#its like all those years he spent acting childish and immature caught up to him..aging him dramatically and drastically..

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chung myung surviving the war au is soooo good i saw sum art and its making me thinkkkkkk..i know i said if chung myung were to have survived after the beheading cheonma, he would have spiraled under the sudden loss of everything he loved and cared for and wasted away, but i also think that if he had forced himself headfirst into the rebuilding of mount hua, of locating and burying or burning the bodies of the dead, sending search parties out to find the members of the sect who had gone missing in the chaotic fray of war, if he kept himself busy and moving at all hours of the day and night without rest, he would have found a rhythm in the dissociative fog and kept himself sane even if the fuel in his tank had long since run out... it took chung myung eighty years to grow out a single streak of white in his hair, but by the end of it all, only mere months after the war, with the sect still struggling to find its feet, his head had gone entirely white