#its just that... after 2 decades i _still_ care about validation & it strangles me
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#art takes a long time to make for me#but after posting them it feels like a waste of effort#idk im losing spirit or spark or motivation to do any content at all#despite wanting to + having endless ideas#its just that... after 2 decades i _still_ care about validation & it strangles me#and after i get however little of it the comparison phase starts#and i see other artists art & get demotivated instead of inspired#i hate being me#i hate feeling this way#why am i like this#god pls let me die soon#so i dont have to think anything anymore
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