#ionno. i know i believe in

[abastardworthknowing]

I just realised the amount of stress Aziraphale is under i'm starting to understand how gabriel turned out to be such an arse.

Alsooooo - Aziraphale... you know that noone is truly good or truly evil so why do you still believe Crowley is art of "the bad guys"..? 🤔 hrmm

even if it's religious trauma - like same Azi - but you can't fix a broken system. unfortunately no amount of god's voice or the metatron's voice stops the inherent cruelty of there being one person telling everyone else how they should live

because everyone interprets things differently. I'm actually rather lucky that my family turned out to be loving towards LGBTQIA+ ppl otherwise coming out would never have happened and I'd be completely different. I'd be less positive. I'd be more depressed and anxious.

Sometimes I think maybe the Catholicism still has it's claws deep in my heart, because I still get antsy when others mock god or say truthful things about how horrific they are.

ayway i'm just. thinking. i wonder if this is how aziraphale thinks and struggles with his faith...