post about the rest of the ajin anime (seasons 1 and 2)
(nothing special, just a liveblog post)
ajin episode 6
i see that the animation budget saved by doing CGI was instead spent on the fluttery shifty effects of the black ghosts
so satou's ghost is also anvil-headed
right, nagai doesn't have much empathy... hmm... hmm... that doesn't excuse his being an asshole at times
tosaki sure is eager to jump to conclusions as to why satou didn't bring out his ghost
ohh, ghost-to-ghost head collisions can bump some memories back and forth, interesting, i forgot about that...
huh, what is eriko calling kei "onii-chan" for at a time like this? she called him "nii-san" to his face and i think in front of everyone who talked to her about him, right? was that her way of expressing worry about him...?
episode 7
tosaki's gotta get that dekai kane
right, of course he's motivated by comatose fiance. doesn't excuse any of the shit he's done
episode 8
nakano kou. do we seriously have a kei, a kai, and a kou? sounds like a bit of a natural OT3 tbh
episode 9
there we go, nagai kei finally being an indisputable asshole
oh, right, big pharma makes an appearance as an antagonist
sokabe has a very silly face.
i already forgot what IBM stands for and can only come up with IBM he company or ICBM (intercontinental ballistic missile) without the C
right, ogura's distinguishing feature was not only smoking cigarettes, but being unreasonably dedicated to his brand of smokes in particular. so dumb
episode 10
ogura says a black ghost can only be used once or twice a day, but didn't nagai kei whip em out one after another like it was no thing? is that his special protagonist power that makes him differentiated enough to be the protagonist?
kei's ghost learned how to fell a tree from minecraft
do they really have huge screens up in cities complete with booming audio? the screens are nothing new, but the audio seems unusual to me
episode 11
oh, tosaki finally learned satou's name. from satou's video.
yamanaka-san bought him an oPhone8
"life and money are synonymous" sounds like your typical CEO
omfg satou rode the sinking tower and had a great time
sokabe is still calling satou "hat guy." get with the picture
episode 12
this just in: does satou sometimes substitute a "sh" sound in for an "s" sound?
episode 13
kei demonstrates his shittiness by holding a knife to yamanaka-san's neck after getting sniped. what a dick. oh wait he made it work. well whatever
tosaki says nagai kei is not a fool and as such he probably already scouted out the area, but tosaki immediately also says nagai kei has probably exhausted his black ghost uses for the day, something a fool would do because only a fool doesn't know their own limits and try to use them tactically in such a situation
time for season 2 i guess, episode 2-1
this OP isn't bad i guess
these subs having sokabe say "it's normal for a subordinate to greet his senpai." listen, if you use "senpai," you gotta also use "kohai," and if you use "subordinate," you also gotta use "superior" you can't just pick and choose which words you want to translate
this ending song is horrible
ep 2-2
sakurai emerging from the airplane toilet clearly zipping up his fly out of frame and seeing satou and his eyebrows just turn on a fulcrum and then turn backward like they're pinball flippers
ep 2-3
ah. i was musing over what must be the most popular ship for ajin, thinking maybe kei/kai or kei/kou or tosaki/ogura, but i've had a bit of a realization, and if i know the hearts of the BL community at all, their favorite ship is probably some sinful shit like tosaki/kei. i’ll find out soon enough whether i’m right (haven’t looked at any ajin pixiv tags yet)
ep 2-4
kotobuki, eh. seems like a charming character. oh, this bandanna delinquent is pulling the ol' pee-and-chat
kaito, everyone's favorite punching bag
for the record, i know i've read beyond this point in the manga, but i don't remember shit except that i left off around a chapter where we see shimomura's history.
kotobuki has a small head, maybe he just squeezed through some bars to escape
ah, i just realized the other anime this kinda reminds me of: zankyou no terror. it's got the police/government and the american government trying to intervene aspect to it.
carly meyers doesn't have any kind of american accent... i was kinda hoping she would
neither does doug here. i guess they didn't have voice actors who would have some fun doing a bad accent... or maybe they didn't see it as appropriate
holy FUCK, kaito executed a flying dropkick even though he wasn't on higher ground or anything, what the fuck
kotobuki asks kai what nagai kei is like and i earnestly half-expected him to reply "he's scum" like everyone else does
oh, so kotobuki's got a winged kuro-chan. lucky...
