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𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽 𝗺𝗲𝗺𝗲 / * accepting !

are u ready 4 this . zimzalabim

𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆 & 𝒔𝒚𝒅 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? syd solely because lane is a little bitch n refuses to cook whenever he sees so much as a spiderweb in the kitchen

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? uhhh kinda wanna say lane once he gets over all his issues w commitment :) it’ll take a while but he’ll get there n it’ll be a nice cute quiet romantic dinner !

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? lane no question abt it that is a period full stop

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? lane on the sexual front syd on the romantic side ? but lane can be romantic too if / when he feels like it !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? lane . he alrdy did it once so i mean :) but after the whole fake dating thing he wouldn’t find a reason to leave anymore :)

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? syd mayb just bc of the way lane is NJKSDNFDS

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? LANE

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? lane mostly sends cooking recipes and syd sends lil writer’s blurbs abt characters / plots he might forget in the morning so like both ig

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? LANE

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? mmm syd !

𝒂𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒏 & 𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒚 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? aspen sets it free somewhere on the back porch she cant kill spiders : (

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? aspen !

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? nelly mayb ! during one of their nice nights together just hangin out n getting high she jus leans in n aspen has lowkey been waiting for this for a while :’)

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? aspen !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? nelly since thats the plot NSJKDNFS she was less committed than aspen was and when they both realized that it was a sobfest ha ha

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? aspen at first but then nelly later on when aspen finally finds someone else and she realizes what she’s been missing this whole time

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? close compet but im gna say nelly , simply because she’s the one who invites aspen over to take naps all the time

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? nelly ! aspen always quick to reply tho :/

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? nelly

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? aspen no doubt !

𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒐 & 𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒌𝒂 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? milo ! but he doesnt kill the spider either just lets it out the window .

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? milo is the more romantic one so it would be him !

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? evika . milo gets hard almost immediately its so embarrasing . NJKSNDJFS

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? evika !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? evika , maybe ! she doesnt want to ruin him but honestly milo’s felt more alive than he ever has with her around

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? evika , especially when milo gets a gf while theyre still makin sex tapes

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? evika !

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? well theyre like . roomies so they dont rly send texts NJKSDNF but mayb evika ?

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? LOL evika no contest

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? milo bc he cant help the sap :/

𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒋𝒖 & 𝒍𝒚𝒍𝒆 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? lyle hehe

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? if we’re talking abt proposing their whole cheatin situation it was probably definitely heeju who was like “ what she doesnt know wont hurt her :) “

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? heeju ( see above )

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? heeju !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? mmm heeju , mayb ? it cld be either of them ngl LOL

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? heeju is awfully possessive over her sister’s boyfriend :) likes to remind him who she does belong to when shes giving him head in the family bathroom

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? heeju who will do anything to not get a real job LOL

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? lyle sends her cute lil sketches that hes worked on . heeju saves them all even if she doesnt reply to any of them to avoid looking like she’s been waiting for his texts :/

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? heeju ! shes a good camgirl for a reason

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? heeju ! or maybe they said it at the same time tbh who knows they just rly like the sex NJSKDNFS

𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒔 & 𝒌𝒊𝒚𝒂 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? kiya ! moses is big baby scared of spiders : (

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? LMAO moses probably ! he does it when theyre both drunk and after their fifth round of sex for the night and hes high on life and love and is like fuck it lets do it baby i know the law

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? moses !

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? MOSES !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? MOSES do u see the pattern here NKJSDNFS

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? kiya doesn’t get jealous much bc she believes that whatever she and moses has is real and he only loves her : ( moses only gets jealous when hes around and can see her hanging w someone else and takes it upon himself to fuck her into remembering who she belongs to !

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? moses :)

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? moses but theyre mostly just booty calls and sexts and half hearted “miss u”s

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? moses !

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? moses ! because hes a fool . and kiya’s a fool for saying it right back . :)

𝒍𝒆𝒙 & 𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? lex !

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? aH probably lex because he’s a lil meticulous like that and would have everything planned down to a T !

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? arian ! lex did a lot of planning for this fake dating but was always scared to initiate anything physical so arian had to do it for him :)

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? LEX ! again , if it isnt anything physical hehe when it comes to like dates or w/E

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? arian’s ex would probably come back to him first bc lex is a big dick LOL but honestly at that point lex would feel more for arian than his own ex-boyfriend so he’d be the one left behind rip

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? lex !

