#it’s 3 am and i couldnt sleep. have some angst for your troubles hee hoo]]

[ambcrheart-a]

[[ • Things that keep me up at night:

Amber (and by extension, a good chunk of Andy’s toys) essentially being the victim(s) of one big screwed up social experiment via forced social isolation from human contact

The likelihood that toys’ bonds between themselves and humans were “tested” to their limits because, like with Xion, Young Xeha and the true Organization saw the toys as nothing more than vessels whose existence went beyond any purposeful means

Knowing that Amber spent maybe a day around people at most before the store associates and shoppers disappeared, and literally has no idea how long she spent in that room alone because there’s no windows or calendars to keep track of time

The fact that she had an extremely difficult time adjusting from isolation-induced disorientation in a place where magic is external and creatures of darkness can consume your very being by exploiting your weaknesses to just—

Suddenly everyone’s back and Galaxy Toys’ denizens are here and sentient but god forbid if the ex-MIA Angelic Amber doll starts to levitate and send accidental Dark Fire shockwaves by stomping her feet when it’s not part of the assembly package

And just. Her knowing that things were off from the getgo now that Toy Box is restored but no one believes her when she says she spent weeks/months without a living soul to talk to, let alone that she got her body hijacked. And a part of her misses that because even though she was lonely during the split, at least she wasn’t the odd one out. At least no one made her feel lonely in a crowded room full of toys who barely understand her