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#its such a scary thought and it kight be because it seems so far off and the possibility of it being okay means
straykats
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sometimes i entertain the thought of like. everything ending up okay and then i get even more scared and anxious and idk why
#like what if i get a stable job what if i dont have to worry about everyone the way i do rn
#what if i do manage to move out what if i do come out and its okay and what if i do get the
#confidence to build new relationships and stuff and what if i can cope with my friend moving interstate
#and what if my parents splitting becomes the new norm for me and i can manage it and dont break down every second day
#and what if i manage to actually work on my original wip on the side
#and what if idk i can get published as well
#and what if i can come to terms with and move on from all the things that happened in childhood
#and what if my brother and i are okay and we can actually have good conversations and what if
#im able to reconnect with my cousin and maintain our relationship despite all
#and what if my parents are civil with eachother and i can see them in the same room and not worry about whats going to happen
#and i can be in their presence without wanting to rio my skin off and i can relax and not mediate every single conversation
#and what if i can hug them and what if my friends are right and im not actually a burden
#and what if i can still be friends with them and or be at peace with changing relationships
#and what if i do manage to pay off all my student debt and other loans i'll probably incur
#and what if its like. okay. like.
#its such a scary thought and it kight be because it seems so far off and the possibility of it being okay means
#that i need to survive this and get through this and thats just another expectation put on me and maybe its scary because
#i dont know if i'll be able to meet this expectation either yknow like
#its. its a good thing but it seems so stupidly out of reach
#you cant imagine what you dont know etcetc
#anyways. assignments first existential dread or whatever later
#kat talks
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