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bandomgay · 1 year

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I'm to dissociated to rationalize anything about the situation still but like man...we know there's a fanonized reality vs like real one and like that's just like how it's been?? It's no body's fault that those lines blurred for yall

#like i get it shes a bad person its a bad situation its an even stranger situation for him #but everytime something happens its just so exhautinggggggggggg to be in here like whatever ur allowed to express whatever but do u guys #even know where your coming from with all this #its just so whateverrr #i cant say what i really wanna say but like im so sick of everytime something foesnt happen to our liking everyone gotta suffer about it #well whatever anyways uhm also stop using miles as a thing to focus on when Alex qoute on qoute dissapoints u thats weird im not rockin with #that but uhm yeah besides all this ONE MAN BAND SOOOON!!!! AHH #and please dont sent me anything about this lmao like #please like..leave me alone not judging or being rude about it just like...im not in the mood for that #james talks

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lemongogo · 30 days

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#not to complain ab the same stuff i always complain ab #but my artblock is soooo bad . its so bad and frustrating and limiting and demotivating #because instead of being able to draw whatever whenever i feel like im chained to random bursts of inspiration #that i cant manifest just by willing it so yk. and imlike why…#so many ppl who draw whether for their job or for their hobby seem to be able to do it whenever #and its like yeah i could put pen to paper rn but theres such a mental disconnect that its not enjoyable anymore #dude its so whateverr😭😭 like its so made up and ik its just a psychological thing but it feels so physically .Hard #rrrgwgqq #like i try to maintain the habit by drawing stuff out even w no end in mind #but that also stresses me out bc its likeIDKK idk #silly tbh #seeing all of this art arnd me all the time > online and stuff is so nice and inpsiring #and it makes me want to do that too but i legitcannot . like i am being squished by a boulder and my hands are chained to 30lb weights #whatfreakign ever dude .like whateverrr #i want to grind my brain 2 a pulp . honestly🙌#like what do u mean u cant u literally just do it.but im the one exception to that

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lesbiangiratina · 8 months

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Young/human/pre-horrors testament seems to be pretty common in doujinshi btw.

Sometimes mid-horrors too. Yaaaaaaaaay

#baby testaments with the stupid sephiroth bangs are the funniest thing ever.#theres only 1 remotely official human testament image from a fucking 4koma its so fucked up. thanks doujinka for picking up the slack #beating my guilt for essentially posting uncredited art with a big hammer btw. like… its doujinshi… people just do this… but guh #whateverrr… if you want to know an artist you can ask me i can probably give you a name or username or website or something…#grr.#2 of these images arent scans i cant be assed rn. but i will scan potatoment. the kat lesbiangiratina promise #the kat goes meow #gg #testament tag

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heraaaaaaaa · 11 days

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// I would actually need to, likeee work on some intro posts for RP blogs and answer some asks. I'm just scrolling through Tumblr + I am a bit tired but not so tired that it's holding me off from sleep. And. Fuck guess who just realized he's got math homework too 😨 //

#hera ooc #whateverrr its okayy #im gonna just. be on tumblr til i get so tired i fall asleep while typing #:3

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sheepgirlmaidtummy · 4 months

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one of these days another revelation about our plurality will be learned and alllll the glass in my house will shatter simultaneously

#do YOU know what its like to be a dead girl? what if you came back #not the came back wrong meme just. at all. and then you find out ur not even the real one. but ur not a clone or smt #ur just. back.#whateverrr #someone else needs to front so we can think about having sex with donuts again #sigh . gotta use the tag now #h dont look

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trashcreatyre · 29 days

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You know a fic is good when it makes you wanna bash ur skull in

#trash rambles #the thing is i dont even shop these bitches #bht like #its written so well and its so compelling that when theres a tiny moment of one of them being like 'hey why do i feel like this'#im just like 🤯🤯🤯🤯#*ship #whateverrr

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coiled-dragon · 4 months

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I think a cocaine addiction would fix me

#it wouldnt but yknow itd feel great #until my heart gave out #then yknow #bleh #Im fine Im fine mostly sorta I need to go to bed #its so weird being as... aware as I am #like im not in a panic attack im not actively spiralling im not in a shutdown #I just #am sitting here like #yeah ynkow what im gonna voice these worrying thoughts #whateverrr no one careeee

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silvercrane14 · 2 months

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I am. So tired. Of finding a new scammer and seeing that they have 300+ reblogs. Does no one vet sources these days. Do they not have critical thinking.

