#its been 4 yrs and idk how to free myself of this mindset. my studying habits have become basically nonexistent
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on the one side i think its good that i dont stress myself out too much for exams, especially if i fail. on the other hand, maybe ive normalized failing exams a bit too much, personally.
#not to be like this AGAIN but the pandemic severely fucked w me#in the sense that at that time i started failing all my exams. and its been nonstop from there#its been 4 yrs and idk how to free myself of this mindset. my studying habits have become basically nonexistent#(until the day before the exam where i cram a semester's worth (or try to) of studying)#ive tried asking my parents for help but my mom just told me to not be like that. so that didnt help much if im honest#and im too embarassed to admit it to others actually. like that was one (1) time i tried w my parents and im not trying that again lmao#but like. the dorm workers.... idk if its bc im technically an adult (even tho i dont feel like one at all) or bc im in uni or what#but when i talk abt my studies they always think i have it under control. and the dorm director too (hes literally a psychologist and#ive gone to him for other problems ive had). they all tell me the same thing#atp idk what it is that i need but i just wanna be done w it. especially my study yrs#im afraid that i will still have to do a masters degree tho so i can 'properly' work. master habilitante and whatnot#z xarre
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