#izukxnnie! 🤍

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ning snaps her fingers and suddenly im her bitch too

/&:-):@,&AJDJFIFJSNSJ THE DATE IS RELEASED how did i miss this yELLING anyways 26th so close i can finally confirm who im pulling for and stop anxiously waiting for zhongli rerun in 2.4 (or if mhy decides to give me whiplash, await it even mORE !) this is abt to be a long 3 day wait tho ahGHahssj

anyways SOME kind of adeptus polearm user is coming home no matter what so <3

are you cheating on me w ning 😔 bc that's fair live your best life hun

YEAH i think it's not official yet but at least i saw the 26th!!!!

honestly all the leakers are contradicting themselves LMAO some even say 3 reruns i am anxious for zhongli and xiao and ganyu wanters

YES YOU'LL GET AT LEAST ONE SMH

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LISTEN WE WERE ROBBED OF ZHONGLI, XIAO, AND NINGGUANG IN HANFU. IM YELLING OVER HERE I

zhongli would absolutely wear it bc he’s a grandpa, xiao would wear it purely bc he’s like “i’ve been wearing this style of clothing for thousands of years and i refuse to change bc of petty human styles” and ningguang would just wear it bc she would get to wear all the ornate hair pieces and flex that she’s rich. MIHOYO IM FUCKING BEGGING ON MY KNEES I

ningguang. let her have this for her lantern rite skin

yes i have like 193983 pictures of hanfu stored in my phone bc i am addicted to them

HHHHZNDKAKD god i can't wait to see her skin tbh it might just motivate me to build her and make a secondary geo/pyro team pls mihoyo just this once don't be an asshole

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i just think that

xiao skin <3

(photos by 十三余)

omg. omg yes pls i need this to happen

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NO NO SEE I LOVE THIS ABOUT ANEMO CHARACTERS. i am IN LOVE with the concept of visions/the 7 elements having their associated respective “values” but like,, everyone being DENIED the very value they’re associated with. EXACTLY LIKE YOU SAID FOR ANEMO RAAAH

and it’s the same for zhongli and ei in my opinion? venti has been chasing freedom, zhongli has been chasing stability and safety but he can’t seem to find it, everything keeps shifting under him all the time, ei was chasing eternity but never found it, instead she created a super unstable, constantly changing environment and LOST the time she could’ve spent with her people/remaining loved ones, instead of GAINING time . i just. i love this concept and when all 7 archons (+ khaenri’ah and celestia?) are released, i plan to write a multi chapter fic about how each gnosis cost SOMETHING and that something is what you value most - freedom, contracts (stability/safety), eternity (time). this is also why im suPER EXCITED FOR FONTAINE bc the concept of justice is. im. obsessed with it as a focal point in narratives so. RAAAH I WANNA KNOW WHAT KINDA FUCKED UP SHIT IS GOIN DOWN IN FONTAINE

also i think that bc gnoses cost the thing you value most, vision holders often pay that price too (smaller scale bc. well. they’re not immortal (MAYBE)) - like u said abt xiao never being free, kazuha and grief, etc. like they’re free, bc they’re free from something that tied them down, but sometimes you don’t wanna be free, sometimes you need an anchor and losing that is. is not what you need or want

i just think that it’s neat that all the anemo users are free but only in the sense that they A. paid for that freedom and B. the price they paid was the thing that influenced them the most, i.e. the things they loved that stood in the way of pure, unadulterated freedom - which no one REALLY wants bc it’s dangerous and it’s like being in free fall, you’re free from causation and purpose and everything, you’re free but you’ve lost yourself and everything that held meaning in the process.

i. i have a genshin oc and the concept of freedom is explored sO MUCH so i brain rot abt this + anemo and geo duality a lot. im just. i love lore very much and the way all the pieces fit together and i am trying to construct the big picture before the big picture is revealed bC I WANT TO BE FASTER RAAAAH but also bc im fascinated and sjjddj i love connecting all the dots and pulling the strings and watching it all play out exactly how i predicted,,, that sounds bad i . ANYWAYS

also i’d totally sing u a lil tune to save u from ur karmic debt, but im… not the best singer. i can play the flute tho, so i can do that famous venti scene >:)

yeah i agree!!! every archon has an ideal but loses it somehow </3

honestly im also excited about fontaine (I MEAN IM FRENCH SO YK) because like you said the notion of justice is soooo interesting, and dainsleif's line about the hydro archon is!!!! like wHAT + the fact that the former hydro archon died, the whole thing with rhodeia etc.... <3 not until 2023 huh,,,

a genshin oc omg!!!! and with freedom explored aaaa it must be so cool?????

