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untaemedqueen · 4 years

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Confidence is Key

Curvy Reader x Jeongguk

WordCount: 5.3k

Genre: Smut, Angst, Fluff

Warnings: Cunnilingus, Fellatio, Fingering, Face Fucking, Praise, Unprotected Sex (Wrap then Tap Fellas), Impreg Kink, Reader Insecure About Weight

You look between the menu and Jeongguk nervously, Jeongguk plays with your fingers in his as he looks up from the menu. "Babe, you okay?" You nod, not wanting to make eye contact with him as the waitress comes back over.

"What would you like to eat?" She asks quietly, looking at both of your hands intertwined before clearing her throat. Yes, the very famous Jeon Jeongguk goes out to eat with his girlfriend. Almost on a regular basis as well. Jeongguk leans back in his chair before folding his arms.

"I'll have the New York strip steak with asparagus and potatoes. Baby?" You look up at him as you close the menu.

"Just a...a scallop salad, please." Jeongguk presses his lips into a thin line as the girl hums in agreement looking at your figure.

"No, she won't, get her the same as me." Jeongguk says grabbing your menu and handing it off to the girl.

"But..." He cuts her off with just his gaze. No one would be disrespecting his woman, no matter who he is or what group he's in.

"Did I stutter?" She shakes her head as she walks away and you can feel your neck heating up embarrassed.

"I just...I shouldn't eat so much." You whisper before picking up your glass of wine. Jeongguk scoffs before grabbing your free hand.

"I love when you eat, I love your figure. I love everything about you." This was an ongoing conversation you always seem to find yourself having with your boyfriend of four years. Yes, you were curvy and Jeongguk loved that about you. But, with all the hate you had received since going public it makes you feel horrible about yourself. You had not a single account on social media anymore due to the high influx of hate comments. Jeongguk made you delete them. People could be cruel, but you didn't have to see it. Jeongguk always tells you they're just jealous, and you want to agree but your insecurities were always at the front of your brain.

"It's our anniversary. You're going to eat and you're going to stop those negative thoughts in your head. Just focus on me. We're here, together. Four years together." He kisses the back of your hand and you can't help but smile at him.

"Excuse me, Jeongguk?" The waitress calls to him, he lifts his head with a scowl. He's not too impressed with this girl after her rudeness before.

"Yes?" "How would you like your steaks cooked?" Jeongguk picks up his glass of red wine.

"Both medium-rare." The waitress nods before looking at you again and narrowing her eyes.

"Oh for fucks sake." Jeongguk mumbles to himself. You pull at the dress you're wearing nervously and Jeongguk's jaw begins to tighten.

"What's your name?!" He calls to the waitress. She points at herself confused and he nods to her.

"Jiyoon." He beckons her forward with his index finger and she makes her way over.

"Do you have a problem with my girlfriend?" He asks pointing at you. It was always so romantic how he looks out for you. You were so important to him and every time he makes it known your heart flutters at an incredible speed.

"Ah-I...No." Jeongguk nods to her before holding your hand up.

"I bought out this whole restaurant just for our anniversary. So if you wanna give anymore nasty looks at my girl, I'll go into the kitchen and grab my own plates of food." You bite back a smile as Jeongguk clears his throat.

"So? What's the plan, Jiyoon?" She bows her head.

"I'm sorry." He hums in agreement before looking at you.

"It's no problem." You tell her and Jeongguk smiles.

"See. All better. Now I want you to eat and eat well. Because, I have some plans for later on tonight." You raise an eyebrow at him as Jiyoon slinks away.

"What plans?" Jeongguk licks his lips before smirking. Something he has been planning for quite some time.

Jeongguk has gotten comfortable with the idea of you in his life forever. It was the most amazing feeling to come home from tour, from shooting and from the studio to see you in your shared apartment. You were his light in times of darkness, bringing out his radiant soul. He was a better person with you around and he would like to keep it that way, forever. Jeongguk grabs his black card from the table before standing up. He fixes his black dress shirt before pushing back his black hair and smiling at you.

"Let's go." He whispers as you grab his hand. He intertwines your fingers before kissing your hand pulling you excitedly towards the restaurants doors.

