#its weird i chose to write these BIG fics loudly take ownership of them
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(i also...have talked alot about sharing content on here. and intention and what needs to be shared and what doesnt.
it'd be easy to say "im not creating" and call it a day. but the truth is, I'm writing and making and creating all the time, it's just nothing I'm sharing. its nothing i want to share publicly online.
ive been dialing back, on a smaller scale. painting on the walls of my home and opening the curtains from my windows; opening the front door.
writing poems and musings in the margins of my notebooks in them middle of class and letting my neighbor look over and read when they get bored.
embracing intimacy)
#its funny#because im such a shy and private person#like me MYSELF#but my career my job my Work my school is so BIG#i am physically tall. i dress in a way that attracts attention#and its a weird juxtaposition of having everyone look at you while not wanting them to#its weird i chose to write these BIG fics loudly take ownership of them#the big things the full things#but all the tiny things? the private things? the oneshots? they don't get shared.#the tiny poems? the little reflections? they don't get shared to galleries or journals or wherever#until recently#a day in the life of grey#idk i think im trying to say that my intention for sharing isnt there atm#it...just isnt.#unless youre in the trench with me. private tiny there.
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