#im flailing around on my bed exile is such a good canon for him im fucking losing it
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luka. god. sense of duty to a fault. GOD. mommy issues. GODDDD
#im flailing around on my bed exile is such a good canon for him im fucking losing it#he wants to give up so bad he never wanted to lead he never wanted to command#but god. god. he had to. he HAS to. without purpose he has nothing. is nothing. empty empty empty#mother gave him duty. trained him to be her sword. and if he has to turn that sword on himself?#in the name of obedience he would carve his heart from his chest present it to her on a platter and apologize for making her wait.#as long as she told him he did well. as long as she praised him for fulfilling his duty. he would do anything#at least he would have. i think now that he has conflicting purposes and a better support system maybe... maybe not.#exiling him was the worst thing marcelle could have done i think. she allowed him to grow beyond her grasp. to actually develop.#literally should have just kept him in a room somewhere.#i hope it ultimately kills her. in one way or another
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