i forgot to write about this in the episode where it was said, but that iowan ajin whose ghost was driving a tractor is such a perfect image i can't stop thinking about it
ep 2-5
so i guess satou's catchphrase is "sssshate" (bc he kinda does a "sha" instead of a "sa") (meaning "now, then.")
the first OP wasn't skippable but i find myself needing to skip this one
there's lots of "pulling up live television broadcasts via a non-television device" in this anime
kou calling shimomura "izumi-san" pls
i like how whoever is nearest the whiteboard is the one to cross the latest victim off the target list
ok, if tosaki is about to be fired (which, hasn't he been for a while now?), that made me think, why is he concerned about his job when he's doing this conspiring with ogura and nagai etc hidden from his superiors? is he concerned about stopping satou, or is he still only concerned about money for his fiancee...? is he getting hella paid for this even though he's less involved in the torture (the real moneymaking activity) than before?
i don't like this dynamic btwn american guy and carly meyers where he keeps correcting her gruffly and she keeps backing off and looking afraid/ashamed.
they had nakano put on a satou hat to be satou ;w;
did shimomura just plug a flash drive into her phone? what kind of compatibility we got in this time period?
how long do neck-stab sedatives take to kick in in real life?
carly meyers's kuro-chan has a gem-shaped head
why don't all ajins just keep a knife or something on them to cut their own throat whenever they get hurt
ep 2-6
tainaka yoko. yup, this is about where i left off in the manga, i believe
whoa there, tosaki just got tased right in the nib nob. that's dirty, american doug
i can't say i feel bad for tosaki getting tortured.
ep 2-7
shut your ungrateful mouth, tosaki, shimomura was LITERALLY just doing her job, which you TOLD HER WAS HER JOB: PROTECTING YOU
how in the fuck did satou get away with playing dead when the other side KNOWS it's ajins they're fighting
why isn't ogura, a native english speaker, the one writing an email to the defense department
ep 2-8
this new OP is ok
ep 2-10
(i spent all of 2-9 doing origami instead of typing)
tosaki don't relapse on your smoking habit :( that's not gonna do anyone any good.
ep 2-11
kai busts in with his signature move and saves the day and he's started calling kotobuki "senpai"
so kei's signature line to kai is "i really have to pee"
kai's like "you're wrong. he (kei) isn't an idiot." that's right, he's actually trash, ask anyone
i can't emphasize enough how bad this ending theme is
ep 2-12
well okuyama-kun has been kind of lovable so far, so if he and others decide to join tosaki's side, that would probably be good
isn't burying someone alive the worst way to try to contain them? because you can't see them directly. they could escape without you noticing
ep 2-13
no kabedonning shimomura >:(
wait wait is tanaka also wearing a satou hat? oh, it's just a baseball cap.
fuck off tanaka don't impale shimomura in the same way twice
oh, one of nagai's new ghost army said the thing that nagai said at the scene where he first saw a ghost :0 about the sick puppy. i like all these ghosts spouting quotes
oh, he cut off satou's head. well, that's the first head we've seen cut off. is he facing the right direction to meet his new self? he closed his eyes too soon for us to find out :\
helicopters are raining in bullets from above like in ghost in the shell (1995) (unless i’m completely misremembering. there were other things that were raining bullets in various directions in that scene so i’m not sure)
so now satou's in custody for the first time.
so satou had an exposition dream
honestly i’m no longer sure where i even left off when i read the manga x years ago, i feel like i may have dropped it because i didn’t care for the boring military shit going on for quite a while, but i feel like i even distantly remember satou being beheaded in the manga...? but anyway i’m gonna (re?)read the whole manga now i guess. overall manga verdict: it had a distant, clammy feel to it, but not bad; the voice for nagai’s ghost was real good; they did a good job with the cgi animation, but it definitely lacks something compared to the art in the manga; the only good OP was the first one; and yeah idk my feeling toward this anime is pretty neutral.
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do multiculturalism and small religious cult based on the concept of love towards your neighbor run by mentally ill people make it more diverse?
(6-18-20) You both like history.
