#im so sad its not a v good audio recording bc there are so many Actually Good shots of them singing

[cantalooprat]

Asteroid

What I Liked

first of all: i was songbaited---时差 and 在你之后 r just godly ost that drew me in even before i knew what asteroid was all about. i remember the first time i saw the thumbnail for 时差 on yt n clicked on it out of curiosity not expecting anything n was just simply captivated by how lovely it is. and i initially didn't quite like 在你之后 but it grew on me so so much and now it's one of my fav danmei audio drama osts, literally can just loop it, it's so tender and bittersweet.

second of all: i was artbaited, bc the audio drama art is also v v nice

and now actually talking abt the plot: wow i actually love ling che as a gong. idk what it is exactly abt him that i like so much. the tsundere-ness? how between-the-lines his romantic actions are? that he wrote so many songs, all for xu tangzhou, and says so confidently that he only falls in love once? this author rly has a way of writing devoted gong types.

and xu tangzhou hhhh so selfish this little guy, lying to ling che to keep the alpha by his side, but like, the poor guy has it hard too, with neglectful parents and his mom straight up threatening to kill herself if he doesn't break up w ling che like wtf? but i love that he remains strong throughout, and that gap moe between his icy-seeming exterior and his sillier, naive side, like he rly didn't expect to get pitted by ppl around him, poor guy

lu chengan and mi fei, god, actually, all the side ships r so good, but these two in particular… when lu chengan met his "high compatibility omega" and chose to hurt himself to keep himself sane, and only sought for mi fei, and how mi fei was just, kind of resigned that ah in the end this is what AB love amounts to, but then he hears that lu chengan is calling for him… now that's true love.

ying chen and qiu yin too wow i loved that little extra about them, how Zero EQ Qiu Yin was "tricked" by ying chen n like he didn't rly express it explicitly but he did seem quite sad when ying chen disappeared for a while haaaaa i want more ultra-rational cold shou like him

qin bao and feng chengyu too, like theyre super… tbh i was more invested in qin bao than their actual relationship but it's interesting too???

the sheer Emotional Turmoil i Felt in the first 20-30 ch when ling che was in Pain bc he thought his ex is back n is acting super unfamiliar w him even though he's still hopelessly in love, and xu tangzhou is just ??????? why is ling che being mean QAQ n then i felt More Turmoil bc xtz started lying n lying bc he wants to keep ling che by his side

tbh i actually like it a lot that the chars aren't rly… perfect. like. these two act kind of like in a dogblood drama (evil parents, train accident, amnesia…) but i am also gharbhooge for liking this sort of mildly dogbloody drama plot

What I Disliked

sad that if they rly went w full fairytale 100% pheromone match end, i wish xu tangzhou's amnesia would also be magically cured when his head got hit. but that's fine, i'll just headcanon that he slowly remembers things as time goes by, and he spends the rest of his life sweetly w ling che

lu chengan and mi fei also deserve an extra, authornim!!!!

Notes

it is cheating that i wrote this before the others but its ok anw i should start like recording when i finish reading these things, 221011

will prob reread when the tl is eventually completed if im still into danmei by then

[gothwizardmagic]

Come my way and stay, my honey Lay your body down next to me We can chase away your worries Sleep in peace and serenity

Sirens - The Mechanisms

[gangtheway]

E M R S. 49 79 108 117 145. Black-Eyed Susan. Freesia. Lilac.

 E. Easiest person to talk to 

I have a hard time ‘talking’ to anyone. But I guess I’m able to ramble my best when it’s my mom and I’m also drunk and sad. OR the audio journals I keep from time to time. Those are easy to be candid in, once you get over the fact that you’re talking to yourself. And pretty therapeutic. I’m saving loads on therapy by having literal conversations with myself where I talk to myself as if I were talking to a friend who is also me and is saying all my bad thoughts.

I just realized how blackmailable recorded journals make me. I’d better delete them.

M. Milkshake flavour:

Any. I fuckin love milkshakes. Now I want a milkshake.

(oh but ones with chocolate bits in them to add a lil cronchy texture are v nice)

R. Reason to smile: 

I don’t really have a good answer for this one atm. Milkshakes?

I reflexively smile when I remember saying something really stupid and think of all the ways to walk that shit back and be all jokey. Like my face rehearses this imaginary scenario and I smile when I’m flustered. I’ve been doing this a lot lately. I need a hobby.

S. Song you last sang:

it came on when i was driving okay its a fucking jam okay

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? 

M MAYBE BUT IM NOT SAYING WHAT

79. What colour shirt are you wearing? 

Dark heather grey.

108. What should you be doing? 

I am so far behind on a project for my class. But I’m just. SIGHH

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? 

I’m alright with it. I’m not too crazy about chicken broths. Also the noodles is bland.

145. Tea or Coffee? 

Tea. Nicer taste when taken black.

Also: while it’s better when hot, it doesn’t go fuckin rancid like coffee does when I inevitably forget about it and let it go cold.

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be?

Some kinda bird of prey. A scissor-tailed kite.