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? arian ! lex does a lot all the time he is a walking bullet journal .

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? arian !

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? arian !

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? lex ! it freaks him out a bit bc falling in love was not part of the plan but once he did fall he couldnt stop it so here he is … just a guy standing in front of a guy .. asking him to leave his bf and choose him instead !

𝒄𝒆𝒍 & 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒅𝒐𝒙 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? cel !

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? maddox ! cel would be surprised but it wld also warm her emotionally stunted heart : (

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? cel ! it was by their favorite tree and after they’d had yet another argument . it escalated v quickly after that .

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? both of them ! they fuck like bunnies . anywhere n everywhere . its so embarrassing like pls there r children here … NJSKDFNSJDF

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? cel would b the first to distance herself if she felt like they were getting too close again ? she doesnt think she deserves anything happy . tragic !

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? both of them ! they’re both equally possessive over someone they claim isn’t theirs !

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? maddox !

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? maddox ! cel replies to none of them but thinks abt them the rest of the day .

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? cel !

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? cel . they were drunk n she was affectionate n she missed him : (

𝒎𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 & 𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓 !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? no one ! peter is fond of spiders he keeps them in a jar or lets them out the window as per mason’s request

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? peter ! he’d stumbled over his words the whole time but he powered thru bc his love for mason outweighed everything else :(

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? mason ! after his theatre showcase at the camp . peter turned pink from head to toe .

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? mason ! peter is a big baby when it comes to relationship tingz seeing as he’s never been in one so mason would have to take the lead and be patient with him re: everything :(

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? mason would be more likely to but tbh neither of them bc theyre the best boys and love each other too much to do that the end .

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? peter ! cue that whole summer of him giving mason crush advice for SOMEONE ELSE like a fool !

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? mason ! he’s influenced peter and now there r days they both stay in bed cuddling until noon .

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? mason ! peter replies to all of them tho dont worry :(

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? mason !

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? peter . he backtracked over his words and frantically reminded mason that if he didnt feel the same way it was fine and there was no rush ( internally he was like haha please dont break my heart :( .. ) but the sigh of relief he felt when mason said he loved him too ? BREATHTAKIN !

𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏 & 𝒍𝒆𝒗𝒊 , og legends !

𝐰𝐡𝐨 . . . .

001. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 ? levi .

002. . . . 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 ? levi . it was a shotgun wedding . only one other of brooke’s sisters , half stoned , turned up as witness .

003. . . . 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? levi ! it was bound to happen though , after all the incessant flirting and back and forths . inevitable .

004. . . . 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ? both of them !

005. . . . 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 ? both , too . theyre both equally bad for each other it’s . heartwarming :)

006. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 ? arden , initially . then when she and xun started hangin out more levi turned into that :eyes: emoji so fast

007. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐫 ? levi !

008. . . . 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝟑𝐀𝐌 ? levi ! it’s mostly just him telling arden he misses her . or the bed emoji . either way arden comes for him anyway .

009. . . . 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 ? both !

010. . . . 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 ? arden . the first time she says it to levi is when they’re on the rooftop of her sorority house havin sex . the night sky is pretty and the music is muffled from beneath them and levi sounds so nice moaning as she ride him prompts it to slip from her lips ! her heart stops a bit but then levi says he loves her too and it’s okay again , they’re okay again ( more than okay as he continues to help her chase her own orgasm on his dick ! ).

#lazys #the way this isnt even .. half of them #NSJKDFNSJDF #these r the solid ones from phase 2 and then some phase 1 oldies but goodies #i love them #n u kno i love U!!!!!!#lane + syd !#aspen + nessy !#heeju + lyle !#lex + arian !#moses + kiya !#celine + maddox !#peter + mason !#arden + levi !#milo + evika !

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zacayas · 7 years

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Maya Opens Up

word count: 2926

tbh this is shorter than i wanted it to be but it ended on a nice spot

however, this means a part 3 so there’s that.

the titles dumb bye

Ever since that unfateful Friday, Maya has been a sour mood. She wasn’t sure what she could to make it better, Zac called her out and she couldn’t tell him yes. She couldn’t tell him that he did mean more to her than her reputation because honestly, she didn’t know. She was stuck between a rock and a hard place.

