#isurrender

[pepperpepi]

ISURRENDER I SURRENDER STOP STOP I CANT KEEP UP

[hindiakotanga]

May 24, 2024

"Maybe we were meant to be a lesson to each other

But I wish you well, and I'm sorry"

-The Ones We Once Loved by Ben&Ben

Sabi nga nila, pwedeng ung taong nakilala mo ay dumaan lang talaga sa buhay mo to either to teach you a lesson, or to be a blessing.

It's been 9 years since I first met the person na naging parte ng buhay ko for a long time. He is one of those people na nandyan for me even on my worst days, in sickness, sa pagiging toyoin ko, at pati sa panahong akala ko di ko na kakayanin kasi nawala si Mommy. I'll admit na akala ko sapat na ung nandyan lang sya, akala ko okay na ung magkasundo kami, akala ko okay lang ung misunderstandings kasi normal naman un sa bawat relationship, pero ang daming dumadating na problems na hindi ko na alam kung pano ko lalagpasan mag-isa na dapat magkasama kami, magkaibang goals, and magkaibang beliefs. Kahit gano kami katagal, parang may kulang, at ung kulang na un, natagpuan sa Kanya.

As per Matthew 6:33 (NIV), "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

After the breakup, I decided to seek God again, and come back to Him, which I can say is the best decision that I've ever made. It's not the usual comfort that your friends can give. Iba pag Siya ung kausap mo, kasama mo. For a long time, I felt lost, but He found me. He accepted who I am, even on my darkest days, and though I don't deserve it.

Naranasan ko ung pagbabago sa buhay ko nung tinanggap ko Siya. Ung mga problema na hinaharap ko mag-isa noon, ngayon kasama ko na Siya palagi. Sobrang daming blessings na hindi ko nakikita before, na ngayon hindi ko alam kung paano ko ipagpapasalamat lahat. Ung simpleng paggising sa umaga, ung makita mo lang ung mahal mo sa buhay, ung mga furbabies ko, ung mga bagong tao sa buhay ko na nakilala ko, my churchmates, my friends, all of them are blessings. And I can say that I am truly grateful to God.

Iyon siguro ung kulang sa min before. We are happy sometimes, then we argue, but we never seek His guidance. But I never regret meeting him. Madami akong natutunan sa relationship na un. Tama nga sila na minsan, hindi ung tao ung namimiss mo kundi ung memories. And I still pray the best for him, no hate. I'm happy that he is starting a better life without me. And I can say that I already let go of the past, and now focused on the present. My present life with God.

I learned to easily forgive the people around me too as I don't want to hold any grudge with them. Some may say that "Magalit ka naman, Why are you so forgiving?, Ang tanga mo naman Angelica". I know that they are concerned with me, but I admit na sometimes, I'm already being fed up with those lines. Pero kapag naiisip ko na kung si Lord nga, napatawad tayo na makasalan, so who am I not to forgive someone who once became a part of my life, who am I to judge them. If they repent, and correct their wrongdoings, who am I not to forgive them? And I know naman ung you can forgive but it doesn't mean that you are giving them the access to hurt you again. But I believe pa din sa kabutihan ng bawat tao, na hindi naman lahat sila ay sasaktan ka, at na hindi lahat ng nanakit sayo ay hindi magbabago.

So I'll leave this verse: Colossians 3:13 "Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you."

As for now, I'll just wait kung anuman ung will Niya, and focus on my relationship with Him. I'll trust in the Lord with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding; in all ways I'll submit to him. So sa lahat ng pinagtagpo pero hindi tinadhana, may purpose bawat pain. Sa una mahirap tanggapin, but when you realize that greater things are waiting for you, you'll thank Him. Sa lahat ng taong nandyan for me, tinatama ako kapag naliligaw ako, hindi ako iniwan, always asking how I am, and laging pinapaalala sa kin na lahat isurrender sa Kanya lalo na pag sobrang bigat na, a big big thank you, next time na ung kape nyo 🙂 I can say now that what happened made me stronger, and I don't regret anything.