"What is this super amazing plan you have?" You ask as he walks past Jiyoon without a single word. You bow your head respectfully towards her making Jeongguk roll his eyes. You were really too kind of a person, it's something he loves about you. The way you were so easily forgiving and so kind towards others makes his heart swell but some people deserve to feel like they've made a mistake. That's just the way of the world. "You'll see, baby."

You hop out of the car before raising an eyebrow. "Our apartment?" You ask with a laugh, Jeongguk slams the car door shut before waltzing around the front and grabbing you close to him. His bottom lip tucked in between his teeth as he rubs at your sides.

"Mhm. Our apartment. I want to ask you something up there." You giggle as he leans down kissing you gently in the comfort of the apartment buildings garage.

"Okay?" You mumble confused as he pulls you towards the elevator.

"You look so beautiful in this dress." He mumbles as the elevator doors open. He's on you in seconds as the door closes, his mouth giving butterfly kisses to your neck as you shut your eyes.

"Guk." You mutter out as he grabs at the flesh of your backside. A groan emitting from him as he nips at your collarbone.

"Fuck, you're so gorgeous." He whispers as the elevator begins to ascend. You never feel insecure with him, his actions always making you feel as if you were the most gorgeous person on the planet. Because, to him you were. The elevator stops and Jeongguk is pulling you by the wrist quickly towards the apartment. His hand already outstretched to punch in the numbers. You take off your shoes as he enters your anniversary date into the keypad before shoving the door open.

"C'mere." He mumbles kissing you deeply, his foot shoving at the back of the other to take them off as you giggle against him. His touch was heated, dying to feel your skin against his.

"I want to ask you something very important." He whispers pulling away, his hands on either side of your face. You tilt your head with a smile as you step into the living room.

"I have loved you for four years, I've gotten to know myself and my heart through you. And-" He rubs his sweaty hands together as he stares you down, his dark brown doe eyes looking deeply into yours, "-And I want us to start a family together." You take a deep inhale through your nose before clearing your throat. You've thought about this many times throughout the years. So many times in fact you thought the time would never come and yet, here it is. And, you can't find it within yourself to say yes.

"A family?" You mumble replaying his request. He nods happily wrapping his arms around you.

"I would like us to start having babies, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. We're in a comfortable position to do so. What do you think?" You look down at your toes, wriggling them as you think. This would NOT go over well with ARMY. You were insecure enough as it is. What would they say if you get pregnant? How horrible would they be to you and to your child?

"I don't know." You mutter making Jeongguk furrow his eyebrows.

"You don't want children with me? Am-Am I not it for you?" He picks at some skin on his lip nervously as you shake your head quickly.

"No! God, no! You are! You're it for me! I want nothing more than this." Jeongguk sits down on the couch before patting the spot next to him.

"Then what's the problem?" He asks rubbing at your thigh as you sit down. He's going to get upset with you, but it's how you feel.

"I mean...ARMY hates me... They make fun of me for my size enough as it is... If I get pregnant, wouldn't that be too much? They would be horrible to us." Jeongguk puts his hands over his face before sighing loudly.

"Baby. I don't care what ARMY has to say about anything. I care about us, our future. Our love. Fuck what they say, you're mine and that's it. They're just jealous." Jeongguk could care less about others opinions but as your knees begin to bounce out of nervousness, he knows he's put you in a difficult position.

"Let's just... Think about it some more." You whisper, you wish you weren't like this. You wish that you were confident and didn't worry about the opinions of others but you did. You always have, Jeongguk presses his lips into a thin line before nodding.

"Alright, we'll think about it." He can tell by your body posture that you felt awkward and horrible and he never wants you to feel that way. Ever. He hugs you tightly kissing your temple as he throws his legs up on the couch. "Let's cuddle and watch a movie. Hmm?"

Jeongguk yells out incoherently as he punches his instructor as the rest of the members watch on with nervous faces.

"Calm down." His instructor tells him out of breath as they continue to spar.

"I need this! Keep going!" Jeongguk yells out as his instructor drops his arms from his face. Jeongguk scoffs undoing the boxing gloves and throwing them on the floor before hopping out of the ring. He brushes past Jimin before laying on the wooden bench and throwing a towel over his face as he breathes raggedly. Taehyung and Jin approach quietly before sitting on the floor in front of their youngest brother.

