#istg. like fucking seagulls. blaithnaid blew her cover and now they're all scrambling to go | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dullahandyke · 2 months ago

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thinking abt things sucks. like mannnn we have a whole thing about identity being transient and not liking being pinned down and its like. is this an actual thing we genuinely enjoy and benefit from or are we just scared to look inwards and see if theres actually someone in here who doesnt match with 'eimear'. bcos one so quickly becomes the other. fucks sake why do brains do things without your permission it is fucked

#bcos it could genuinely be an enjoyment in countercultural anonymity and a lack of pressure to conform #but also. if we go 'ummm well actually im not telling you who's in here ^_^'#then that might turn out to be because we also dont want to tell ourselves who's in here #fucks sakes. CAN YOU GUYS GIVE ME YOUR NAMES OR SOMETHING YOU CANT ALL BE BLAITHNAID #istg. like fucking seagulls. blaithnaid blew her cover and now they're all scrambling to go #'youve noticed im not eimear? ummmm then im blaithnaid' just because its another name i already know #and like. they COULD just be sharing names and shit. but i dont wholly buy it. body getting angry abt this line of conversation so yay #hard to tell when youre shaking bcos youre making them crack like an egg or when youre just poking a bear #probably shouldnt say 'make them crack' like some cartoon goon but whatever #its fuckin insulting. im the one who has to deal with you cunts!!!! i should know who i am dealing with!!#and maybe they would come out if i was nicer. wait ok scratch that i was gonna say more but that tag ends with 'if i acted less like my mom #jesus ? ok #we'll file that one away for later #i should probably stop making textposts and pointing spotlights at them actually

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