating. The day started with my co-worker spilling coffee all over my brand new shoes, then losing the earring Han had just got me for our 2 year Anniversary and then lastly falling down and twisting my ankle when I was rushing down the stairs because my ignorant boss thought it would be "funny" to make me run with stacks of papers in my hand trying to see if I can make it for one side to the other. So yeah my day wasn't going great. At all.

"Han?" I call for my boyfriend but I hear no response. The house was quiet. Was he not home yet?

I put my shoes by the rack and limp over to our room to put everything away before I could start on dinner. All the rooms were dark and had no sign of human activity.

I put my bag down and changed into something more comfortable and head back out to the kitchen.

"What should I cook today?" The thought run through my head but after some time I just realized how tired I was so I just decided to order some Chinese. 

I grab my phone to call my boyfriend to see what he would want from the shop,

"Hey baby?" I say into the phone after he picks up after a few rings.

"Hey my love!" He beams. I could hear a few voices behind. The boys must be with him.

"I've had a long day, I don't think I'm going to cook." A sigh leaves my lips as I play with the collar of my...well his hoodie.

"Awe my love, do you want talk about it now or when I get back home?" His voice is laced with worry, I can hear it.

"When you get back home please, but don’t worry it’s not that bad," I explain to him knowing Han he would literally leave work at that moment just to come home.

"Okay…rehearsals are almost done anyways so I'll see you in like and hour yeah?"

"Okay but I'm ordering Chinese. What do you want? Should I get the usual?"

"Yeah let's do the usual yeah," I hear some laughter and a few screams which cause me to chuckle. “All of you shut up!”

"Okay I'll see you in a bit,"

"I love you,"

"I love you too baby doll,"

A small smile plays on my lips as I wait for him to hung up.

"Who was that?" I hear through the phone. My curiosity took the best of me. Plus he hadn't hanged up yet so I technically wasn't breaking boundaries?

"Just Y/n, she's had a long day at work," Han softly says and rummages through something probably in the studio. "I'm worried about her, she's been so stressed lately,"

"Dude I can't believe you’re actually in a 2 year relationship, remember how this all started?" The other voice says, it was hard to tell who is was.

"Chan, I still haven't told her about it and I don't think I ever will, it'll just ruin things," Han replies to him. What will ruin things? And what hasn't he told me yet?

Was he cheating? Is he doing something behind my back?

"I'm just saying Han, she was a stupid bet I don't think she'll really care if you tell her sooner rather than later. Plus your in LOVE for crying out loud. You guys have been together for 2 years! I don't think she'll care about a stupid bet,"

My body freezes as I listened in on the conversation even more. I was a bet? A bet? What the hell? I knew Han was out of my league when we first started to get to know eachother but I thought maybe he liked girls like me….i was wrong the whole time? I was just a bet?

"I know I know but it still feels wrong and she's been so stressed lately so no I don't think I'll ever tell her,"

I remain silent as a screeching sound runs through my ear. A bet? I was a bet….

I had no words literally and the constant voices were running through my head in all directions. Heartbroken was in understatement.

Nausea hits me really hard as the thought of my 2 year relationship was being based on a bet. 

"Anyways what time is it anyway, I need to get home to the wifey,"

The phone goes quiet until I hear Han's panicked voice. Probably realizing I was still on the phone.

"Y/n? You're still there?"

I small 'fuck' in the background made my Chan and whispers start to echo through the room.

"Y/n baby? Did you hear any of that?" He asks again. Panic was very visible in his voice. His breathing getting heavy.

"I was a bet?" Is the only thing I could say and ask. Nothing else could come out. My brain couldn’t scrape anything at all.

"No- I mean- baby- let me explain-" I hung up the phone and drop it to the ground. Everything was a lie.

My heart was aching with pain and the room seemed to become very very shaky.

A heavy breath leaves my mouth before a sob escapes. The vibrations make my body shake and the ground feeling like it was swallowing me.