Maya doesn’t like people, she doesn’t like them talking to her unless she gives them the okay. She doesn’t even like having them look at her. Sure, there was her band of misfits but it wasn’t exactly the same. They weren’t really her friends per say, they grew up like her so they bonded over their messed up childhood and neglectful parents. The first person who really made her feel a connection was Zac and it terrified her.

At first she just found him interesting. The way he played his nerdy ass Pokemon games and would quote Star Wars and was constantly reading books. The way that he let his mouth run sometimes without thinking, giving Johnson (or anyone in the Band of Misfits) a quick retort that shook them for a split second before they decided to put Zac back in his place. He was different. And she’d blind not to notice that he was also hot, with and without glasses.

That was something that really got her to notice him.

The first time she decided that he was worth her interest, he was walking down the hall with his two dorks of friends – they weren’t exactly horrible to look at either, just none of them had the confidence to be anything more than a group of dorks at the bottom of the high school food chain.

“Maya is staring at us,” the brunette girl said. Maya believes her name is Dony or Janet or something. They share an English class together. As soon as she caught Maya’s eye she looked away quickly, eyes dropping to the ground.

“Wha – “ Friar looked up from his Nintendo (3DS – she knows this because she heard him talking about it in art class and his stupid Pokemon game) over to where Maya was leaning against a pair of lockers, the rest of the Band of Misfits giving some kid a hassling. Maya didn’t take apart of that too much, she felt like it was below her ability to mess with freshmen. “Oh. Yeah, she’s probably just making sure no one messes with me.” His two friends looked up at him, it looked like the brunette girl was gonna get whiplash for how fast her neck shot up. “Y’know, because I’m her investment.” The two friends gave a small nod, looking over at Maya and her gang before dropping their eyes again.

The blonde smirked, always finding that she had that power over people amusing.

She flicked her eyes over to Zac who stared back at her, giving her a small, wary smile before turning back to his game. She found it cute, in an awkward sort of way. She tilted her head when she noticed for the first time he wasn’t wearing glasses, completely missing what his eyes looked like without being hidden away by lenses.

Something sparked inside of her at the moment, something that made her want to draw his jaw line, sketch out his features. It was a feeling she only got when someone caught her interest. It’s weird that after years of having Zac Friar doing her homework for her, she’d get that feeling now.

Sitting up from her bed, she reached into her drawer and pulled out her sketchbook. She hardly had to flip through the pages to find her first sketch of Zac. She drew it later that day, watching him from across the art classroom, ignoring whatever their assignment actually was. She was the best student, art being the only class she actually cared about, and so for the most part the teacher let her get away with doing whatever it was that she wanted. And that day, she wanted to feed her craving to draw Zac Friar’s jaw line.

When they started… being something, she drew him more, a lot more. And because of how close she was to him, she was able to get his freckles right. She loved his freckles, like little stars across the bridge of his nose. They were one of her favorite features of his, his eyes always coming first. They were so bright, the clearest blue she ever saw. His eyes reminded her of this picture of the waters off the shore of Fiji she saw once, you could look into that ocean and see everything you wanted too. That’s what it was like was looking into Zac’s eyes – he couldn’t hide anything because she could see everything in his eyes."

She flipped through her book, landing on a sketch she did after their first night out together. The first time she kissed him and finally understood what her mom was talking about when it came to romance and kissing someone, feeling a tingling all the way through your body. It was something that was different than anything she ever experienced and from that moment on she was addicted to it, she never thought that she’d have to give it up.

“Where are we going?” His voice was filled with caution, she didn’t need to look behind her to know that he was looking around him. “Are you going to take me somewhere to murder me?” She turned to him with a look on her face, he held up his free hand in defense. “Not that I don’t think you couldn’t get away with it, I just don’t want to die.” Zac was letting his mouth run but he didn’t seem to be regretting the words that came out of his mouth like he would when the whole Band of Misfits was around. His guard was down and her heart swelled – not that she’d ever admit that out loud.

She continued to pull him down the street, stopping just as they wound up in the middle of the bridge. She already stashed some beers and cigs here earlier before she showed up at his window, dragging him out in the middle of the night. He was shocked that she knew where he lived, but she made a comment about how he was her investment and he ducked his head blushing. He must not have known he heard her that day.