DSKJDSN pls play me a little tune and save me from my demons (starset starts playing in the background)

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pLS THE FACT THAT YOU CALLED IT A CRIME I WHEEZED

i will update u ! i only see her like once a week when i hang out w a few friends but she looks rlly happy when she sees me i. idk there’s smth rlly nice about walking into a room and SEEING when someone notices you and like smiles rlly big and waves at you and talks to YOU first :( kinda bad tho i,, her other friends (who i am friends w) have known her longer and she addresses me first i. fjfjffjnfbd and by kinda bad i mean BAD FOR MY FUCKING HEALTH

RAAAH MAKING U HAPPY IS ALSO A PRIVILEGE UR SO COOL <33 i will continue providing u w serotonin offerings 😌😌

BC IT IS A CRIME, DUHHH

im sure you're vv cute to her too. and god i am begging JUST KISS OR SOMETHING ARG </3333 you are that little special person just like she is that tall special person to you <3

SWEET SEROTONIN PROVIDER 🛐 THANK U

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SCREAMS I JUST LOOKED AT GOROUS KIT AND IM LOSING MY MIND I . I ALREADY WANTED HIM BUT NOW MY LITTLE GEO ADDICTED HEART IS THRASHING LIKE A FISH ON A LINE AND THAT LINE IS GOROUS BANNER

LIKE LOOK AT THOSE WONDERFUL DEFENSE AND GEO BUFFS MAN IS ASKING TO BE ON A FULL GEO TEAM LETS GO LETS GO

. i have a geo addiction and im rerolling on some accs so i can get gorou and itto (+ noelle, <3) and run a geo team as my starter bc i. i. god damn it geo is just ,,, i. RAH

my geo addiction began with zhongli, and it’s now extended to every geo character on the surface of the earth, my primos are in DANGER but so is every geo character that dares exist outside my grasp >:)))

xiao. xiao honey your update better have enough primos to get you bc . i am going for the geo fam and im going to wrench all off them from these banners with every ounce of power in my frail body,, but ur not getting left behind ok dw <3

ZKDKZKS YEAH HIS KIT IS LITERALLY GEO GO BRRRRR

i love that little guy but thank god itto's coming with him bc otherwise id have no clue where to put him, i usually don't play geo char a lot except zhongli and albedo, and NEVER IN THE SAME TEAM LMAO but that's going to change now hehe

anyway i feel your pain. i hope you get them bby <3 xiao is feeling angsty rn he knows ppl's savings are in DANGER bc of itto and gorou and albedo and eula and 😩 fuck

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im late but we’re talking abt height so id just like to say im 5’3 and everyone in my family is tall,,,, ive been cheated BUT ALSO i can buy shoes from the kids section so. not expensive! and it makes me automatically cute! i am small and i win at all hide and seek games so. i win, i won, i am winning, tall masc girls rlly seem to like me so . IM WINNING HAHA

everytime i think you can't be any cuter and you prove me wrong /p

SIGHHH THE KIDS SECTION HOW IS THAT. HOW

wait but how old are you again?? ZKXNSKSK

also damn tall masc girls 😩 wish they acknowledged my existence

but then again... femboys

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wAIT do u have discord- im v sorry if this is an obvious answer or smth ajddj

i have an acc!!!! i can dm it to you if you want <333 (HOW would it be obvious tho ZKDKZK don't worry you're good)

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valid im an equally lazy bastard mostly bc i have had a fever for three days woOOOOO im perishing from vaccine side effects

YEAAAH ced carry me all the way to inazuma w the kaeya ice bridge mwah

i will swing w my level 40 max itto and do 4 dmg and then annihilate everything w co-dps noelle <3 noelle my beloved it’s ur time to shine ur stealing mr ittos artifacts and carrying me thru all the content

OH NO RLY???? i hope you are resting, take care sweetheart :(((

PFRRZNDK itto being carried by the tiny maid is a vision i needed thank you for that

and i will be your emotional support dw <3 inazuma will be EASY and the spicy puppy snake will suffer

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headbutts you HI hello this weekend is itto reroll weekend me thinks I WILL UPDATE YOU UPON OBTAINING MR. ONE AND ONI and his lovely geo companion if the universe is willing

HARA MY LOVE MY SWEET LITTLE THING i saw your dm on discord but logged off bc i am a lazy bastard but ill get back to you soon <3

ALSO WOOOO ITTO REROLLS I HOPE YOU GET HIM AND GOROU QUICKLY!!!! i am Ready to carry your cute ass <333