"Wanna talk about it?" Seokjin asks quietly, Jeongguk wants to cry. He wants to break everything out of frustration but crying is the easiest thing to do as his eyes and nasal passages begin to burn. He presses the towel to his face harder as he chest begins to wrack from his sobs. Jin looks at Taehyung nervously before rubbing Jeongguk's sweaty bicep comfortingly.

"Something happen with Y/N?" Jeongguk opens his mouth to talk but a large sob comes out first. The noise attracting the attention of the others. Namjoon rushes over before sitting at the end of the bench.

"Guk? What's wrong?" Jeongguk bites his lip taking the towel off of his face before sitting up.

"You don't know how my heart hurts." He whispers burying his face in his hands. His hands shaking nervously over him as Jimin hugs him from behind.

"What happened?" Jeongguk shakes his head trying to stop his tears, and although the sobs have stopped his tears continue to stream down his face.

"I just want Y/N to be happy. To be confident in herself." He sniffles before pressing the towel to his face. Taehyung rubs his knee before putting his chin on it. No one makes a noise, letting the youngest express his heart to his content.

"I asked Y/N if we could have babies." Jin looks at Jimin who smiles.

"What'd she say?" Jeongguk scoffs before sobbing. "To think about it."

"Why? You guys love each other." Hoseok asks sitting in between Taehyung and Jin.

"She won't explain in detail but I know why. Of course I know why. We've been together for four fucking years." Yoongi nods before sipping his coffee as he sits down next to Jeongguk.

"She's embarrassed that ARMY are going to make fun of her because she's 'big' while carrying my child. She doesn't want to be made fun of. She's scared." He begins to cry again, the noises ripping from his throat like a guttural animal. Taehyung bites at his lip nervously as Jeongguk begins to hyperventilate. His chest gasping for air, his heart hurting and his head beginning to ache from his sobs.

"I'm her man. I should make her-her feel confident. But, she's too-too afraid! She shouldn't have to feel so down on herself! She should just be happy to look towards the future together! I feel like I'm not doing enough for my girl." He throws his head back into Jimin's chest as he cries. Namjoon sighs, rubbing Jeongguk's shoulder.

"It must be difficult, I'm sorry." He tells Guk who in turn nods squeezing his eyes shut.

"It's so difficult. It hurts me so much to see her in this pain. You had to see when I asked, she looked like she was going to have a fucking anxiety attack." Jeongguk takes a deep breath, his chest wracking as he exhales.

"Why don't you do something romantic for her? Like flower petals, hearts everywhere, candles. Things like that. Tell her how big your heart is for her. Explain to her that your family means everything to you." Taehyung asks wiping Jeongguk's cheeks with the back of his hands. Jeongguk sniffles before sighing.

"I should, shouldn't I?"

"Y/N is going out tomorrow with Yuna. Do it then. It'll be nice for her to come home to that. Plus, I'll have Yuna take the baby and Y/N will see how Yuna and Taekwon are together." Jeongguk begins to calm down, Taehyung's advice was solid.

"Alright." He mumbles before taking a deep breath and putting his hand to his forehead.

"Just let her know how much you love her, express yourself like this. It's heartfelt." Jin tells Jeongguk as he gives him a small smile.

Jeongguk runs into the living room throwing petals on to the floor before looking around nervously. He thinks you'll like it but he has no idea. Would this show you his love? He jumps over the couch arm, slamming his body onto the cream colored sofa as he lights the candles he had bought just a few hours ago. He had bought candles, flowers, champagne, and incense all for tonight.

"Fuck!" He curses before racing back into the bedroom and lighting the incense. You should be home any minute. Jeongguk dims the lights before jumping on the bed. He kneels up grabbing the bottle of champagne before hurriedly popping open the cork and throwing it back down on the table. He looks around the room before clicking his teeth and standing up.

"A heart." He mumbles before sliding over to the closet with his bare feet and grabbing the petals he bought before shutting the closet door. It makes a loud slam and he knows he's cracked the wood but he doesn't care. He sticks his tongue out as he stands at the end of the bed. His hand hurriedly making a heart out of petals. He stands back with a smile before nodding.

