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dandyshucks · 5 months ago

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i literally have a counseling appt tomorrow and I need to Lock In for it for various reasons but im going to be plagued by thoughts of this mfer now 😭😭😭 i was playing a game that requires a lot of focus and attention w a couple friends tonight and i was NAWT pulling my weight bc i literally could not stop thinking of this little freak DBDHDJDKL I'M DONE FORRRR IT IS SO OVER FOR ME YALL 😭😭😭

#hyperfixation central station here we come 😭😭😭 I DONT WANT TOOO PLEASEEE LEAVE ME ALOOOONE #I CAN'T DO THIS FHHDJDLS IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH ...#genuinely though hyperfixations suck shit for me bc it disrupts my days for at least a couple weeks 😭#i Cannot stop thinking abt whatever the thing is. it is just nonstop thinking abt The Thing.#i lose sleep and i can't focus on anything and it is nigh impossible for me to talk to ppl bc i just want to talk abt The Thing😭#it was absolute hell when i went through one while i worked at DQ fhfksl i was MISERABLE for those few weeks #i just wanted to go home and think abt whatever it was at the time LOL i kept getting in trouble bc i was messing up orders and dawdling #ANYWAYS. DOESN'T MATTER. IM RAMBLING. i need to go doodle and then sleep fhfkdkl hopefully im wrong abt oncoming hyperfixation !!#just be a normal fixation blease... i am NOT the strongest soldier for this ...#dandy.cmd

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