#head in hands #just. going through and messaging each person is so exhausting #esp the ones who go the complete opposite direction and say 'this is why i cant trust ppl im never reblogging a fundraiser again'#like are you kidding me. are you kidding mw #whateverrr its fine. sisyphus complaining about the boulder but hes the one who put it there whatever #crane screams

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be-good-to-bugs · 4 months

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FUCK YEAH its raining

#the bin #its also storming thunder n lightning which is cool too #i love rain so much. i always enjoy it in general but roght now it has an added bonus bc it makes it darker outside!!!#not having to see the stupis sun is great. esp bc it gets loght out so early and it only gets dark around 9pm now #theres hardly any nighttime :/ horrible time of year for sun haters.#ughhh im so annoyed my apartment decedied once again to only give me 3 days notice for the exterminator coming #couldnt they wait till i move out? its been awhile since the last visit anyway. n i have to be out in just 10 days. bleh. actually i was #originally hoping to be out by the time theyre even gonna be here but that aint possible #oh well. you would think theyd prefer to do it after we moved out but guess not. whateverrr

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puppetlooselystrung · 1 year

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i love how werewolves can account for so many things. trans allegory. mental illness/mental disorder allegory. probably could go for neurodivergent allegory too if you ask the right people who think it that way

#metronome.txt #ever since i saw that one werewolf post about werewolves being an allegory for being selfaware of your mental problems #and fearing just because youre not currently a wolf doesnt mean its not still deep within #or something alone those lines cause i havent seen the post in a long long while #it like definitely changed something in my brain that made me go ohhhhh my god ok haha ok yeah i get it haha oh god yeah #and now im like #oh yeah. werewolves can def be an allegory for disorders. especially when they act up and when you feel awful about it #definitely a way i look at my bpd episodes now in days. have been for probably a year now.#also pretty much why i go 'oh yeah im a werewolf girlie' much akin to im a wolfgirlie or a doggirlie or whateverrr its part of the illnesse #but enough explaining what i mean about that shit. its just cool thats what it means to me #but its so cool seeing how to a lot of other people its a trans or gender kind of thing #and when i said neurodivergent i just meant like. knowing that youre different then most people deep down. its the alienation #if that makes sense #but thats again something youd have to ask someone who does see werewolves that way cause im sure theyre out there #they could explain it better

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oysterie · 8 months

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switch to history major yes/no

#cons: spent money on bio stuff already so thats a waste -_- uhm sunk cost fallacy. uhm idk ill teach hs history or work in #an office i just cannot do stem im sorry i was made to write non-research essays and present stuff. sigh #evil stem students etc like. whatever im stressed its week four. i should kms #just like. i love bio but only the bio classws not like physics and chem and calc etc. i have to take ochem in a year or so. idk what #dipoles are or how to read a lewis chart #so like im passionate abt the subject but only the surface level stuff yknow now mechanisms beyond that. genetics was hell evil course #and i dont want an environmental science degree cause then youre locked into mostly consulting or gis stuff which #no way. augh let me teach hs historyand then get a phd in some hyper specifically field and then get some tenor job in fourty years idk #like i do think history is an easy subject literature too. to me like the same way i never needed to study ecology cause #you dont actually learn anything yiu just know facts and concepts not like equations. like fake learning.#augh whateverrr i will simply rot i dont think id be able to finish this degree between working and taking more than 12 hours a semester #like. its a lot -_- i feel bad complanjng cause my dad graduated taking twenty hours and working over full time 😭 but also #it was like thr 90s so not much else to do if #ig*.#el oh el whateverrrr ill figure it iut mwah. for rn i gotta finish my chem hw then shower

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nostalgiapocalypse · 2 years

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why do ppl draw reagan with a small or upturned nose. stop that

#idk if it's ok for me to be mad ab this since. I have an upturned nose and im white as snow #but for some reason i get SO annoyed when i see art of reagan where she has a small nose or upturned nose when.#she has a. is it called aquiline? nose. in canon!!#like ok it's slightly sticks out like her dad's. SLIGHTLY. but its downturned all the same #i also see this problem with other characters ESPECIALLY live action who's noses are frequently drawn upturned #BUT WHATEVERRR sorry if this sounds insensitive i just get mad when ppl do this #out of toon in tunetown #delete later #inside job

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transbee · 1 year

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having did and being online in any capacity is so fucking exhausting because you literally can't go anywhere without seeing the most heinous takes about your existence or validity it's like. can we be normal. can we please be normal and Chill for like two seconds.

