#ill probably wont announce my departure

[blueberrysconematurity]

I come to the realisation that I don't care anymore.

I don't care whether I live or die.

I don't care how I look or what others think of me or even if there is someone who cares about me.

I have tried. I really did. I did my best and I lost.

I welcome death. I look forward to finally being free from the little that I have left.

It is like the huge weight has been lifted by finally realising that I am nothing. I was nothing to begin with and will return soon to being nothing.