#im sorry theres literally no other place i can vent and my therapist sides with my parents regardless
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i don't know if i'll be able to post on here or ao3 much at all in the coming months. vent in the tags
#like real vent#i honestly think this is the worst i've ever felt#bordering on a fucking mental breakdown#i hate myself because my thoughts are so violent right now and i already snapped and talked back when i didnt mean to im scared im going to#hurt someone i fucking hate myself so much im geniunely such a stupid retard i cant even fucking do my schoolwork#i overheard my parents talking about how they might consider deleting all my writing because apparently i spend too much time on it#when i barely ever even get to touch it recently#if they do that i dont even know what ill fucking do that will geniunely be the last straw#my mother always talked about how she moved out young and how much it hurt her but she is not fucking helping right now#i dont even know anymore#im scared#i dont want to be here anymore#i shouldn't be this upset all the time#i shouldn't post this with all the tags and i know that but fuck i don't care anymore. i love you all so much and im sorry#im sorry that this shit is on your dash im sorry i made false promises about long fics im sorry i never update im sorry my writing is never#even any fucking good im sorry#i hope you're all having a better day than i am. you all deserve it#im sorry theres literally no other place i can vent and my therapist sides with my parents regardless#i love you all platonically. gonna go crawl up in a corner and fucking die
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