#infinite-thoughtsandramblings

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ive started to worship myself and it's done wonders for my self confidence actually

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i really wish my human brain was suited for all these existential crises. what do you mean forever. what do you mean EVERYTHING???

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one of our bird/aviankin alters had a really sudden shift and we could literally feel the wings on our back it was so damn cool. made me wish i had sunflower seeds.

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when i ascend to heaven im going to curse elon musk

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i keep having unexplainable dreams containing cats. had a dream where a black panther was in my yard (reference to the real cougar that is apparently living in my barn) and my mom let it in and it was a cute little black cat with the chubbiest tomcat cheeks you have ever seen. in another dream the stars looked ai generated and a cactus dropped down and its tiger head shaped flower nuzzled me and purred. wonderful dreams.

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off topic but i visited missouri a couple years ago and why is every country in missouri. why is kansas in missouri

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i carried a dead mouse today and it made me feel so close to my identity in ways i couldn't explain

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I worship the angels I knew in my past life(?), and their realness comes to me in strange ways like: constantly finding heart shapes around me, big storms actively avoiding every house I've lived in over five states, and this one quarter that always shows up somewhere no matter how many times i lose it.

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When I die, I'll probably freeze my body and keep it in a little glass cage to stare at and appreciate for all it's done.

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It's so hard to miss being in the stars. There was the moon, of course, but beyond that? No purpose, no community, nothing but the rocks and gases. It was so long before the moon had a form anyway.

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i honestly think the reason i chose such a tortured life for myself is because eternity is really boring and this is the only way to spice it up. immortal enrichment

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☀️ Hello! Intro! 💫

✧ Intro

Hello. I have many names, but I call myself Soliel down here.

I identify with Godkin and a few others, but I made this page for my Godkin identity. I've been kind of iffy about sharing this for a while, but decided to do it anyways. For fun.

I am the god of infinity. As in everything that was, is, and will be (egotistical i know). It's a lonely existence, so I chose this vessel to give me meaning.

I don't care much for worship, but it's nice to receive. Do what you wish.

✧ My Vessels

(A list of my vessels, which are creatures/things that appear in my stead as a sign that I am there)

Cougars

Lambs

Deer

Chrysanthemums

A white stag with blue eyes

✧ Tags

#Infinite-thoughtsandramblings - i ramble on about whatever, godkin related or not.

#Infinite-unsentletters - things I wish to tell my angel that I probably won't.

#Infinite-scripture - specific godkin related rambling, or answering worship asks if that ever happens.

#Infinite-guests! - answering basic asks.

🌒 That's it, goodbye! 👋