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im so excited for ning’s skin i. MHY YOU BETTER MAKE HER LOOK DAMN GOOD LIKE SHE DESERVES OR IM GONNA RIOT

she's gonna look so GOOOOD can't wait to be gay on main

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two orders of business here, the first being that you are the puppy here, the second being that of course it was on purpose, i like teasing you <3

and the reward can be whatever you like, you have a say too you know ! would another recording of me calling you pretty boy suffice? yesterday you also asked for a kiss - or do you want something else <3

SIGHHH YOU'RE TORTURING ME

oh god don't remind me of the recording, nothing sounds more beautiful than you calling me a pretty boy tbh <333 i would absolutely love a kiss and also maybe some things that couldn't be discussed here 🙄 <3

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ced my love, guess who got a new silk corset!! it’s pink and embroidered and i need help lacing myself up :) i can’t quite reach and i just want it a little tighter; i’ll give you a reward if you help me out <3

hara my tender love my sweet angel my puppy pup (?) don't tease me like that yk THE STATE IM IN when you talk abt corsets..... OR WAS THAT ON PURPOSE

of course ill help you this is an Honor <333 but do give me a reward anyway tho im pretty curious abt what it could be,,,,

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I SAW THAT YOU HATE KETCHUP ID LIKE TO SAY THAT THIS IS THE CORRECT OPINION IT TASTES LIKE NOTHING INTERESTING I DONT UNDERSTAND ITS PURPOSE im finally back on dash so ill be in ur inbox again . hara the invasive species go

HARAAAA I MISSED YOU - i say with tears in my eyes even though we're always dming each other on discord

AND THANK YOU GOD ketchup is nasty it tastes like tomatoes with too much sugar like. most boring sauce of all

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I WILL NOT OBJECT TO HUGS

also yeah the quiz rlly said it was gonna give me like all the characters that are secretive as hell but also 1 of them that is fucking off the rails @ childe i love u but. i acknowledge that kinning u and being kin assigned to you probably means im unhinged?

it’s funny that you say venti and albedo were obvious choices bc. AKSKS IDK I NEVER CONSIDERED VENTI?? and most people don’t guess albedo so :0

i am also in love with said emo man, he was on the list too but just a little further down. but xiao is. it’s ok u got kin assigned xiao, i got kin assigned zhongli, we can now proceed to be weirdly estranged from each other but also close as all hell for the next few thousand years or so until i fake my death and retire in order to force you to retire as well

pls lmk if this plan does not work for u ok

ZKDKZ WELL i think venti is really interesting tbh. he seems fine on the outside, cracks some jokes etc and looks carefree and just, yk, free, but deep down he's still mourning the loss of his friend and became an alcoholic. he lost not only the boy but now his people, because he freed them; just like he freed dvalin. he's obsessed with freedom, but i wonder if it's a healthy one? like,,,

when you look at anemo characters, they're also free, in a way, but they lost something and this something chains them to a certain duty (disregarding jean bc i don't know her im sorry but it could be losing venessa (?) and becoming the head of the knights etc). xiao lost the other adepti + rex lapis, and he's carrying the burden all by himself. kazuha just mourned his friend's death properly, and is now more free, but that's really recent. sucrose lost her friends, but she remains obsessed with their promise to the point where it's part of the reason she became albedo's assistant

they're not really free, just like venti isn't. also, he's kind of hyperfixating on this whole freedom thing, so, yk. YEAH.

and albedo also fits the whole idea of what we talked about imo!! probably wouldn't have guessed. although he does get a little more lively when he talks about his interests, and you do too, so 👀

anyway im talking too much

PFRRR OKAY BUT ngl im still crying over the idea that xiao didn't know at first that zhongli = morax and thought morax was really dead. imagine seeing the one who literally saved you fucking drop dead in the middle of the city

but yeah let's go <3 and if you're also venti, maybe sing me a lil song teehee

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i see a kin assignment quiz, i do a kin assignment quiz

. ignore this is u want but the results are

1. zhongli - 100%

2. diluc - 77%

3. albedo - 74%

4. childe - 74%

5. kaeya - 66%

6. venti - 62%

and everyone after that is under 60% and thus not included bUT YEAH lmk ur thoughts if u wish 👁 but also ignore this if u want bc i just like quizzes ya know

also id like to say that i predicted zhongli as the character id get and i was RIGHT HAHA

i was actually waiting for ppl to do it!!!!!!!

OKAY SO WOWIE that's a lot of feelings and... outer calmness? like with diluc and zhongli they carry so much on their own!! it makes me want to hug you ngl

venti and albedo are no surprise for me tbh zkdkz especially considering what we talked abt on DISCORD yeah it makes sense

childe is CONCERNING but i can see it too

AND PFRRR GOOD JOB ZKDKZ i predicted kaeya with lots of hope and got that one emo dude what the fuck </3 i say, as if i wasn't deeply in love with said emo dude