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ear-motif · 5 months

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how does one cope with knowing that every moment of their happiness can only exist with the continued exploitation of colonized nations. like even if i kill myself it wont be enough and even if i devote my life to change it wont be enough because all forms of my happiness are predicated on theft and destruction.

#walk in nature? on stolen land thats getting unliveable because of me?#meditate? on a full stomach i dont deserve breathing clean air despite me being a polluter?#like i was taught this shit and lied to saying that that doesnt mean i deserve to die #yes it fucking does!!!! yes it fucking does #you dont forgive someone who steals from your family and kills them. you fucking kill them back #esp after getting fired i have NO right to claim i am worth resources #itd be fucking disgusting and dishonest to try and lie to myself like that #hard not to fall into despair when life LITERALLY is a zero sum game that you won by cheating

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