Stranger: Hey
You: hiya
Stranger: Hello
Stranger: Hi
You: another hi wow ^^
You: very... hello-y
Stranger: Halló
You: why we say hello?
Stranger: to greet each other
You: are greeting important?
Stranger: no it's more important to salute than greet
Stranger: let's perform the Roman salute together
You: ;-; but dunwanna
Stranger: why not?Dont you share my war-like Roman spirit?
You: no, I am primitive
Stranger: filthy barbarian, too uncivilized to salute
You: yup ^^
You: I am one with nature
Stranger: do you put up irminsuls everywhere
You: oh that would be fun
You: that's a good idea
Stranger: it didnt end well for those who thought it'd be a good idea
You: it's okay
You: my faith is more important
Stranger: slaughtered by Charlemagne's frankish knights, forced to convert...
Stranger: do you sleep well
You: sure! ^^
You: do you?
Stranger: Yes of course
You: okay that's good
Stranger: what history do you like?
You: mhm, I kind of just forgot to remove this tag lol
Stranger: why did you tag history??
You: I wanted to learn about the balkans
Stranger: about the powder keg of Europe...okay
Stranger: but what period?
You: 1999 ish
You: yugoslavia basically
Stranger: oh the yugoslav war
Stranger: there was a great deal of ethnic tension between ethnic serbs and albanians they started cleansing each other NATO intervened and bombarded Yugoslav cities with DEPLETED URANIUAM as a result Yugoslavia got dismembered
Stranger: oh right
You: sounds like a good summary
You: also why with depleted uranium?
Stranger: many serbs still have cancer because of depleted uranium
Stranger: the type of bombs they used
You: oh
Stranger: I still cant understand why your dad beats you.
You: that's quite a change of topic lol
Stranger: Why does he beat you?
You: mhm because I'm a pagan
Stranger: no pagan would refer to themselves as pagan
You: it's okay, I have my own idea of paganism
Stranger: it means "a commoner" in latin
You: (don't worry I got this!)
Stranger: I hate you
You: :c
You: I feel sad now
Stranger: you're terrible.
You: D:
You: how can I become un-terrible?
Stranger: bring yourself into a permament state of non existence
You: is that nihilism?
Stranger: No its not nihilism -_-
You: okay sorry ^^
Stranger: oh speaking of words starting with nihil
Stranger: have you heard of ex nihilo
You: nope!
You: my linguistic skills are subpar!
Stranger: do you speak Latin
You: nope!
You: I would prefer to learn birdspeech
Stranger: Mao ordered the killing of all sparrows in China.
You: D: that's so sad!!
You: why?!
Stranger: he thought they were pests.
You: that's terrible
Stranger: Yeah
You: humans are more like pests
You: they've infested the planet
Stranger: thats so
Stranger: misanthropic
You: is that bad?
Stranger: it does reflect the actual state of affairs but its still misanthropic
You: I'm sorry if I offended you
Stranger: I just said its misanthropic
Stranger: I am not offended
You: oh okay, good
Stranger: given I am just a small larva not a human
You: oh you are a small human?
Stranger: are you implying small humans(in other words children) are larvae?
You: hm?
Stranger: Oh nvm my mind twisted this a bit
You: I mean children are neither eggs nor adults
Stranger: right
Stranger: do you like shouty children
You: mhm I think they are fine
You: children are being children
You: it's kind of natural I think
Stranger: so you said humans have infested the planet implying humans are evil. are they naturally evil or are they corrupted by society
You: mhm, I don't think any animals are intrinsically good or evil
You: but if there are a lot of them than it is an infestation
Stranger: so corrupted by society?
You: sure we can go with that
Stranger: Oh are you a Rousseauist
Stranger: you spoke of nature and so on
You: oh, I am not that sophisticated
You: I am a pagan
Stranger: shut up
You: sorry >.<
You: but I'm seriously not that sophisticated
Stranger: I know
Stranger: I know
Stranger: I know
Stranger: I ken that
You: *headtilt*
Stranger: I must kithe you that I am a mammal.
You: okay
You: I like mammals
Stranger: I must kithe you that I partook in the colonial partition of Africa.
You: oh how old are you?
