#im feeling stressedd

[littlecutiexox]

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[sils-current-hyperfixations]

when other ppl play league, val, overwatch, etc theyre always STRESSEDDD and yelling

but when I play those games im cranking my girly ass music (sabrina carpenter, troye sivan, girl groups, skz, any riot games music tbh) and having a BLAST like i feel bad for all the stressedd ppl </3

[imy2]

long n jumbley

1 i look soo weird lately idk what it is! not a single decent selfie taken in over a week! i do so hate my past-time of staring at myself being interrupting as such.. travesty.

2 sometimes i feel so actually insane and also evil, like truly. i want a therapist or whomever. need one perhaps even.

3 s wont stop texting me. i just. want to be left alone. i want to be alone. then i hate that. ^.

4 alcohol how i miss ye. how i missssss yeeeee. and yk sometimes i'm like what was even the point of quitting.. like. once i realized i Wasnt Dying. sure my behavior was insane and i was sooo sick all the time. but! maybe if i drank again i could keep it to juuust enough. OFC I COULDNT. but why couldnt i, sooo annoying.

5 well ofccccc one reason^ is what it doesss. and funny thing is, i was going to say abt 1, thats not whats it been at all - yet it is just what it's been in general, alwayss there.. hard not to esp when live w ppl who are obsessed w that. so unfortunate. makes me want to soooo bad.

6 ALSO want so bad lately c, significantly more than usual. think partially just bc cant so duh we always want what we cant have amiright. anywho. almost b but thats soo bleh. so just chillin instead haha .. o.O

as alwaysss THO im actually fine and will be fine just stressedd :p

[a-kaash-me-outside]

omfg... ok so i know i'm like tremendously late for twrt last chap ( atsumu and maki ending, not got to the epilogue yet but am sure i'm probably combust when i read that aswell ) but the atsumu ending.. 100/10 i'm breathless i love him so much

when maki spoke at the wedding... i have tears in my eyes tori ICANTTTT

so anyways i went onto Maki ending (always been a Maki girl 4life) but my GOD do you know how much atsumu hurt me in that??? you had me STRESSEDD!!! "i let you meet my brother" TORI. YOU CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS OMFG MY HEART PHYSICALLY HURTS

and just how atsumu was so sad.. like when he said "why couldn't i have met you in freshmen year?" AND I CAN JUST HEAR HIM SAY IT IN MY HEAD.. LIKE HIS VOICE ALL CRACKED AND HOARSE IM CRYING SO BAD WTF and then he talks about how he would've loved us no matter what.. tori can you hear my heart breaking all the way over from england??? but the final blow was when we said "see you around" and he said "probably not"

ICANTBREAHTE. you definitely swerved me with the Maki ending because i can't help but feel so much sympathy for atsumu like i just want to hold him and tell him its all gonna be okay

like even when we were having the long deserved sex with maki i just couldn't get over atsumu and how broken he seemed

you are SUCH a innovative and original writer and every piece i read by you, you just become my favorite and most beloved author even more like the way you portrayed the characters??? the way you made the reader feel?? i cant express how inluv i am with you pls

- m 🐇💌

adsjgbhk;ajdfhgljdf. yea, i feel like a lot of people didn't expect the maki ending to hurt atsumu that much but like look, guys, it had to happen. WOOP. <3 thank you so much T-T you're so sweet.

[thesockbehindthedryer]

Yes I will scream at the sky if I get the opportunity, no I do not care if I get stared at

[untimelyambition]

you know that feeling where you’re thinking about good memories or concerts or your friends and it’s bittersweet and you hate it and love it?

and then you have the next level where it’s something fandom related, like you’re listening to your music or watching a show or scrolling on tumblr and it’s so fucking painful because you’ve let it take over your life and it’s like being in love but with millions of things at the same time and you just get so emotional and just about nothing can bring you down so you go around feeling so many things at the same time and it’s simultaneously the best and worst feeling ever but you’re feeling something so you’re happy but shit you’re crying and laughing and you want to just live with them so so badly

[painthroughsuffering-blog]

my emotions are everywhere tonight.. i get so jealous of everything and everyone now.. i cant share my friends anymore. i hate it. but i also feel like they're forgetting about me. and im starting to fall for someone i cant have. yes i have andrew, and i love him. but i have unresolved feelings for someone because i never got to tell him. and im just in a pissed off mood and im stressedd and tired and ...