"Okay! It's cute!" He whispers happily before fixing the tail end.

The door pad begins to chime and Jeongguk looks up quickly before throwing the rest of the petals in his hand out the open window and slamming it shut. His feet are faster than his brain as he sprints out of the bedroom and into the hallway as you open the door. You squint at the dim lighting before laughing as Jeongguk puts his hands on his hips.

"Why's it so dark in here?" You ask his shadow as you turn on the lights. Jeongguk opens up his arms with a big bunny smile before wrinkling his nose.

"I love you!" He cheers cutely and you giggle taking off your shoes. There were flower petals and candles lit, the smell of musk and lavender in the air as Jeongguk walks towards you.

"This is very sweet." You tell him as he grabs the bags you got while you were out with Taehyung's wife. He throws them on the floor before wrapping you into a kiss. His hands burying themselves into your hair as he licks at your bottom lip. He pulls away only to connect your foreheads as he closes his eyes and sighs.

"I love you." He whispers gently, you hug him tightly and he groans at the warm feeling of your hug. Everything you do has him melting into a warm puddle all the time.

"Come." He whispers, intertwining your fingers and pulling you towards the bedroom.

"My bags!" You tell him as you point at the floor.

"Later." He says before clearing his throat. He hopes you will be open to talking, to letting him spill his heart out onto the floor. As you enter the bedroom, a small gasp emits from how romantic the room is.

"Wow!" You whisper before smiling at him and for the third time in just ten minutes he tells you he loves you.

"I love you too." You say before sitting on the edge of the bed. Your hand grazing over the multicolored rose petals that lay in a heart in the middle of the mattress. Jeongguk kneels in front of you and you frown as his knees smack against the heated floor.

"What are you doing?" You ask, combing your fingers through his hair. He closes his eyes before licking his lips relishing the feeling of your touch.

"I need to tell you just how deeply my heart bleeds for you." Jeongguk whispers, grabbing at your knees. His doe eyes staring into yours as he rubs small circles into your skin.

"I know how much you love me silly." You tell him before kissing his forehead. Jeongguk smiles kindly before shaking his head.

"I don't think you do. You see, I love you so much that I would die right now if it meant you could get everything you want." You tilt your head at the seriousness of his voice.

"Whatever our souls are made of yours and mine are the same. We are soulmates. You bring the deepest, the biggest joy to my life I have ever had. You are my reason, my will to live, my everything. It wasn't the same after I met you, you made everything seem unreal, like a movie. You make my heart race and my knees weak. My sun that shines on an everlasting cloudy day. You are beautiful and so perfect-." He clears his throat and the way he looks down at the ground you can tell he is going to cry as his eyes gloss over. He sniffs before looking back up at you, unafraid for you to see the tears he has for you. "-I love you with everything I have and will ever receive. I want you to be confident, and to be happy. To lean on me through all of your distress and your sadness."

A tear rolls down his cheek and you feel your eyes beginning to sting as he says these romantic things to you.

"Aish." He mumbles before chuckling.

"I want a family with you, I want to be unafraid of other people. I want us to be a real family, have children and grandchildren. I want to hold you until my last breath. I want to wake up to you every day for the next 80 years." You giggle as he chuckles before wiping at your own face.

"I want you to want everything with me, no matter what others might say. I care about you and you alone. I love you and you alone." He takes a deep breath before putting his forehead to your knees.

"And I know you want to think about it, you told me you do but I don't want you to have to think about it. I just want you to say yes. Because, I know in my heart we're ready. I know that we will have beautiful children. I want you to be unafraid for me. For us. Be happy and confident that you are mine and mine alone." You take a deep breath as you wipe at your soaked cheeks.

Your tears rolling off of your face onto his hands as you nod. You had this whole conversation with Yuna before. You cried a lot before too, it was all just worries and anxiety you needed to get out of your head.

"I know." You whisper, nodding as you wipe at your face. Jeongguk takes a deep breath before looking back up at you, his nose a cute shade of pink as he dries his face.

"I'm ready. I'm going to try to not be so insecure anymore. It's hard but... But I will try. I know this is something we both want." Jeongguk gives you a small smile before groaning as he stands making you laugh. He sits next to you on the bed grabbing your hands in his.