Stranger: Oldish
You: I wonder how old your mitochondria are
Stranger: wait do you use numbers to measure age
You: idk
You: units of measurement are a social construct
Stranger: so...?
You: numbers are fine
Stranger: should we establish institutions that encourage people to use numbers to describe age
You: I don't know, what do you think?
Stranger: I have no opinion on that
Stranger: should we establish institutitoons of royal power
You: it is hard for me to grasp the concept of royal power
You: or royalty
Stranger: divine right
Stranger: the grace of god
You: can you explain god to me?
Stranger: when discussing Kings and how they justify their power the only God is the biblical one
You: I see
You: I feel like it must have sounded very strange to the pagans
Stranger: No it didnt
Stranger: Ceaser claimed to have descended from Jupiter
Stranger: CAESAR SORRY
You: I think it would have gotten weirder if they went to asia
Stranger: they had local rulers that also justified their rule with similar concepts
Stranger: it wanst all too different throughout the world
You: I think many of them had local gods
Stranger: obviously
Stranger: in almost all polytheistic religions there is an archgod though
Stranger: the god of all gods
You: I think I would prefer to reject gods and stay with my trees
Stranger: until the trees get cut down
You: why are you so mean?
Stranger: I am not going to lie about the harsh realities of this world
You: but you can change the world
Stranger: to what extent?
Stranger: and in what direction?
You: idk, that's up to you
Stranger: you can change the world
You: yup ^^
Stranger: you change the world
You: yup ^^
Stranger: does this sound motivating
You: it sounds depressingly motivating by being not actually motivating lol
Stranger: not so good then
You: no it's probably fine
Stranger: you can change the world for the worse
Stranger: does this sound motivating
You: it sounds motivating through its pessimissim
Stranger: I've never found pessimism motivating
You: mhm, really?
Stranger: especially given the etymology of the word
You: hmm
Stranger: are you thinking
You: idk, probably not anything productive
Stranger: do you like reflecting in bed
You: it's not a bad place to reflect
You: sometimes, I think if I had been born 100 years ago, I would have been very religious
You: but wasn't
You: and now I have a lot of misplaced faith
You: that I don' know what to do with
Stranger: well...right the conventions of the Edwardian era were quite rigid so you had to be religious
You: I should just make my own religion I guess
Stranger: oh no
You: is that bad?
Stranger: you intend to become a cult leader
You: a cult is only bad if you manipulate your cult members
You: otherwise it's just called an ordinary religion
Stranger: so?is there any guarantee that you wont use other believers to build up your own power base?
You: I don't think I need any power
You: we should give our love to the world that surrounds us
Stranger: thats what Christianity says
You: yes but I dont believe in any god
You: so I can't be christian unfortunately
Stranger: so you need a religion as a set of practices that promote the love your neighbor thing
You: good things are made by plagiarizing ^^
You: mhm, I don't think it's bad if someone made a church and community for these beliefs?
You: you can help other people in your church and support them
You: and overall just feel nice in a community
Stranger: Sounds so rosy
You: yup{
You: ^^
Stranger: well...not sure this would gain any traction considering people already have similar religions except that they have a God and idolatry is important in our culture you know
You: yes, it is sad... I guess I will jut have to be alone then :c
You: but I have my faith!
You: I guess there just won't be many others...
Stranger: when you say something about faith I always think of crusades really even though that isnt even remotely what you mean
You: hmm?
You: what I mean by faith is believing in something even when there is no evidence to suggest you should believe in it
You: for instance, there is no reason you should believe that your neighbor will not steal from you
You: but faith is trusting that they will not
Stranger: yeah but I mean when you say the first that come to mind "religious fanaticisism, the defender of the faith status, the conquest of "divine" fiefs"
You: lol ^^
Stranger: say that*
You: I guess I just ended up defining faith for myself somehow I guess
Stranger: Its just because the idea of fighting for faith is quite common
Stranger: oh nvm
Stranger: my mind perverts everything
You: huh?
Stranger: Just never mind
You: oh okay
Stranger: Sorry
You: hm? why are you sorry?
You: you have nothing to be sorry about
Stranger: Yeah right
Stranger: so yeah I like the crusades ofc did you know that the first crusade was the only successful crusaaade
You: I didn't know!