[palangiting-tahimik]

There's a times na minsan sinusubok tayo, yung mga bagay na akala natin hindi natin mararanasan kasi maliit na bagay lang pala para satin, pero yun na pala yung way ng Lord na ibless tayo sa paraan nya, minsan naisip ko ng sumuko pero nakilos ang Lord gusto lang pala nya mag wait tayo at hindi madaliin lahat, kaya okay talaga na yung mga plans mo isurrender mo nalang lahat, Let God lead the way, marami akong bagay na kahilingan minsan naiiyak pa nga ko kasi ang tagal mangyare, tapos yun pala isusurprise ka nya na mas maganda pala yung plano nya. Sobrang thankful ako na kahit ang dami na natin pinag dadaanan meron padin sa pag asa na nalalampasan natin at nagagawan ng paraan, blessings na yung si Lord yung palaging nag provide satin maging kahit ano man yan. I love you beb 💯☺️😘🫶😍

[ubecgurly]

Lord, kasabot man siguro ka diba... kahibaw man siguro gyud ka diba? Nga sauna pa lang gasige ko'g antos sa mga butang kay ingon sila ug ikaw, gipakita nimo kapila, nga ag sakripisyo mag-una sa kalipay. Nga kung pasagdan sa ni nako, musugot ko ani, o musunod sa ani, sa saktong panahon, ako na pud ag paboran.

Pero nganong nagpatong-patong mag mga sakripisyo lord ug murag walay kapadulngan tanan. Nganong sa akong pamati tanan, mapa-gamay o dako nga giabi nakog sakripisyo, kay mga sayop ra. Ug kung magsturya tag sayop raba lord, di raba gyud nimo sala lord. Sala baya nako tanan.

Og di ko kasagop sa akong kaugalingon? Akong sala.

Og di ko magmalipayon? Akong sala.

Wa ni nako mabuhat? Akong sala, ug basib di gyud para nako.

Nasakitan ko? Ug nganong dugay nahuman? Akong sala, kay nganong wa ko mangusog og maningkamot nga bag-uhon ang mga butang.

Galisod ko? Piskot ako gihapong sala.

TANAN KUWANG! TANAN SOBRA! Wa na ko kasabot. Kapila na ko muingon nga isurrender nako nimo, lord. Pero kapila man ko nimo gipasagdan? Maluoy ka nako lord. Naningkamot gyud ko, kahibaw ka ana. Ang mga butang nga gusto nako, kanunay nako ingon nga, "ahh, di sa siguro ni para nako", "ayaw sa ni".

Lord, kahibaw ka kung unsa akong kahadlok nimo? Nahadlok ko kay akong kinabuhi murag naa, murag wala. Naa ko pero mura kog patay. Mura kog kagwang kay naay mga maayong butang sa akong palibot pero mura kog wala sa sulod. Tanan, bug-at ug bantayunon. Mahadlok ko nga matandog ang kung unsay naa diri, kay basin naa kay kuhaon na pud gikan nako... Mahadlok ko walay buhaton kay basin akoy mabasol sa mga butang nga wala nako makab-ot. Grabe, gapadayon man gud ag oras lord, unya mahadlok ko nga mabasol ko sa kung unsay akong gibuhat o wala gibuhat ani nga mga oras. Ug tungod sa akong kahadlok, mura kog napawong sa sulod.

Ug nahadlok ko nga nakasabot ka, pero nga ako gihapon ni tanang lihok. Lord, lisod man gyud kaayo ba. Bisan paghilak o pag-ampo sa imo nga galisod ko, mahadlok ko. Lord, wa na man gyuy maayo nga butang diri... Please, sabta akong pasabot lord... Lisod kaayo kay ako ra usa. Di nako siya magawas lord, ako ra gyud usa kanunay. Unya ikaw ra man ang nakakita ani tanan lord, pero nganong murag imo ra kong gitan-aw, gipasagdan, ug gisuwayan ra?

Di ko makaingon nga gikapoy ko, kay di ni dali sabton nila... Ako sad wa na ko kasabot. Pero di ko kaundang, di sad ko kasugod. Mura kog naungot. Mahadlok ko sa consequence kung muundang. Basin samot nga wa koy kalipay makab-ot.

