#its a class thing... bc i come from a peasant family and bc i dont live downtown.... and that means everything here | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

quenthel · 1 year

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ok last post but i literally feel like living in this country is like actively harming me since i dont want to stay i just dont cultivate many relationships i could have here but also the vibes are just so bad like i would rather live in a country that at least pretend to care abt gay n trans ppl or at least does not want us actively dead and im sick of being surrounded by judgemental assholes and ppl who just cant be happy for others at all like ik ppl like that can be everywhere but it feels like most ppl are like that here bc everyone is miserable bc of our fuckshit evil government and bc of how western eu exploits this country....

#quenthel special #like i will miss it for sure esp the places and the few ppl i do love and leave behind #but i cant wait to feel like i dont have to watch everything i do and say non stop just bc if it gets out im gay and nb its over #im also just regretting doing this phd a lot but thats a different thing lol #i was wondering a lot abt why i dont seem to keep the same connections academically as others but im like 100% sure #its a class thing... bc i come from a peasant family and bc i dont live downtown.... and that means everything here #im so tired of it all...

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