Stranger: wait I think I got carried away with all these crusades
You: although I think it depends on your side
Stranger: I mean there never were any "muslim crusades"
Stranger: they use a different term
You: but I mean the all attacke jerusalem?
You: *they all
You: at different points in history
Stranger: Well yes
Stranger: the holy land right
You: yup
Stranger: but actually Judea has always been plagued with bloodshed
Stranger: when Hadrian was Roman emperor Jews rebelled against Roman rule and commited genocide against Romans
Stranger: based on religion
You: killing is mean
Stranger: you can see similar stuff happening nowadays
Stranger: its effectively the most restless spot in the world
You: mhm
You: although sometimes I wonder how it compares to Sudan
Stranger: what about it?
You: idk if the palestinian area is worse, or if it's a matter of we just pay more attention to it
You: or if there are also places elsewhere in the world that are worse/very bad
Stranger: well the conflict there has been around for a long time and its an ethno religious conflict thats why we pay so much attention to it
Stranger: and also Israel may possess nuclear weapons
Stranger: which is also why some people are concerned about the current situation in the middle east
Stranger: oh and also Trump supports Israel which is also why some people are ever more concerned about Israel
You: hmm
Stranger: and also the jews are considered one of the most oppressed people on Earth
Stranger: oh wtf am I saying
You: hm?
Stranger: no nvm
Stranger: Sorry
You: okay
Stranger: But again Hadrian banned the Torah law
Stranger: and
Stranger: many jews were sold into slavery
Stranger: and they were banned from practicing their religion
Stranger: oh I like Hadrian so much
Stranger: He did so much good for Rome
You: I just feel like I only know the wall that's named after him
Stranger: and the city
Stranger: Adrionople
You: hadrian... remove the H?
Stranger: In some languages H is silent thats why
You: oh okay
Stranger: its quite weak in English as well
Stranger: in French it doesnt exist at all
Stranger: although its still used in writing because the spelling is a mess
You: language can get weird
Stranger: well yes especially if its Germanized vulgar latin that borrowed lots of frankish vocabularly from an old dutch superstrate
You: I guess a lot of people migrated and moved around ^^
Stranger: Yeah obviously thats how the salic franks came to rule over Gaul
Stranger: OH AND they wrote the salic law
Stranger: they wrote the salic law
Stranger: !!!
Stranger: they wrote the salic law
You: you sound really excited ^^
Stranger: No its actually very important the salic law caused at least 3 wars
You: oh wow
Stranger: why....why history???
You: did you just read something new?
Stranger: no really
Stranger: why did you tag history
You: I forgot to remove the tag since I just wanted to learn about the balkans
Stranger: do you generally talk about history
You: hmm I talk about anything really
Stranger: oh where are you from?
You: us east
Stranger: Pensylvania?
You: nope!
You: that's pretty specific
Stranger: Constantinople?
You: even more specific lol
Stranger: Virginia?
Stranger: see I am good at geography
You: constantinople, idk if there's a us city of that name
Stranger: well I didnt mean it in a serious way
Stranger: are you from Virginia?
You: nope
Stranger: Washington?
You: I feel like I should stop answering because you will guess it eventually lol ^^
Stranger: did I guess it though?
You: I plead the fifth!
Stranger: Oh but you should definitely rename your hometown Constantinople because it sounds more Christian than anything
You: well there are a bunch of places with strange names
Stranger: Trumpoletania?
You: is that an actual place?
Stranger: no just my imagination and alternative present
You: Maybe in 100 years
You: and they continue to name avenues after US presidents
Stranger: i
Stranger: do
Stranger: la
Stranger: try
You: lol
Stranger: even those that owned slaves?
You: are you protestant or is this a modern revulsion of idolatry?
You: they all owned slaves
You: this is america
Stranger: well the presidents that held the position before the civil war did
You: yes and most of the streets named after presidents are usually after the "founding fathers"
Stranger: well thats still idolatry
You: is idolatry bad in your moral-ethical compass of things?
