#ive already tried 13 antidepressants and the meds im on do help just not enough
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my therapist was trying to convince me that I'd miss out on all of these things if I died, but I really don't care??
#i have a hard time convincing myself that staying alive would be worth it#even if i will feel better in a year or 10 years is it worth it?#i feel like being dead and never having to live or feel this way again would be worth it.#like yes i would never get to do a lot of things but i also would be dead so does it matter?#i just want to die so badly. i don't want to do anything anymore. i just want to be dead.#i don't know what to do#when you're suicidal they like to put you in the hospital but i don't see how going to the hospital could help me#ive already tried 13 antidepressants and the meds im on do help just not enough#so the hospital could help with safety but there's nothing that can really help me#i haven't been self-harming and i dont have like a specific plan so idk if the hospital would even take me
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