#just me thinking out loud on my tumblr dot com page don’t mind me

[arinishi]

I can only seem to draw Mind!Lanyon in Evil Villain Mode and I Do NOT Want to think about what this says about me

[pianosmasher]

for the ask meme: odd numbers!

Oh, worm? Alright let’s do this shit

1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?Since I already answered this song, here’s six songs that I listened to the most when I was sixteen:

”Thrash Unreal” - Against Me!”An Ocean Between Us” - As I Lay Dying”The Modern Leper” - Frightened Rabbit”The Outer Banks” - the Album Leaf”Hide and Seek” - Imogen Heap”Jesus” - Brand New3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“No you listen here, buckaroo.” Could not have picked a better line if you asked me to.

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?“Hell yes!”

7: What’s your strangest talent?I can juggle and do a few of those metal screams.

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?One of each, though both authors have never admitted it to me specifically.

11: Do you have any strange phobias?I’m terrified of anything with a stinger, but that’s about it.

13: What’s your religion?Whatever it is, I’m losing it.

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?Behind the camera. I love catching candids of my friends, and I’m not very photogenic anyway.

17: What was the last lie you told?I told my boss that I needed caffeine before I could talk to him (I don’t - just like mornings to myself), though most people will say my last lie was that last part to the previous question.

19: What does your URL mean?Too long to explain in full here, but basically: to me, piano as an instrument represents the way the art of music can endure in spite and because of institutionalized learning practices. Guitar, meanwhile, represents the improvised result of a pure drive to create the art in one’s heart by any means necessary. Between those two ideologies, I’ll side with the guitar every time.

21: Who is your celebrity crush?Oscar Isaac.

23: How do you vent your anger?Decimate them in a verbal argument - in my head if I’m angry for a bad reason, out loud if I’m angry for a good one.

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?Phone calls are the best. Nothing feels better than shooting the shit with someone through my headphones while I stare at my bedroom ceiling. 

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?The sound of a perfectly tuned E major chord on a guitar in standard tuning puts me at such an ease. The worst sound is probably a fork scraping across the surface of a plate.

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?Ghosts, nah. Aliens, maybe.

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?Cat hair.

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?I’ve only ever been to the east coast, so either that side wins by default or I should be disqualified from making this decision

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?Figuring out the best way to kill our time and reach people.

37: Do you believe in luck?More than most things.

39: What time is it?I started this at 11:30 PM last night. Then my computer crashed and I lost all my answers, so I’m going back through it again at 10:27 AM this morning. So pick your favorite of those?

41: What was the last book you read?At Your Own Risk, by Derek Jarman

43: Do you have any nicknames?None that have stuck around, unfortunately.

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?I had a gash in my knee when I was seventeen due to a skateboarding accident. Not fun. I spent my first three weeks of summer bedridden that year. 

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?Between the Buried and Me.

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?Too many to count at this point.

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?Not as a general rule, no. I tend to be forgiving to a fault, and try as best as I can not to regret that tendency.

53: Do you save money or spend it?I feel I have a good balance of both, knowing when to treat myself and when to live off rice and beans for a while.

55: Love or lust?Love is easier.

57: How many relationships have you had?I think this is my ninth?

59: Where were you yesterday?First work, then rehearsal at Champion studios, then Starbucks for a production meeting, then back to rehearsal, and then home to feed the cat.

61: Are you wearing socks right now?Yes.

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?Ask them to talk to me as long as they like about something they’re passionate about, actually engage with what they’re saying to me, and finally learn more about that interest in my spare time to show them that I care.

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.@teddyberika has the best shitposts. @shortsightedseer has the worst ones. @peoplegettingreallymadatfood always surprises me beyond belief. @animalmusicthemes is a recent favorite. @shitmystudentswrite is an old favorite.

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?Trying to fill this out the first time and watching the new Lindsay Ellis video on Marxism.

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?Are you kidding

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?I’m saving the dog. My boss could be bluffing, but the dog definitely isn’t.

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.I honestly can’t tell the difference between the two.

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?5309

77: How can I win your heart?Take your time and take me as seriously as I take you.

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?Moving to NYC.

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?“Did everything he could while he could.”

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.An actual, beating heart.

85: What’s the last song you listened to?“Famine Wolf” - Between the Buried and Me

87: What is your current desktop picture?A possum covered in paint, making art on a canvas spread out across the floor

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?“Who are your friends?”

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?Teleportation. Eat your vegetables, kids.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?No specifics due to involving real life people who don’t need to be name dropped on Tumblr Dot Com, but I burned a bridge a while back that I’d still rebuild, if given the chance.

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?Nashville. I owe it to David and my mom, and I miss all the music, too.

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?Actually… not that I can remember? As much as I’ve vomited in my life, it’s never been due to motion sickness.

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?Register to vote.

[evvazi]

I was tagged by @sickficlover who is a very good friend of mine so of course I’ll do it! (on my personal if you don’t mind)

Rules: copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people an d also tag the person who tagged you… And most importantly, have fun!

a - age: 21

b - biggest fear: Death. Better get on with it now and not think about it too much.

c - current time: 11:12 pm

d - drink you last had: fennel tea (what else)

e - every day starts with: Waking up, feeling groggy and just terribly upset that I have to get up, then slowly waking up with some hot tea as I slowly start hating the world a little less

f - favorite song: Uhhhh... who tf has a favourite song? Recently I’ve been listening to Blank Page and the Tokyo Ghoul op and the newest Yowapeda ed but... there is no one favourite

g - ghosts, are they real: Probably not, though I feel it’d be cool to be one

h - hometown: a town not far from Frankfurt am Main, Germany

i - in love with: all my friends I guess

j - jealous of: anyone who’s got their life together more than me

k - killed someone: No. What kind of question is this? You think someone’s just gonna admit to murder on tumblr dot com? You know what forget it there probably is someone out there who’s that stupid

l - last time you cried: Ahaha, probably watching some anime I don’t cry about serious problems I just don’t think about them ever

m - middle name: Vanessa

n - number of siblings: An older sister and a younger sister

o - one wish: To be able to procrastinate less idk

p - person you last called/texted: totally not sickficlover herself, nooooo

q - questions you’re always asked: “What are you gonna do with your degree?” Kindly shut up please

r - reasons to smile: My friends, cute videos of animals, beautiful anime people

s - song last sang: Leb deinen Traum, the german version of Butterfly, the digimon adventure op. Probably, at least, I don’t sing out loud often

t - time you woke up: 11:45am I FUCKING LOVE SUNDAYS

u - underwear color: white

v - vacation destination: None in the near future, dream one would be Japan

w - worst habit: I keep putting off things like texting back friends for no reason at all???

x - x-rays you’ve had: teeth/jaw multiple times, ribs one time

y - your favorite food: Maultaschen, also potatoes, you can’t get more german than me when it comes to food

z - zodiac sign: Aquarius (chinese: rat)

I’ll tag, um... @powerhh, @bearsofalthain, @morri-senpai and @kyotheawesomeelfgirl only if you want to of course ;)