"I love you, baby."

"I love you too." He leans in to kiss you and you kiss back wrapping your arms around his neck. He hums to you as he falls back onto the bed with you.

"Fuck." He mumbles caressing your bottom lip with the pad of his thumb. His hand finding the back of your dress as he zips it open as you face each other on your sides.

"I stopped taking my birth control." You whisper making Jeongguk take a deep inhale through his nose.

"When?!" He asks excited as he sits up stripping you of your dress.

"After we talked." His eyebrows furrowing at the sight of your almost naked body.

"Fuck, you're so gorgeous..." He looks back up at you before getting back on track.

"After we talked? That was three weeks ago. You could be fertile." His bottom lip tucking into his teeth at his own comment. His hands begin to drift lazily over your skin. His hands kneading at the flesh of your thighs before hooking his fingers into the sides of your underwear.

"Let me see my pretty pussy." He mumbles, lust starting to encase his brain. He pulls off your underwear with a small groan.

"Look at that." He mumbles in awe spreading your legs open. You quickly undo your bra and Jeongguk watches as your breasts spill from the cups.

"Oh fuck." He mumbles before palming them. Small moans eliciting from you as he runs his thumbs over your areolas.

"Christ." Jeongguk whispers as he watches your cunt begin to glisten with arousal.

"So horny for me aren't you, babe?" His tongue peaks out only to run a flat lick at your pussy which has you laying back on the bed. His hands kneading at your fleshy thighs as he moans at your sweet taste. The tip of his tongue flicking your swelling clit as you whimper out his name. Jeongguk kneels on the floor worshipping you pussy as he strips himself of his pants and boxers.

"Guk!" You moan loudly as he begins to tease your entrance with his slim fingers.

"Fuck!" He curses against you before entering a finger into you, a lazy low moan rolling off his tongue as you gasp at the pleasure.

"So fucking tight and wet for me." Your thighs begin to press against his head as you close your eyes. The euphoric feeling of your orgasm building, a band within you tightening quickly as Jeongguk adds another finger.

"Show me how much you want my baby inside you. Cum on my fingers, baby girl." You grab fistfuls of his hair as you begin to grind your face on him chasing your high. His chin and cheeks become coated in your arousal as your moans begin to get louder and shorter.

"Guk!" You moan loudly as the band inside of you snaps. His name rolling off of your tongue quickly as you orgasm. Your ears ringing and your vision going white as he eases off watching you with a pleased smile.

"That's my good girl." He whispers before wiping at his face. He pulls his fingers out of you before suckling on them.

"Fuck, you taste so good." He pulls off his white t-shirt before standing up. You frown at the redness of his knees as you sit up.

You eye his large erect cock biting your lip. You grasp his cock in your hand, pumping it slowly watching his pre-cum bead before running over the head. Jeongguk's eyes fluttering shut at the pleasurable feeling.

"Oh shit." He mumbles to himself as you bow your head. He gasps loudly as you swirl your tongue around the head before dipping down.

"Baby! Fuck!" He moans loudly, his eyes on yours as you look up at him fucking his cock into your mouth. Your hands running over his golden ab-ed chest.

"You take my cock so well." His tongue licking at his lips before opening wide as you begin to swallow him to the hilt. Tears spilling over your cheeks as you gag on him. He hums in agreement as you begin to quicken your mouth.

"Jesus Christ! You like sucking my big cock? Like feeling how hard you make me?" You moan against him as he rolls your areolas between his fingertips. Desire beginning to rise within you as he bucks his hips to your mouth.

"Such a good girl letting me fuck this pretty little mouth you have. Oh fuck!" His curses make you whimper as you feel his cock beginning to throb on your tongue.

"Stop." He warns you and you pull off of him as he takes a deep shaky breath. "I'm saving my cum for this tight little pussy." He points up the bed and you push yourself backwards as he knees between your legs.

"You're so beautiful, baby." He leans down kissing you, his thumb and index finger on your chin prying your mouth open for his thumb as he glides the head of his cock through your swollen pussy lips. His pre-cum sticky and warm making you mewl for him.

He prods the head of his cock to your entrance and you both pull away to watch him enter you. A deep groan emitting from Jeongguk as he presses his face into the crook of your neck.

