#im debating on giving her the squishmallow he gave me. cause it's currently wedged between my bed and the wall | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

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Me, my friend, and her daughter (she's 5) were walking at the park today and her daughter just reached up and grabbed my hand and held my hand for like 5 minutes while we were walking and i almost started crying

#she didn't want me to leave when i was leaving 🥺#we saw a little baby mouse in the visitor's center at the park and got the people there to rescue it and she wanted to pet it so bad 🥺#i think my new best friend is a 5 year old little girl even though I'm really awkward around kids #like what do you talk to them about? hello child i am 23 and depressed but you are 5 and adorable pls don't ever grow up #i gave her a bee i crocheted bc it was from a kit that andrew got me and it was supposed to be a 'turtle bee' where it was a turtle and you #took it's shell off and it was a bee. i only ever got around to making the bee part and then we broke up and i couldnt look at it anymore so #i gave it to her and she's like why doesn't it have a mouth and my first thought was well kid I didn't feel like looking at it anymore and #you'll appreciate it more than i will so you can have it even without the mouth.#im debating on giving her the squishmallow he gave me. cause it's currently wedged between my bed and the wall #but it's cam and he was my favorite squishmallow before Andrew got it for me. like i already had one this one is a different edition #so like i want to keep it bc it's a Christmas sweater cam. but i dont want to keep it bc ouchy memories. and she'd get more use out of it #than it being wedged between my bed and the wall so i dont have to look at it #we were driving back from this store bc her mom had to pick up a uhaul and she was too small to ride with her so she got to ride with me #and this poor little 5 year old had to carry the conversation bc i didnt know what to talk to her about 😂 she's like what do you do when #you're home and im like don't tell her you lay in bed all day you can't tell the chils you're depressed and im like i like to read and play #with my animals and crochet. she was very jealous that i have cats. and when we were driving back from the park i had music on and her mom #and me were talking and shes like I CAN'T HEAR THE MUSIC GUYS and her mom goes that's her way of telling us to shut up. and then we stopped #talking and she's like i still can't hear the music 🙄 so i turned it up some and im like jen im introducing your daughter to waterparks 😂

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