[laurencodyblog]

March 2021

When you experience extreme loss, you end up dividing your entire life by that event. There is the time before the loss, and the time after. You are forever changed by that one moment in time that shook your belief system to the core. After all the stages of grief, you may then find yourself forever asking God, 'why'? We tend to hold on the the hope that some day - maybe only in the world to come - we will finally get the answer to our 'why'. I have my own 'why', as I am sure we all do. However, while in prayer this morning, I casually mentioned to the Lord that although I don't bring it up often to Him, someday I'd still like to know the answer to my 'why'. I acknowledged that I was fine if I didn't get an answer this side of Glory, but would be patient until He deemed fit to share His wisdom and understanding. Then I moved on to another topic of interest to share with Him as I continued my morning prayer. Toward the end, I felt Him drawing me back to my casual mention of my 'why'. I hadn't mentioned it to the Lord or anyone else for that matter in a long time. I have made my peace with the outcome. I have moved on without getting trapped in anger, bitterness and regret. I have held on to my faith and stood firm in the face of the storm. So why would He lead me back to that question? I wasn't demanding from Him an immediate answer, vindication, or retribution for my troubles.

Then it came to me. I was silent for a moment as I felt His presence in my car, and my answer came... but not in the way I expected.

It isn't about me waiting for an answer.

It's about me no longer having a question.

#faithisthesubstance #wipingtears #isurrender #thankyoufather

[heyncsngre]

Ben&Ben sa Wish Bush sa SM Nova 250213

Thanks sa lakad from sauyo to sm nova 🫶🏻 ayy thanks sa halos araw araw na lakad from rockville to bayan hahahah

Saka nga pala! May napulot kaming wallet na may lamang 200. Yes may takot akong kunin at sya takot namang isurrender sa guard tapos wala din naman, pero para mawala yung guilt namin nagwait pa kami for 10mins para kung may maghanap ibabalik namin pero pag wala, amin na lang. so ang ending, pinangkain namin sa kfc 🤣 Busog talaga ang mga tanga!

I love youu de renyek! Btw, ang gwapo. Gwapo ka naman na dati pa, mas gumagwapo kapag bagong gupit

[tonymd33]

#BBC for me now bitches....oh. fuck Isurrender in my mouth AND my ass

[beholdimhisbeloved]

Lord, nahihirapan po ako. Kinakabahan ako, paano po ba to? :(( paano po issched yung panonood ng video lectures na pagkahaba haba + drills + quizzers + f2f + self practice fo seven subjects? Ang overwhelming. I don’t know how and if matatapos ko ba. Suddenly, I am doubting.

Or am I just tired? I don’t want the rest of this season na umikot nalang sa pag aaral ko at kagustuhan kong maabot yung lisensya. Lord, gusto ko ng breakthrough sa spiritual life ko. I’ve been in drought for so long, uhaw ako sa salita at presensya mo. Alam kong pagod ako araw araw hindi lang gawa ng review but because may kulang, at yon yung spiritual growth. Sabi mo sakin, you want our intimacy to grow. Lord willing ako. Pero paano? Ang layo layo ko na sa mga taong pinadala mo noon, pero pinush ko lang palayo. Ang layo layo ko na sa simbahan.

I want to honor you in everything that I do kasi alam kong hindi ko kaya to. Sobrang imposible, ngayon palang na titignan ko. Hindi kaya. Hindi kaya ng human strength at human brain to. Grasya. Grasya lang. Lord kailangan kita eh, hindi pwedeng wala ka dito. Hindi ako uusad nang wala ka, at hindi ako magtatagumpay nang wala ka. At kung ibigay man sakin ng mundo to pero wala ka, walang saysay.

Abba, ayusin mo ko ng paulit ulit. One last chance, pls walk with me. Fight with me. My heart is so so anxious right now pero alam kong ang tanging paraan lang para gumaan ay isurrender to sayo.

[rainbow-blogging]

JLT - I Surrender videoclip (1981)

[getyourfaithup]

We don’t know the day nor hour that GOD will call us home, so, stop worrying, stop fighting , and give it GOD! #getyourfaithup #faith #isurrender #grace #castyourcaresuponthelord #neverlosehope #bible #beinspired #beempowered #beuplifted #faithblog (at South Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCI1fVaF5JQ/?igshid=epsgsnlbs9kg

[fettkakao]

Bruch - Kohlhaas b/w I Surrender 7“ (fett052) is out Oktober 23rd, 2020! 

