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seoulmates98 · 9 months

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I've been thinking these past few weeks about my interactions with my friends and how I interact with them and come to the conclusion that it feels like they love me as a person but aren't exactly interested in me as a person and now I want l kinda want to cry

#the results of me being all by myself with no human interaction for 3/4ths of my day #since im currently not working and my roommates are #feel free to ignore #i just wanted to put this thought somewhere to get it out #hoping it would help the emotion im feeling currently #and the whole process was started by me trying to talk to my roommates about something i thought they would really like #cause they've loved very similar things in the past only to be kinda blown off in a polite way before i can even show them the thing #or for them to very obviously listen/watch a little and then move on to their interests or topics like mine never happened #like i get people can like different things and still be friends but also genuinely not enjoy/become interested in something they're friends #show them and that's okay-i think im just by myself too much right now cause I'm getting to far into my head #but yeah-i listen/watch/read the things they enjoy so im able to engage with them about it as much as i can #cause that's a nice thing to do and it's like bonding time-but i dont think ive really had friends before that would do the same for me #im sad about it but dont wanna disrespect the boundries they've put up or implyed they have about 'infodumping'#possible im reading too much into it tho and projecting my past thoughts and feelings from past friends that blew up in my face horribly #hmmmmm... these thoughts might be therapy thoughts...#personal

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