#it sucks cuz i have alot to say abt sanemi but I cant rlly say it without explaining a bit of my trauma

[imbeingtauntedbyachild]

Okay listen listen, "you hate sanemi but love kaigaku and make him have essentially the same dynamic to him and zenitsu that sanemi and genya have in canon" listen with sanemi it's just canon what he did and yes it would be canon for kaigaku but since we don't get much of him we don't see how bad he could get

I don't like sanemi cuz of his treatment of Genya, honestly idgaf abt him stabbing nezuko sorry 😭. But his whole shit was so unnecessary and I'm probably really passionate abt this cuz I can see me and my sister in them (don't wanna get into it here cuz venting when you're talking abt why you like kaigaku more than sanemi is kinda silly)

But he could've done literally anything else than berate and belittle Genya and I get that sanemi is in his early twenties but it's honestly so annoying seeing how idk how to explain it, lack of consequences??? I guess??? Genya deserved a good brother throughout his life not just when he was about to die

But why am I so hard on sanemi and not kaigaku? Cuz I'm fucking delusional 😭😭 but yea it's really funny cuz I like making kaigakus dynamic with zenitsu "psuedo brother figure treating psuedo younger brother figure as shit cuz he doesn't know how to deal with his gay feelings cue some noncon and abuse" but I'm pretty sure the reason for my distaste for sanemi is just like it's canon how shitty of a brother he was and really all that shit he did was so so so unnecessary (zenitsu 🤝 Genya 🤝 me having a shitty older sibling that we think hates/hated us)

"so why do you like kaigaku???" I DONT FUCKING KNOW MAYBE JUST MAYBE I THINK IT'D BE REALLY COOL IF ZENITSU GOT HIS ASS ABSOLUTELY WRECKED BY HIM PHYSICALLY EMOTIONALLY AND SEXUALLY???? IDK JUST A THOUGHT NOT LIKE THAT WASNT THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS POST LMAO