#if I make a base and do several color variants I averaged $80 to $120 before
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#I’m still in so much pain and I barely slept#and I’m still so fucking angry 🙃#this is the worst of my health issues and it was extremely well managed#and now it might never be again#all because of the stress from my stupid job#the more I think about it the more I think I really am going to leave#when I can think between the pain I’ve been trying to budget and figure out how many paychecks I need#I want to pay off my medical bill and buy a handful of things#I need enough to pay my bills for several months and buy holiday gifts for my family#I’m in no shape to do commissions but I could def sell adopts and I’ve done well enough on those in the past#if I make a base and do several color variants I averaged $80 to $120 before#save 30% for taxes and that’s about $55 to $85 per set#and my monthly bills total $75 so one set as long as it sells just about covers it#I got a lap desk awhile ago so I can draw in bed still even if I’m in a lot of pain#and even so a set is t going to take very long#I think the longest I spent on any past adopts was in the five hour range#and if I do one day it should actually be around what I was making at my job anyways#just minus the stress and bullshit of it all#it’s just scary cause if I have a bad bought either with this health issue or the depression#I haven’t drawn much besides some simple sketches in over a year#but that’s all from my job again- I’m too exhuasted to sit at my desk and too mentally drained to dream up what to draw#when we shut down for covid my art exploded- I had so much inspiration and i drew so much#trying to keep telling myself it will probably be like that#also I miss the forest#I’m in too much pain but as long as that subsided a bit by the time I leave#I want to start hiking again every day#but ugh this is a lot to think about while I’m in so much pain#I’m alternating between can’t think hurt to much - I’m so fucking mad at this stupid job - I need to leave but can I afford to#alternatively I’m wonder if I contact my family doctor if he would approve a medical leave of absence :/#keep the job but get a break to recover but that doesn’t really solve anything in the long run
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