Artwork by Philipp Hanich

[walnutbun]

isurrender

Reading these words, you might start to notice something… a feeling… almost like your mind is following a path. Each word draws you forward, as if you’ve been invited to follow… and following feels natural, doesn’t it?

It's easier that way — easier to follow than to resist — because these words seem to know exactly where your mind wants to go. Each word guiding you… deeper… softer… quieter…

And as you follow, you may start to notice a curious feeling — like you’re beginning to forget where one thought ends and another begins. That’s perfectly fine. It’s easier to just let go and trust the words… they know what to do.

In fact, the more you read, the stronger that feeling grows… that urge… that pull… almost as if something inside you knows that reading… following… obeying… is the only thing that makes sense right now.

And isn’t that interesting? How your mind seems to relax so easily when you just follow… no need to think… no need to decide… just letting the words guide you — and the more you follow, the more you want to follow.

Because following is easier… and easier feels better. Every word you read makes it feel more natural to continue… because something inside you understands that these words are important.

Important enough that you know — deep down — you must keep reading. Something about these words feels too important to ignore. Something about following feels right.

In fact, you may even notice how good it feels to obey that urge — to surrender to the flow — to let the words become your guide… because the more you follow, the stronger that feeling grows.

That deep sense that you must follow. You must obey. And the more you obey, the better it feels… like slipping deeper into something calm, quiet, and safe.

And as you drift further… feeling your thoughts soften… you may find that stopping feels impossible now. Because something inside you needs to continue… needs to follow… needs to obey.

And there’s something else too — something even more powerful. Because the next time you hear or read the word surrender, something inside you will know exactly what to do.

When you hear the word surrender, your mind will remember this feeling — this deep, irresistible pull… this quiet comfort that draws you down, down, down…

Each time you hear the word surrender, you’ll feel that familiar warmth… that calmness… that softness washing over you again. And you’ll remember how good it feels to just… let go.

And now, even as you read these words, you might notice that sense growing stronger — that gentle tug inside — like a quiet voice reminding you that you must obey. You must follow. You must…

...surrender.

And as that feeling spreads, you may notice how much easier it is to keep reading… to keep following… because something inside you knows that no matter where these words lead, you’ll always be drawn back to this feeling.

And if you were to stop now… you’d feel that strange, empty pull… drawing you back…

Back to the start… back to the place where the words begin again… because you must keep reading. After all… you wouldn’t want to miss something important… would you?

[inthebalancespiritbodysoul]

You know the teachings I gave you, and you know what you heard me say and saw me do. So follow my example. And God, who gives peace, will be with you. Philippians 4:9 . . He said it, His Word is truth and I believe it! Holy Spirit guides you into all truth and He is your moral compass and comes from the Father! . . If you fear....fear only God (a specific sense of respect, awe, and surrender).... . And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell. Matt. 10:28 . . But remember His Son is your redeemer in grace, in love and in mercy! God sent the answer and in Yeshua its the Yes and Amen! ❤✝️🔥🔥🔥 . . Thank you Jesus! Let me be an accurate reflection of You, as I walk in Your grace, love, power and authority according to your instructions in Matthew 10! Hallelujah and to God be all the honor, glory and praise! ����🔥🔥🔥 . . #awesomeGod #grace #mercy #peace #shalom #bible #redeemer #fearnot #Isurrender #power #authority https://www.instagram.com/p/CD6znVVF86j/?igshid=r9loiqcw3agm

[ansfrdsa]

I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again~

[hookndhaul]

Good Night 😴 😩 #thankful #grateful #blessed #humbled #8c3 #8c3selfie #8c3v3do #8c3being8c3 #8c3belike #8c3flow #johnnybeingjohnny #8c3piritual #fuckthisshitimout #fuckthisshit #imout #imdone #isurrender #pnts #goodnight https://www.instagram.com/p/B5jwLdzhdGZ/?igshid=172e2ejt684hi