#in Purpose Is Joy rather than scheme-intensive goal oriented thinking. for once. missy2voice HEDONISM SWEEP | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

cosmik-homo · 4 months ago

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The Master Clings To Life Obsessively.

The Master also doesn't seem to quite like their life- Ever, really. Even whenever they get what they want.

Both of these are kind of unbreakable cycles but. The one does break the other. And I for one am obsessed with a master bored and annoyed enough by this perpetual existence of schemes and conquest and Dying, over and over, failing and Dying- to start seeking things Better than this life.

#my thoschei OCs literally run into each other when missy is trying to. launch himself into the web of time like a guided missile #and unwrite ever Becoming a renegade. and the doctor points out theres a 80% chance his contraption is gonna just kill him #(and quite a bit of the surrounding area) and hes like do i LOOK like i give a fuck. and shes like. what. WHAT.#ok wait. you do NOT have to kill yourself. actually youre not allowed im Not Allowing it.#so yeah. u have 18- neurotic and depressive and self-denying- whos been hiding from soft nice things because she feels unworthy-#and The Entity Formerly Known As The Master/Mistress- still missy now but its Just A Name. short for mistress of his own destiny-#who is trusting her to explain why her way makes life worth living. and yeah is inclined to automatically reject certain answers-#sentimental drivel is not any more his style now than it was before- but. he IS kind of seeing certain value #in Purpose Is Joy rather than scheme-intensive goal oriented thinking. for once. missy2voice HEDONISM SWEEP #the doctor does at a certain point straight up go yeah i also think about wanting to die sometimes but then you think to yourself. well.#am i really alright with the idea of never watching a sunset again? never having a warm drink with an old friend? nev- and hes like.#WHAT DO YOU THINK IVE BEEN- what are you TALKING about. when do you think i- and shes like well theres your problem. you need to touch gras #18 (visibly mentally unstable and terrible at taking proper physical care of herself): aha. you see. zen can cure you #missy2: youre insane. say more #he wants to study her like poking a bug w a stick and found out he can just live in her jar now if he lowers his fatality rate

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