#if yall cant tell this is not an actual fic I'm venting

[marcnutz]

Boyfriends

my first sfw fic hope yall like <<<<<33333~~~~~~~~~~

PG +13

Tags: Dream x George, Dream x Sapnap, sfw, suggestive

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Once upon a time Dream and George dated. Dream really wanted George to come to America so they could be together IRL but George is fucking stupid and kept going to superspreader parties for covid. Because of this George got covid and gave it to all his friends. George could no longer come to America.

Covid Warrior Dream was upset with his boyfriend's actions so they broke up and Dream dated Sapnap instead. They kiss and sleep together sometimes they touch each other's pps. The end.

[mcdanhoe]

Hey! You're quite entitled to rant and rave as much as you want don't let anyone tell you otherwise. The way I see it it's almost like a wound, you have to let the poison out before it will heal. I'm just reading fix it fics and not even exaggerating the writing is so much better than the actual ending. But I hope you can find something to make you smile again ❤

hey anon!!

thank you for your message. there haven’t been people exactly saying to stop complaining, rather I feel like everyone’s approach to the whole situation with the finale is to just accept it and move on.

the problem is, I personally think that this is part of a bigger issue, and I cant help but feel the need to address it. yes, I'll still enjoy the content we have, and I'll still be angry about what we lost, but I do think that all of this is part of a bigger picture. television, media, et cetera... this is something we’ve all experienced before, and it goes beyond “not getting our way” and “not getting the ending we wanted.” 

I totally believe that fix-it fics are amazing, and im so glad that you enjoy them! It makes a big difference if you have that outlet and can look past the content we were given.

personally, i think I'm at the point where I'm just tired of getting my hopes up. im tired of loving characters and shows and movies that are in the hands of the wrong people. because, as we see with fanfics and fanart, in the hands of the right people, it can be beautiful, even better than the original.

I guess my point is, I don't know where to go from here. if I keep going in this direction, staying angry and moving on to my next fixation or a new show to watch, it’s highly likely I'll get burned again. I know this because it happened before this, and the time before that. 

I've never been a particularly positive person. hell, I had no hopes for mcdanno actually being canon. I joked about it a lot but I just wanted a relatively happy ending with the two of them in each other’s lives. and we didnt even get that. it’s hard to look forward and move past this when the last time I tried to do that, I ended up here lol.

sorry for the vent, anon. I guess it works differently for everyone, but for me, I think I'm just gonna keep processing my feelings and thoughts on here until I feel I have done them justice, and then imma just move the fuck on. thank you for the message, it genuinely made my day and im so glad you and others have been interacting with me :)

(also, if yall could rec some good fix-it fics, maybe some will turn my mood around?)