#HEADS UP: this accidentally turned into a huge rant/vent feel free to get the hell out el oh el #i try reallly hard not to talk about it too much here because you can. offhandedly mention the mere concept of did or osdd or any #dissociative disorder and its like. people will not shut up about how its not real or how its people being delusional or kids being cringe #like. can we go. two seconds without treating people with mental disorders like a spectacle. please. you dont have to have a ''take'' on it #idk and i also avoid online did communities bc theyre the most exhausting spaces you can ever be in and theres constant fighting about #literally anything and everything. like. maybe i would like to find a space to meet other people with similar experiences to my own.#and we dont get that!! we literally cannot get that. and this goes for a lot of mental health related stuff but like my god #and im very lucky to have other people i know in real life who also have did so i can in some amount have that support system (hah.)#but it is EXHAUSTINGG that people cannot go literally a day without saying something stupid about systems #or i can be following someone for years and unprompted they will saysomething heinous thing about did and hide it behind something like #get a load of how weird and cringey kids are getting online these days.#and CHRISTT thats a whole OTHER issue i REALLY dont wanna talk about because it has its own whole set of nuances but like jeeeesus #is it really so hard for people to grasp that brains when exposed to traumas at a young age will be affected by it in weird ways.#idk man ive been seeing a lot of offhanded disregard for systems recently and it's so normalized and it's starting to get to me i guess #i wish people could just go well this is something i dont understand and dont need to have an opinion on and move on with their lives.#what the hell ever this is all to say having did has impacted my life in a lot of complicated and intricate and hard to explain ways and it #sometimes painful and awful but other times is an incredible experience and ALSO. most IMPORTANTLY !#i should be able to make jokes about BEING FRIENDS with SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG!! in REAL LIFE!!!#and not have to deal with SUICIDE BAIT IN MY INBOXX BECAUSE OF IT!!!#WHATEVERRR !!! RANT OVARRR I HAVE NOODLES TO MAKE AND EAT #.... WITH my friend SHADOW!!!#.txt #and btw this isnt about anyone ik here so dont worry im not upset with any mutuals etc etc and all that.#in fact i love getting the chance to chat about it n it can be fun to teach stuff to people who know how to like...be normal about it LOL #<3

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nomaishuttle · 1 year

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still so mad abt that exmut who went around in servers complaining abt seeing antipan stuff. and its like Maybe you wouldnt see that if you werent mutuals with somebody with "pan supporters" on his dni lol

#walking into the anti-pan store like WHY IS EVERYBODY ANTIPAN....#like. whatever if you support pan ppl idc but ive been very very very open abt being anti pan #and not wanting pan ppl or supporters t follow me. we became muts after i already had it in my bio #so its like...? why did you follow me knowing i dont want pansupporters t follow me. yk. just blatantly violating my boundaries #whateverrr. he also annoys me just in general but thats for petty reasons and isnt warranted. i am annoyed by the whole violating my dni #and then bitching abt ppl being anti pan In a server we are in together

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acanthemp3 · 1 year

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btw the reason i love various forms of skating so much is bc i loveeee going really fast but running fucks up my chest extremely bad for unknown reasons but i dont have the same problem skating unless i really overexert myself... also i love the dance and artistry of it all even if im really bad at it :)

#im really glad with how fast im picking up roller skating but its just making me miss ice skating more.... but one is free and one is not #so whateverrr #maybe once i have a more consistent income ill get myself a rink membership again :)#angel.txt

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alanwake2 · 2 years

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gonna try to bleach + dye my hair for the first time tomorrow but i also want a new piercing.. should i wait till after i dye my hair i dont want to accidentally get dye or bleach near the piercing and irritate it

#for reference i want to get my tragus pierced but i also have a buzzcut so its not like my hair is long or touches my ears at all #also the cheap piercer i was gonna go to (i know i should go to the less cheap one but. alas) is only in on saturdays thats why i wanted to #get it done today but whateverrr i’ll just wait i guess. i don’t have the money to do either of these things btw #+

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