Letting go of his hand, she reached into her secret spot – “You have to hide the booze otherwise the hobos find it” – and handed him a beer. He held up his hands, shaking his head. “I don’t drink.” She gave him a look, holding her arm out straighter. Hesitantly, he took it from her bringing it to his lips to sip. She smirked, taking a sip of her own. “So, um, why did you drag me out here?” Her smirk only grew, but her only reply was a shrug. “Oh. Yeah, that definitely answers the question.” He rolled his eyes, taking another sip of his beer, cringing slightly.

Leaning against the car rail, she watched as head lights passed them, giving the driver the finger because she knew the owner was staring at them trying to figure out why two kids were out at a time like this on a highway. She turned to Zac as soon as the car was gone, raising her eyebrow. “You’re pretty ballsy right now, you know that? Talking to me in that tone.” He looked at her, she could see the slight concern appearing in his eyes making her laugh. “I like it.”

He narrowed his eyes at her, rolling them again. “I was about to piss myself, I thought you were going to shank me or something.”

“Shank you?”

“Yeah, y’know, knife to body.”

This time it was her who rolled her eyes, “I know what shanking is.”

“Oh.”

She stood up straighter, watching him as he looked out to the scene below them, city lights lighting up the night. Her eyes traveled up and down, landing finally on his lips, watching as he chewed on it. “You shouldn’t do that.” She said eventually, bringing her bottle to her lips.

He turned to her with a confused expression, “What?”

“Chew your lip.” His brows came together in confusion, something she found cute.

“Why?”

Her smirk came back, not wasting time to speak and she reached a hand up, bringing his mouth down to hers. He tasted of toothpaste and alcohol and she felt tingling all the way down her spine. It was a few seconds before he responded but when he did, the tingling became shocks, making her shiver. It was a feeling she couldn’t wait to experience time and again.

They pulled back, his confused expression still on his face making her chuckle. She gave his face a small slap, making him look away from her as she turned her attention back to the city lights. As he just stood there, probably from shock, she took his hand in her free one, tugging on it slightly.

She ran her fingers over the drawing, the drawing of two figures standing hand-n-hand in front of the New York city lights.

She heard the front door of the apartment open, making her bring her eyes toward her clock. 2 AM was flashing brightly at her, her mom was home after her last job of the night. Setting the sketchbook back in the drawer, she stood up and went to greet her mother.

As she sat down at the counter, he mother jumped. “Maya!” Katy Hart put a hand over heart, “What did I tell you about that?!” Maya shrugged, placing her head in her hand as her mom went back to herself a very late diner. As she started stacking condiments onto a slice of bread she looked up at her daughter, only slightly curious. “So why are you up this time?”

Maya let out a laugh, “This time.” She rolled her eyes. For the past week... month... however long it’s been since her thing with Zac ended, she has been sleeping. Not really. And she knows damn well that her mother knows. Katy just has the curtsy not to say anything unless Maya makes an appearance, even though Katy worries about her daughter’s well being, she’s just happy that Maya can function and gets up to go to school every day.

It might not be the best parenting decision, letting her daughter not sleep, but Maya is tougher than anyone knows, even her wild group of so-called friends.

“I think I messed up.” Katy paused spreading mayo across the second slice of bread, looking up at her daughter with wide, curious eyes. She’s not sure when the last time she’s heard her daughter admit to a mistake she’s made.

Maya on the other hand knows exactly the last time she admitted to make a mistake – Zac Friar was more than just some secret.

“I made a mistake Zac! I’m sorry.” He just continued to stare at her, his eyes hard, glazed over with anger. “What do you want me to say?! I’m admitting I was wrong, I know that being shitfaced isn’t an excuse! What else is there to say?”

Seconds passed, her regret was starting to turn to anger the longer he didn’t speak. She was getting defensive even though rationally she had no right too.

“Why?” She looked at him, brows coming together. “Why did you do? Why’d you put yourself in that situation?”

She let out a frustrated sigh, running a hand through her hair. She knows that it was a rhetorical question, Zac’s well aware of her social standings in the high school high archy as well as she enjoyment of consuming alcohol – his words. She went out to have a good time, she had a run in with her dead beat dad earlier that day and she wanted to forget all about that experience. She could have gone and done something with Zac but she knew his dumb ass would ask what was bothering her and she really, really didn’t want to talk about it.