Mostly bc I wanna fly and also be violent. And try eating bugs. Don’t judge- I like new experiences but also don’t want to eat a bug with a human mouth and sense of taste.

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month? 

Is this some kinda joke to you? lmao dw hellmonth has been p kind to me

ok so

1: I started talking to a very close friend who I’d fallen out of touch with.

2: ACNH hell ye

3: TMA season 5. I’m not sure if I should call this ‘good’, but I’m stoked as hell and ready for heartbreak.

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child? 

Everything.

Putting on puppet shows with my sister, gardening with my dad and sister, cooking with mom, carving eggs with grandma, fishing with grandpa, old Windows 95 games, drawing Stitch a WHOLE lot, singing weird Christian music, catching ladybugs and caterpillars, storing said ladybugs in a pencilbox and getting in trouble when they escaped during class, dress-up, pretending to know how to play pokemon cards, reading so many fantasy novels, hanging with the neighborhood kids, drawing our original kaiju on the sidewalk in chalk, taking a weird sense of pride in having the biggest big brother out of all the kids in my class, handball, soccer, oh jeez how did I have ENERGY

I hated sleeping. So basically I was the opposite of how I am now.  :V

[mythoughtsucantdecode]

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shit i have so many best friends so here's a small list in no particular order:1. Tristan: he's rare, never met anyone else like him (thank god bc i dont think i could handle another tristan) we knew each other since 7th. started talking at 8th and we got a lot closer at the beginning of 2016 summer and we've talked everyday ever since. there arent any words that can describe how much i love him. i love how our personalities clash a lot but it just makes our bond stronger t bh I'd ask you to give me away at my wedding but you're like 12 so you'll be the best man or something2. Isabelle: we've a one-of-a-kind friendship. she's my soulmate, and I, hers. at least thats what she tells ME. we met on the very 1st day of la uhs!!! i wouldnt have been able to survive ANYTHING without her ): she was always there for me to laugh with and she loves my jokes to the point where she almost pee's herself. i love isabelle so so much i love her voice and her laugh SO MUCH ITS SO PRETTY I WISH U CAN HEAR THE AUDIO RECORDINGS SHE SENDS ME and I miss her i want her at my wedding to be my best bridesmaid3. Athena: a v special case. we met in kindergarten and our parents met. we were inseparable. her family is like a second family to me but i left for Puerto Rico in the fourth grade ): it makes me so happy that we've rekindled our friendship ever since my family moved back to floriDA THO! we do everything together and i wouldnt change a thing! i feel like our friendship has only gotten stronger since we got back! aint seen her in a minute tho...):(thats an aesop rock reference sfzfdf) YOU R GONNA b my maid of honor tho 4. Veronica: (VERONICA MY FA v E I MISS YOU) we met in dr. g's class and we IDK MAN ITS A LOT OF TIME A WHOLE YEAR VERO A WHOLE YEAR OF KNOWING YOU IM SO HAPPY THAT I KNOW her i love her she's like the mom i never had (i have a mom but Veronica's so good to me like how a mom should be!) we wENT to a jacob sartorius concert (bc i got free tickets and my mom doesnt like wasting free things LMAO) and we saw a rocket launch into space together ;-; i miss sitting next to her everyday in the bus I HATE 10TH GRADE bc i dont sit next to veronica on the bus ): veronica will you give me away at my wedding? u know the things that dads are supposed to do well fuck my dad i want you to do it5. Maya: ohhhhhhhmyyyy fuckigngb GOD where to begin my friends. oh right hem hem She🔊🔊👏WAS👏🔊THERE👏 FOR 👏ME👏👏🔊🔊 WHEN👏 NO👏 ONE👏 ELSE👏 WAS🔊🔊🔊 Maya my heart. THANK you thank yoU thank you for letting me know you in the beginning of the year (last year) YOU make me laugh S O HARD like its terrifying you were the only one who understood? my love for NARUTO? and you were the only one who reciprocated it and i Thank You for that. I MISS YOU ): you're going to my wedding and Sophias. HASCSGSG SOPHIAS GONNA PLAY SADNESS AND SORROW ON THE PIANO WHEN I WALK DOWN THE AISLE LMAOO6. Felipe: B O I I I i knew u since the first day i got on bus damn. time goes by fast when ur having fun. this man right here is FOREVER spoutiNG wisdom at me. HE👏👏WAS👏👏ALSO👏THERE👏🔊👏FOR👏ME👏👏🔊🔊🔊WHEN👏NO👏ONE👏ELSE👏🔊🔊WAS👏🔊👏🔊👏 but fr. u make me laugh so hard and we share things that nobody else knows (ok maybe tristan knows my stuff) you're always there for me when i need to call and talk or just laugh and u know that i am too everyone needs a felipelito. ur best man with tristan7. Annie: this one shouldnt even be here because I've never seen you as a friend SFSFSFF but i just think it's wild since I've only known you for a couple of months and we're like A THING bc it takes a long time for me to catch feelings with someone but with you it was so instantaneous.. its like we were meant to be and i love you for that💖