#jjjjjjjjust. in case.

[bastardguy]

a heads up jjjjjjjjust in case i dont pop into existence tomorrow. the alarm i set months ago for "the day" popped up and. ah. man. spiral go whee. uhm. god

everything's fine im im just this close. fucking. the lull of being continously tired and panicked everyday from the moment i wake up to the moment i sleep fustrates me to my core. its so unfair i am am going to cry like a little child about it waha wah aahw ah why me why me shut up you fucking selfish moron. iiiehhwgsgsgshsgsgshhsgshgsudjshshshushshshshhzgshenjejsiwowowiwuwygwhejdiudhxnjsiwiiauqtwyw6w7w828iebrbzuusoiahsgdjsjsus what di i do what do i do what do i do what do i do

ok!!!!! no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!! expel energy!! other way??????????!? fuxk??!! ehzhgidd damn!!!! i want to rrip my eyes from their sockets and hurt until the point i feel numb!!! fuck you!!! nn!?!! ¦h(-"(#(/by s s8hsogusguag5sfe5ne7hueubwibwuveuvuhwubysv6sg