"So fucking needy for my cock and cum." He whispers before licking at your earlobe. You wrap your legs around his waist as he begins to piston himself inside you.

"I have such a fat load of cum for this fertile cunt!" Your head falls back as Jeongguk picks himself up. He presses your knees higher to your chest and a loud moan leaves his throat at how much tighter you get for him in this position.

"You're going to take my baby like a good little girl, aren't you? Let me fill you up with my cum and get pregnant for me." You whimper out at his words.

"Yes! I can't wait to have your baby!" He hums in agreement before putting his head back. A sheen layer of sweat developing on his body as he moans your name. His hands grabbing at your hips as he fucks you up the bed.

"You're so fucking gorgeous. I love you so much." You grab at his biceps.

"I love you too!" He picks his head up only to spit on your pussy before rubbing circles on to your clit.

"Fuck, you feel so good." You could feel his cock beginning to throb within you. Jeongguk grabs your ankles, throwing them over his shoulders as he bulldozes within you with all of his strength. The angle letting the head of his cock brush against your g-spot with every thrust.

"Fuck! Yes! Right there!" You moan loudly as the band within you begins to tighten.

"Such a good girl letting me fuck my baby into you. I can't wait till your belly is filled with my baby." You grip at the comforter underneath you, rose petals crumbling in your fists as your knuckles go white.

"Fuck! I'm-I'm not gonna last." Jeongguk mumbles licking at his lips before biting his bottom lip. The throbbing within you quickens and he gasps quietly.

"I'm cumming! Fuck! Oh babe!" He falls over you bucking his hips harshly as he rubs your clit. His forehead on your breast as he moans quietly. You could feel warm ropes of cum lathering your cunt and it males the band snap within you. Your pleasure reaching the precipice as you moan Jeongguk's name milking his cock of his cum.

"Oh fuck!" He curses as he feels your pussy suck up his cum. Your hands running over his back and neck as your body writhes underneath his in pleasure.

"I love you." He whispers before picking his body up and giving you a gentle kiss. You smile into the kiss as he pulls out of you.

"Lift your hips, keep my cum in there." He groans standing up before pouring you both a glass of champagne. You lift your hips as Jeongguk grabs a pillow easing it underneath your lower body. He hands you the glass before sitting next to you and smiling. You look around the room impressed.

"This was really romantic of you." He wrinkles his nose at you before shaking his head.

"It's the least I can do for the woman I love." You look over at the closet before tilting your head. A large crack in the door making you furrow your eyebrows.

"What happened there?" Jeongguk looks up before taking a sip of his champagne and laughing.

"I was in a hurry to make the room pretty and I broke the fucking door.'" You laugh before closing your eyes.

"Silly." Jeongguk sets down his glass before laying down next to you. "I promise to treat you good for the rest of my life, baby. You and our children."

"Hello? Hayoon-ah. Daddy is talking to you." Jeongguk waves his hand in his three year old daughter's face as she stares at Yoongi.

"She has a crush on him. You aren't getting her attention." You tell him as you enter the practice room. Jeongguk scoffs before walking over to you and kissing you. His hand rubbing at your nine month pregnant belly with a smile.

"I made her and she has more love in her heart for Yoongi hyung then me." You giggle as Yoongi gives Hayoon a gummy smile.

"Hayoon!" You call to her, she looks over quickly before smiling widely.

"Come give daddy a hug, please so he isn't sad anymore." You fold your arms as Jeongguk throws himself on the floor happily as she rushes over. He envelopes her into a hug burying his face in her neck.

"I love you daddy!" He hums in agreement, "I love you too." You put your hand on your aching back which Jimin is quick to point out. Jeongguk looks up quickly before picking Hayoon up.

"Doesn't mommy look beautiful today?" You smile at him as he helps you sit down in a chair. His hand caressing your belly before telling Hayoon to do so.

"Mommy is always pretty!" Jeongguk smiles before kissing your forehead.

"Mommy is always pretty. And confident! Right, mommy?" You hum in agreement as they both rub your belly.

"I'm always confident." And, for the first time in a long time it was the truth. Nothing could break your spirit with Jeongguk and your children around.

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