#imlostnow

[candyalicedesigns]

I'll mourn every sunny day you don't get to see with me , and on cloudy days the sky will weep with me . Missing my pixy poo , my baby love. #pixydog #familar #fairypup #minipin #sunbathing #missingpixy #minpinstagram #mylove #myangel #imlostnow https://www.instagram.com/p/BvkZQkmgqN8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18v3vk7vkd3gr

[candyalicedesigns]

Before I lost my heart ,now it's in this Lil Tin . I put her in one of her favorite window spots before I leave for work . I miss her so much ,her lil dog smell, her soft fur, most of all her happiness to see me up untill the last 6 months. She would greet me like I had been gone months everytime I came home ...now I come home to an empty house that just makes me cry and feel anxious. I carry around her tin with me and I tell her about my day ,since I don't know what else to do when I get home. There is just this black hole inside me now. Also I'm too sad to even think about talking to a new animal yet, all I could say to my parents dog was 'I lost my baby ' on repeat. #grieving #loss #heartbroken #pixy #seniordog #love #minipin #mylove #myangel #imlostnow #imisshertothepointofcramping #myrealitysucks #notdealingwell #fuckcancer #furbaby #sadpicture https://www.instagram.com/p/BvKZ41_AOlp/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ayponlesr603