Stranger: and those people didnt embody all the things that the modern day US claims to embody
Stranger: No not necessarily
You: oh okay, I'm just curious
You: because all forms of commemoration can be interpreted as a kind of idolatry
You: well, frankly its in the eyes of the beholder
Stranger: well when you have a large statue of Stalin in front of your house then its obviously idolatry
Stranger: and I do want a statue like that
Stranger: to idolize the greatest leader of the USSR
Stranger: see I dont see idolatry as necessarily bad
You: mhm but it's different depending on if you commissioned the statue or if someone else visits your statue 100 years in the future
You: the meaning can change in the eyes of the beholder
Stranger: well the only difference is how many people are affected by the cult of personality
You: fair enough
Stranger: I think in the US there should be a few statues of Stalin
Stranger: privately owned ones at least
You: lol
You: I'm not always sure why I understand people idolize people
Stranger: why are you so alien
You: because I clearly can't speak english
You: ^^;;;;
You: how is it possible to type something and have the words come out all in the wrong order?
Stranger: just like any other human you should understand why people idolize other people and elevate them above others
Stranger: dyslexia
You: are there more people that you idolize?
Stranger: Lenin,Marx,Ernst Thalmann,Niccolo Machiavelli, Pinochet and Mussolini
You: that's such a nice spread
Stranger: oh wait no
Stranger: I dont like Machiavelli Pinochet or Mussolini
You: oh that's too bad
Stranger: why
You: idk, it's good to like a diversity of things I think
Stranger: it depends actually
Stranger: is the world diverse?
You: diversity is a strange word and I don't know how to process it
Stranger: Mussolini could process it easily
You: ^^
Stranger: shut up
You: :c
Stranger: is the world diverse
Stranger: answer me or face my wrath
You: umm... yes...?
Stranger: do multiculturalism and small religious cult based on the concept of love towards your neighbor run by mentally ill people make it more diverse?
Stranger: cults*
You: hmm maybe?
You: I think it is a bit abstract to quantify diversity
Stranger: I think it's a bit abstract to quantify numbers
You: lol ^^
Stranger: you cant counter my statement
You: of course
Stranger: you lose
You: it's okay, I think it can be fun to lose sometimes
Stranger: thats an overromanticized idea created to make up for the horrors of losing
You: mhm the way I would analyze it is probably as a reactionary sentiment towards the competitiveness of modern culture?
Stranger: competitiveness of modern culture? what do you mean by modern culture?popular culture?
You: mhm gaming pops into my mind immediately
You: or the set of sentiments related to that kind of competitiveness for fun
Stranger: well this is unrelated to what we were discussing a few minutes ago though and is merely part of some cultures
Stranger: not all of them ofc
You: yup, it's unrelated
Stranger: are you irrelevant
You: sorry!
Stranger: thats a genuine question
You: oh I read it backwards lol
You: "you are irrelevant" lol
Stranger: seems like you are used to insults
You: mhm probably~
Stranger: but, are you irrelevant?
You: I think it depends on your frame of reference?
You: I suppose I must be relevant to myself
You: I have no idea if I'm relevant to others though
Stranger: Okay let me put it this way. Why do your parents consider you to be irrelevant?
You: hopefully not!
Stranger: but they do
Stranger: that's a well-known fact
You: okay go on
Stranger: No that's all I've got to say about your irrelevant now tell me, why do your parents deem you irrelevant
Stranger: irrelevance
You: um, apparently this is news to me, so I was hoping you could explain
You: that said, it's really hard for me to know what other people think
You: because um, I'm not them
Stranger: harness the power of lightning and use it to develop an ability to read human minds
You: is that a reference towards electricity and.... idk what technology
Stranger: Perhaps
You: I dunno, I don't know a lot of things
Stranger: that's true
Stranger: you know very few things
You: yup
Stranger: But it's perfectly okay to be ignorant
Stranger: I know a lot of ignorant people
Stranger: who I am very good friends with
You: okay
Stranger: you're ignorant.
You: I don't really mind that much tbh
Stranger: you are ignorant
You: mhm
Stranger: you are ignorant
You: why are you repeating it?
Stranger: you are doomed to be ignorant forever
You: I don't really see ignorance as an absolute though?
Stranger: because I've been told that psychological abuse works like this
Stranger: well I deal in absolutes.
You: oh, were you experimenting with something?
