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doing-downtime-hero-shit · 2 years

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more things need text-based options. like phone call texting without frustrating secret rules

need to do stuff that is time sensitive. also not really able to talk atm. emails don't usually work out well also there r Rules to how emails work and like pls I just want to communicate quickly and get shit sorted without talking and taking several hours doing Email Rules and Expectations to achieve less than I need at a higher exertion cost

#being mad mad and frustrated and just want to get a fucking answer without playing phone tag or Social Norms The Written Edition(tm)#because if you dont do the email 100% according to the proper norms even if u are barely at baseline of function #you get delayed and run around games and bs #venting and negativity #dude im qbout to say fuck it and go live in my car i stg #bout to just fucking Neurotypical Advice myself out of having chronic illness and neurodiverse/mental health issues #just go fucking eat kale and take a walk and stop depending on silly things like insulin and medication #not necessarily by choice bc if i cant fucking work or get assistance for meds im not going to be able to get them anyway #tiny angry man made out of fire is stuck inside a robot box because shit isnt set up to be helpful!! and rules arent clear!!#except the rule that i am not allowed to be mad about it!!!!#i am so mad and so tired of only being allowed to be mad at myself!! i am mad at myself that i cannot meet what is expected!#i should also be allowed to be mad when the systems that are supposed to help qre not set up to help!!#or when they are all loud about how good they do and how they do better than they need to and dont even meet the bare minimum actually!!

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