#im fine. but this is probably why ive been focusing on trigun so hard
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ive got an exam in a bit over an hour and im cramming for it bc i spent all of yesterday thinking about trigun instead of studying. whatup
#speculation nation#and i didnt go to my fucking classes so i dont know this shit#this is my own fault lol. ugh#i just got vaguely suicidal a few weeks ago in response to school & my brain just COMPLETELY checked out to cope#im fine. but this is probably why ive been focusing on trigun so hard#my brain focusing HARD on the thing that brings me happiness. and focusing the Bare Minimum on what doesnt#which is troublesome when im still in the middle of the semester! lol!#any effort ive put in has been after wrangling my brain Extensively. bleh#work is taking about all of my Negative Experiences effort. i got none to spare for Anything else!#even dishes... no joke i havent done my dishes in like a month and im kinda scared to do them now lol#i did not do them yesterday. i did wash 2 mugs and 1 bowl as i made some grilled cheeses#so it could be worse. but i really just need to go for it#i have a feeling im not gonna be able to until after i finish my everything lol. haha#suicide ment/#listen i scared myself badly enough that i signed myself up for therapy. that's how you know it's bad#when me. mr Hates Therapy willingly puts myself into therapy. bleugh
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