Stranger: Yeah, with neo-absolutism and its psychological basis
You: I'm not totally sure how to reconcile that statement
Stranger: The gracchi brothers tried to reconcile the senate and the roman people after an inflow of unpaid slave labor and cheap grain bankrupted the small farmers
Stranger: But to no avail
Stranger: disgruntled senators assassinated the gracchi brothers and thousands of their allies
You: that's a bit sad
Stranger: yep just like your life
You: I'm quite happy with my life actually
Stranger: you arent
You: hm? how so?
Stranger: You are constantly told that you're a failure
You: I was wondering why you changed the topic to "why your dad beats you" earlier?
Stranger: Oh I was trying to help you with your family problems
You: oh, I don't live with my parents though
Stranger: why not
Stranger: you should leech off your parents
You: idk because I don't need to?
Stranger: why not??
Stranger: you can ask your parents to subsidize Malta
You: I dunno, I don't need to
You: I wonder why I don't do things I don't need to do
Stranger: why dont you want Malta subsidized
You: because I am selfish
Stranger: what's the etymology of the word selfish?
You: self-ish?
You: sell-fish?
Stranger: in the past the self part meant "I" (similar to the greek word ego) so in Old English they said "ic self" in middle english it came to mean "a person who has no identity"
Stranger: and I think when you say selfish
Stranger: you mean that you have no identity
Stranger: that somebody has stripped you of your identity
You: okay, I can live with that I guess
Stranger: and now you're lost,trying to make your life meaningful
Stranger: but decades of degeneratation have affected you
Stranger: what creates degeneracy?
You: I dunno~
Stranger: you're not smart :/
You: I thought we established that earlier?
Stranger: we didnt
Stranger: you're not smart :////
You: lol okay
You: I wonder what creates degeneracy
Stranger: keep wondering
Stranger: perhaps one day you will find your answers
You: mhm okay ^^
Stranger: you aren't smart
You: yup
Stranger: you aren't smart
You: you really like the repeating thing
Stranger: its really interesting that when you had to choose between shame and arguing you chose shame you know I am a psychology graduate(graduated 2 years ago) and this is actually a sign of a weak personality
You: ohh that's really cool!
You: also congrats
You: I don't mind having a weak personality
Stranger: you're a weakling
You: lol
Stranger: look at yourself
You: I think you are probably affirming a component of my identity?
Stranger: you cant even lift a table
You: maybe that is why you are not getting as much of a reaction?
Stranger: of a reaction?
Stranger: this is a bit out of place
You: hm?
Stranger: I am trying to help you with your mental problems
You: oh okay
You: I thought you were repeating because you were expecting me to say something different
Stranger: that too since this would give me some info about your retention character
You: (retention character, meaning...?)
Stranger: google it, I wont tell you since I realize that you must learn to find all sorts of helpful information on your own
You: I feel like I am not heading in the right direction with googling "retention character"
Stranger: wanna know why I chose that term?
You: why?
Stranger: Its probably the least popular term outlined in the book "the interpretation of dreams" by Sigmund Freud and I am well aware that it doesnt have a wikipedia page so you'll have to skim over the book and maybe you'll find it there
You: oh okay
Stranger: you must learn that sometimes its very hard to acquire useful information
You: I guess so
Stranger: I am beginning to think that you have trouble learning
Stranger: not dyslexia but something different
You: mhm can you elaborate more?
Stranger: No. You have to process my ever word and muster all of your brain power to get your answers
You: aww, I would appreciate it if you just said it ^^
Stranger: No. You must learn how hard it is to obtain information
Stranger: I am trying to help you.
Stranger: stop resisting
You: Okay, I'm a bit lazy though
You: or maybe I am lazy today
Stranger: thats the problem
You: I am unclear about how I am resisting
Stranger: you are always lazy
You: okay that is probably true too
Stranger: ignorant, lazy and pitiful
You: I dunno about pitiful
Stranger: I feel sad for you
You: although I guess from an external party I guess that is possible
You: it's okay you don't need to feel sad
You: I'm quite happy
Stranger: you aren't
Stranger: stop lying
You: I try very hard not to lie
Stranger: the biggest lie I've heard from you so far
You: hm?