The floor was cold and the room felt hot. The clothes in my bidy were slowly suffocaying me. i didnt know what to think or what to do.

My phone vibrates over and over. The picture of me and Han popping up with each ring. The feeling of throwing up coming now and again as I clutched my body trying to make sense of everything.

How could a person affect you so much Y/n? Han knew how much I loved him he knew how much I cared for him, if he really did love me why didn’t he just tell me? Why didn’t he just explain it to me?

My stomach started to hurt due to how hard I was crying. As each sob left my mouth a shiver went down my spine.

“Baby?!” A voice causes my neck to snap towards the direction of the door. The love of myself stood before me as he quickly shut the door and put his shoes away.

“Han?” My sore throat is able to make a sound but my voice is hoarse and breaking.

“Babe, don’t cry my love please?” He takes a few steps before he is right infront of me. His hands reach out but my body dodges his touch.

“How could you?” Was all I could say through sobs. “I thought you loved me..”

“I do love you mama, I really do. I just- we were just young and stupid. Please let me hold you. Please let me carry you onto the couch. You’re gonna get a cold.” His eyes are soft. His lips were plump and worry was painted all over his face. He was wearing a hoodie and some sweatpants with a beanie on his head.

I nod my head slowly and his hands work quickly . He pulls me into his embrace. His scent filling my nostrils.

“Are you okay?” He softly asks. I nod in response. It’s all I could do.

We were sat on the couch now. My knees were against my chest as I watched him move back and forth around the house before sitting down beside’s me.

“Can I please explain now?” He asks, “I hate seeing you like this my love. Look at me please?” I refuse to look at him. I was afraid that I would fold, I wouldn’t be strong.

He lets out a sigh before beginning, “Y/n the bet was stupid. The bet was almost 3 years ago my love you have to believe me when I say it only last a month before I noticed I was actually in love with you. I told the boys that I didn’t want the money and that I had fallen for you. They told me it was okay and that we would never have to speak about it again but guilt was eating me alive-“

“Then why did you just tell me?” I look at him looking for answers.

“I- I was so scared of losing you…” he pauses and takes a deep breath in before wiping the tears that threatened to fall from his eyes, “ You are my first love, my first everything, I didn’t want to lose you because of some stupid mistake,”

“Oh…but what about the trust? Has everything been a lie?”

“No no no no, you have to believe me there Y/n. That’s the only thing I haven’t told you. I swear, you know everything about me, more than the boys do-“

“Oh…” a silence falls upon us as I play with the promise ring he had given me when we had gone on vacation to Greece. He had gotten down on one knee when we were on the beach and I started to freak out thinking that he was going to propose but it was a relief when I heard his question. Don’t get me wrong I will marry him one day I just thought we were still too young to get married plus he has his career still building up. It was just horrible timing.

“It hurts, you know?” I break the silence.

“I know my love, please let me make it up to you? Don’t give up on me please. I was stupid and young and my action has no excuse but please forgive me. I love you with everything in me.”

A little sigh leaves my lips as I study his face. His hand was on my lap. The silence fell upon us again. The panic attack that had happened a few minutes ago had now died down.

“I- I forgive you Han but I don’t know maybe it’ll take time to fully forgive you for lying to me,”

“That’s totally okay my love,” a small smile plays on his lips, “I’ll wait for you but just know I really do love you okay? And your my everything,”

“I love you too Han, so much it hurts.”

