#it’s hard grinding too esp bcus honestly my self esteem has never been so low since I was a teenager | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

033h · 6 months

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I just feel that grinding and professionalism are sooo against my desired state of being and the older I get the more I feel like I’m just collecting these fractured versions of myself I’ll never be able to reconcile but maybe that’s okay… I still kind of envy people who can condense it all into one genuine self tho

#like interior depression thoughts self external social self and now young professional self #it’s hard grinding too esp bcus honestly my self esteem has never been so low since I was a teenager #but I chose to move here and with it comes grind culture… I never thought I’d see Seattle as chill lol #it’s just that what I really want is to be able to chase anything that makes me happy not working hard or supporting an institution lol

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