#im at the 3 month mark and my stamina and mental energy is getting better

[internetgremlin-writes]

it's been 2 months since u gone now... I used to remember ur voice and how u made me happy 💔 R.I.P internetgremlin-writes we all going to miss you

BESTIE IM NOT DEAD I JUST WORK 40+ HOURS A WEEK NOW 😭

And I went on holiday because this bitch hasn't left her country in 7 years and it was LONG overdue

I wanna write but I'm currently half asleep by the time I finish work + have a lot of additional reading and stuff to do to make sure I stay on top of things + complete my mandatory first year portfolio thingy + trying to move out of my parents house and in with a BOY + making time to spend time with said boy + trying to read books and go outside and do vaguely human with hobby things as well

I'm sorry I don't mean to keep scaring you guys by vanishing and my drafts are so full of chapters and ideas and it's breaking my heart seeing them sitting there gathering because I'm just too tired atm