#if I isn't obvious I still haven't recovered from the chapter 5 drop

[twstjam]

This is kind of a hc but with how Meleanor was talking I am CONVINCED that she and Revan wanted to make Lilia their third (why not right!! He's already by their sides all their time and he has been since day one and they all have such immeasurable love and trust in each other) but couldn't because of the current circumstances.

Meanwhile Lilia is resigned having "missed" his chances with both of them (he mentions this in Chapter 4) and is fine with just being their friend, not knowing how highly they think of him and how much they love him, Lilia himself not knowing how he loves them just as much because after years of spilling blood and taking lives he thinks he can't love anymore, is incapable of it.