Stranger: is you say
Stranger: ing
Stranger: that
Stranger: you try very hard not to lie
Stranger: an ignorant
Stranger: lazy
Stranger: liar
You: okay, I'm not totally sure if I am following
Stranger: its okay
You: but if you think that way it's fine too ^^
Stranger: wait I think I know why you disgust some people
Stranger: especially your parents
You: go on
Stranger: you are ignorant and lie too much
You: mhm I'm a little bit unsure how people can tell what are lies though
You: but yes I am ignorant
Stranger: some can some cant
Stranger: I can
You: okay that's pretty nice intuition
Stranger: not intuition you dumb fucker
You: hm? what then?
Stranger: you've got be more careful about what you say
Stranger: because about 70% of what you say is gibberish
You: oh... I'm sorry then
You: I guess I should try to be clearer?
Stranger: you say intuition when its the critical method
You: ah okay
Stranger: No you should stop speaking. At all
You: I didn't know
Stranger: for about a month
Stranger: and then start speaking again
You: I don't really want to do that
Stranger: but in a more reserved manner
You: how do I speak more reserved?
Stranger: First of all throw words that you most commonly use away they are the worst and they make you sound dumb and ignorant so dont say nihilism (this is what you say in almost every situation) dont say unsure because this makes you sound uncertain and thus weak and silly
You: is it bad to sound weak/uncertain?
Stranger: it isnt bad to sound uncertain when its justified
Stranger: but you're literally both dumb and uncertain
You: mhm, but I don't really understand why strength is valued as a virtue
Stranger: It isnt valued as a virtue you moron
Stranger: you seek opposites
You: huh?
Stranger: thats a retarded way of thinking
You: can you explain more?
Stranger: "can you explaim more" is the backbone of your everyday vocabularly
Stranger: throw it away
You: mhm but I don't always understand things, and it would be helpful if people clarified their statement
Stranger: you never seek answers. you want others to find them for you
Stranger: thats why you're so dumb by the way
Stranger: so get rid of it
Stranger: you dont need that phrase
Stranger: imbecile
You: is the a better way to ask for feedback?
Stranger: You dont need feedback at all. Forget about feedback. You should never request feedback
You: mhm why?
Stranger: "why" get rid of this
You: I feel like it is hard to justify doing something unless you know the reason
Stranger: another rule you should apply
Stranger: Dont argue with people who are much better than you
You: I didn't realize I was arguing you though...
You: I thought I was just asking for an explanation
Stranger: I told you to get rid of "why" in your speech and you tried to justify using why
You: ah okay
Stranger: throwing arguments at the interlocutor creates an argument
Stranger: fool
You: I don't really feel like doing the things you are suggesting though
Stranger: buffoon
You: I'm sorry if it seems disrepectful
Stranger: clown
You: I feel like clowns are kind of scary actually
You: I don't really understand why they are invited to birthday parties
Stranger: your behavior is that of a clown
Stranger: but it isnt scary
You: hmm, clowns are for generating entertainment and laughter?
Stranger: yep thats why you usually try to but it doesnt really make you seem funny when you're required to hold a proper conversation
You: sorry
Stranger: try to do
Stranger: idiot
Stranger: shame on you
Stranger: shamee
You: I don't understand shame in all of its aspects actually
Stranger: Shame
Stranger: on you
You: is the meaning of that phrase that I should feel shame, even though I don't?
Stranger: shame on you
You: ^^ okay
Stranger: clown
You: you seem to be very patient
Stranger: you've gone so boring...
You: sorry
You: I think I just have difficulty understanding you
You: I'm not always sure when you are being sincere vs. just having fun
Stranger: are you going to bring something interesting into the convo
You: umm I'm not sure I know what you consider to be interesting
You: I can guess at things
You: also is it late for you?
You: sorry if I've kept you up
You: I know I took a lot of your time
Stranger: lol I wouldnt damage my sleep pattern because of people like you
You: okay that's good ^^
Stranger: the only reason Ive been talking to you is boredom but as I already mentioned you've become very very boring
Stranger: so I have to wish you a happy life and say goodbye
You: sorry
You: okay you too
You: I wish you the best
Stranger: byeeeeeeeeeeee
Stranger has disconnected.
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