**

[taruruchi]

˚₊· ❥ And now I'm falling for you . . . ♡

taruchi ☆ local jellyfish/goldfish ☆ co-manager of mostro lounge

she/her・minor・infp・self-shipper* !

writing acc: @marshmugii (basically abandoned tho)

reblog acc: @jellytaru

[ pfp by @/ashipiko ! ]

taruchi is currently ➵ still wondering why it's azulchi and not azutaru but it's too late to change so 🙁

I know some people are worried about this, so I just wanted to let anyone who wants to talk to me know

If you think you're talking to me too much, you're bothering me, you're being annoying, or I probably don't have the time, you are very wrong. I absolutely LOVE interacting with people so I will appreciate every single message I get!! If I take a while to respond, I might be busy but I will find time to reply! Please never hesitate when you wanna tell me literally anything, even just a few words! My dms are also always open, so feel free to talk to me anytime. And if you wanna be mutuals, after we've talked for a while, I'd very gladly accept!! :D 💙

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ 𝘔𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 ♪ !!

If you're a new mutual, feel free to say hi and drop your preferred name, pronouns (optional), and 3 emojis (so I can give you a tag)! <3

More about me, OCs, and tag index are under the cut!

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more about me . . .

I'm sorry, my name is not Taruchi irl. I just stole it from a game character (Itaru Chikasaki) for a while then got used to it. But you can call me Taru or any variations of it!! Or girl, dude, bestie, fam, whatever you want!

I'm Filipino (Bisaya) but I recently moved to Canada. I unfortunately can't speak Bisaya nor Tagalog very well (fake filipino, ik 😔) but!! Feel free to talk to me in those languages, it still feels nice to read <3

My birthday is on September 9, meaning 9/9 meaning Brooklyn 99 and yes I'm obsessed with Brooklyn 99. My friends can testify. Also I'm young and sweet, only 17 😇😇 /ref

* I do self-ship with Azul from Twisted Wonderland, and I'm really uncomfortable sharing, so I'd appreciate no mention of other romantic Azul x oc/self-insert ships? Please. Like, if you wanna interact with me, I'm chill with it, but I'm almost physically incapable of talking about other ships with Azul. Even if you rb it 😔 like you could tag it as "taru don't look"? Bc that'd help a lot, honestly. And there's this one post that pretty much sums up how I feel about this

ANYWAY I do have other f/os, but I'd rather not share them for now ^^"

Aaand lastly, warning, I am a swiftie. I don't talk about her much anymore, but I still occasionally listen to her music. Idm if you don't like her, just wanted to say in case

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ocs . . .

Tags are the same as their names! (Old tags aren't but. Yk. I'm not about to change them)

Arietta Marcurio

Taruchi (self-insert)

Esteban Madrigal

Miles Ponder

Rhynstine Feinsince

Achlymna Feinsince

Elpys Feinsince

Nemis Feinsince

Deima Feinsince

Sydney del Mar and Flynn Cyprus

Note: I don't really talk about them anymore ^^" and their pages haven't been updated in AGES. The only one I actively work on now is Taru, and even hers hasn't been updated... Very sorry, maybe one day I'll pick em up again 😔

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tag index . . .

☆ taruchi rambles 💬 — mostly random posts aka me rambling

☆ inside taruchi's ask box 💌 — any asks (not from ask games)

☆ friends' ocs! — when i rb/talk about my mutuals' ocs and yumes

☆ others' self-ships ❣️ — interacting with other people's self-shipping content :) specifically the ships, not just the s/i's

☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌️ — my drawings, completed or not (except idk why tf there are two now so ???)

☆ taruchi's writings ✍️ — anything i write

☆ clown hours 🤡 — just me... being down bad. so basically any time i talk about my faves. or ship stuff. or reblogging fics

azulchi — obviously, azulchi/self-ship tag. they're all just for explicitly romantic stuff though, so some may not be tagged if they can appear non-romantic (warning: relatively newer tag, but i'm pretty sure i tagged everything)

☆ tagged ! 🔖 — whenever i get tagged in something (not including tag games and tag lists)

☆ to read ! 📑 — things i plan to rb and add comments to (usually mutuals' posts)

☆ reading sol's smaus 📖 — as it says. i just made a tag bc i love them and i wanna be able to find my rbs again

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additional credits . . .

The dividers that I use that are more than just a simple color (i.e. the dividers that I use for my writings) are made by @/firefly-graphics