And the asshole had a way of bringing it out of her.

She didn’t think anything would happen. She sure as hell didn’t expect to feel this fucking guilty about it when it did. Seeing the look on Zac’s face when he spotted them, it broke her heart. She has never sobered up so fast.

She’s never been more scared either.

“What do you want me to do?” Her voice was quiet as she looked up at him, meeting his angry eyes. He shrugged in response, something that caused the crack in her heart to further. She did this to herself.

Maya knows she was lucky after that – Zac didn’t toss her to the side, finally figuring out that Maya would be the worst thing to ever to happen to him. He did keep her at arms length for a while though, maybe waiting to see what she’d do. She stopped getting hammered for one, something that her small band of misfits seemed to notice. They questioned her about, haggled her, tried to peer pressure her into joining them getting shitfaced but she held her ground. What she had with Zac meant something to her, enough that she didn’t want to lose it over another stupid mistake.

She lost him anyways.

“Why do you think that, Honey?” her mother asked, placing her sandwich together, giving her daughter her full attention.

Maya opened her mouth, only to close it again. She wasn’t good with talking about feelings, it took Zac days of coaxing before she’d open up to him and he was special – the only one that could get away with it. Running a hand through her hair, she sat up straighter. “I think I fell in love.” She forced the words out, not allowing them to catch in her throat.

“Oh?” This was news to Katy, she didn’t even know her daughter was seeing anyone. Well, she had an inkling but she was hoping that it wasn’t anyone in that rowdy group she brings home. “It’s not that Johnson fella is it?” She couldn’t keep the distaste in her mouth.

Maya’s eyes flicked up, her nose crinkling in disgust. “No! God, no.” The thought of Johnson coming anywhere near her in that way made her what to throw up. “You haven’t...” she licked her lips, “you haven’t met him.” Every time Zac would come over, Katy was working double or had to work all three jobs. Maya sort of planned it so she’d never be home so she could have Zac all to herself – not having a parent around also made it easier to other things and Maya had a hard time keeping her hands off Zac once she got him all to herself.

“Oh.” Katy’s eyes disappeared behind her bangs. She can’t deny that she wasn’t a little hurt by the fact that her daughter hid a boy from her, but she can’t say she wasn’t surprised. “And why do you think you messed up?” She asked again.

Maya gulped. Is it always going to be your reputation first? The words rattled around in her head. Every time she saw him in the hall, every time he delivered their assignments, those words played in her head making it hard for her to even look at him.

“I think I... put the wrong thing first.”

“And what’s that?” Katy asked as she brought her sandwich to her mouth.

Maya dropped her head back into her hand, “My... reputation?”

Katy let out a chuckle but didn’t reply until she finished chewing. “Is that it?”

“I...” she didn’t want to say it out loud. She knows her mom is well aware that her daughter is a delinquent, causing mischief, graffitis walls, gets detention at least once a week. But she still thought highly of her mischievous daughter, Maya’s not sure what she’d think about her once she admits that she kept Zac a secret, treated him in a way he didn’t deserve. “We were a secret, I guess? I mean. You weren’t the only one who didn’t know about us. No one did.”

Her mom nodded, “Ah.” She placed her sandwich down and mimicked her daughter's pose. “Do you miss him?” Maya nodded, “Do you think he’s worth more than you reputation?” Maya paused, thinking back to how Zac makes her feel. Happy, worth something, special. She nodded again. “Do you think he feels the same?” She wasn’t sure, so a shrug was a response. Katy smiled, “Do you want him back?” Maya nodded again, licking her lips. She loves him. “Then do something about. Prove to him that he’s worth it.”

“What if it’s too late?”

Katy shook her head, “Sweetie, it’s never too late for love.” Maya rolled her eyes, she couldn’t help it with how cheesy the words that just came out of her mom’s voice where. But truthfully they made her heart feel lighter than it had in a long time. It always surprised her how much her mom still had faith in love when Katy fell in love with someone who walked out on them, someone that – if it was Maya – would have made her lose all hope on the idea of it.

Kermit Hart did actually made Maya lose hope for it.

Zac Friar – nerdy, dorky, Pokemon loving Zac Friar – made her believe again.

#d&n #zacaya #fic #mk #au

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