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djtommotomlinson · 1 year

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if i cant find a job here in the next couple of weeks and get the visa process going and an apartment sorted i am so screwed. i need to go home this summer its been nearly five years since ive been able to and i miss my mum and my dad and my brother but i cant book tickets until i know for sure i can come back for my dogs. this is all getting so hard and all i wanna do is drink and sleep and pretend its okay but i cant do thaaat

#my heads playing if youre wondering im feeling now on repeat #im a mess yeah but i'll get there #most important priority to me rn is my dogs and they will never be someting i regret #they were both abandoned im so happy i can give them the love they deserve #but i dont think i can stay here any longer and i dont know what i can do at home #maybe teach online but that wont pay rent #ive spent the past 14 years job hunting and im so tired #but as a plus i am so good at interviews i could probably coach people in that if thats a job that exists #how to pass a job interview when speaking to people makes you stupid tired and you have social anxiety through the roof #and adhd #its my housemates bday tomorrow i gotta put a good face on

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