#just feels bad to be relegated to “gamer girlfriend when I’ve been playing destiny longer than him

[thepragmaticwarlock]

Me trying to not be bitter bc my partner has a day one contest mode raid team that I wasn’t invited to be on with our clan bc I’m too bad at the game. (Even tho multiple on the “bench” to jump in case someone leaves are significantly worse than me) Knowing my partner was super excited to do day one and I’m trying to be excited for them. But I also haven’t seen them in 2 weeks bc of this fucking raid race and this is like one of the few weekends my parents aren’t home so we could have a space mostly to ourselves since I moved back home. And I’ve had an awful and super stressful week and I’m trying really hard to not take it out on them bc they’ve been trying to do a day one raid for years now and they’re finally in a clan where they could get a team together. So they’re super excited but I’m just kinda sad and feel left out and really can’t share in their excitement rn.