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#its kinda silly but ive been telling myself that once theyve completely grown out (i dont pick at them and i dont have remover) ill come out
virmillion · 2 years
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#lab bitches and moans#do///n.t re.bl/o.g#if i know u irl stop reading or pretend u didnt read any of what follows#anyway. my name is what it is right. like i picked it out myself and everything and i rather like it#but what REALLY gets my goat. acquires my cow. obtains my ostrich#is that its my discord tag too for convenience right? but some irl friends when i added them went oh its LAB RATS LOLOLOL#not helped by my discord pfp being remy lust ratatouille but i digress#but they always call me either [deadname] (this is fine i told them to do this) but as a joke theyll call me lab rats sometimes#which. is fine to a point. but its REALLY starting to grind my gears like no! NO!! that is NOT my fucking name!!! you know??#like literally i told you No Its Pronounced Like This the FIRST TIME you made that joke#its not funny anymore!!! it never was!! STOP MAKING FUN OF IT GDI#idk im thinkin about bringing it up when i see them next and doing a two bird one stone#of saying hey please call me lab or labhras (its on if they cant pronounce it thats what the nickname is for) and also stop calling me-#-lab rats because i dont like it#and they tend to be pretty cool about that shit like ive never ACTUALLY complained before now it just suddenly started pissing me off bc im-#in a ✨mood✨ recently but we’re working through it#god. unrelated i REALLY want to come out theres been so many brief pauses lately with just me and my mom at food or something where my#internal monologue is like. say it. just say it. whats stopping you from Yeah Lol Im Lookin At Menu Item Four and we move on#my toenails grow really slowly. i got them painted at the end of october for An Event and they havent even halfway grown out yet#its kinda silly but ive been telling myself that once theyve completely grown out (i dont pick at them and i dont have remover) ill come out#at this rate id come out like mid september maybe? which honestly kinda works timeline wise for what i’ll be doing then#also i have therapy again which is GREAT bc she confirmed my suspicions that chest pains might be related to That Gay Shit which is neat#she didnt say This Is The Case Period but she mentioned it as a possibility without my promptig which is always good#anyway so thats also going well im excited to have someone i can talk to about this stuff#buenas noches!! if u got this far hi i hope ur going well drink water and imagine a cow thank u
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