#just talked about distancing from my dad ABD DAMN WHERE DID I LEARN SO MUCH VOCABULARY | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

iwantabatlleaxe · 1 year

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Being emotionally mature, waiting for your anger to calm down and talk is the best way to make sure you show what you think and burn only the bridges you want and not the whole forest but damn sometimes I just wanna throw gasoline and get a dragon or something its a whole lot more satisfying

#just talked about distancing from my dad ABD DAMN WHERE DID I LEARN SO MUCH VOCABULARY #on the other hand I wish I could say that if he and his side of the family were dead my life would be a lot better and it is their fault i #dont love them and just throw a list of all the shitty things they did and how im tired of doing whats morally right instead of whats #better for me #like bro your wife keeps digging at my mom saying she doesnt pay shit! she does! and YOU are the one with a big ass salary and retirement #and I can LITERALLY count on one hand how many conversations I had w my grandpa! AND HE COMMITED DEFAMATION AGAINST MY MOM #AT A TIME THAT A WOMAN WOULD BE SOCIALLY KILLED IF SHE WAS THE ONE CHEATING #AND HE HELPED MY DAD CHEAT #MY DAD BOUGHT HIS LOVER A TUCANO #I KNOW ITS INSANE.#Family isnt supposed to make you cry more than to make you feel safe. and you can undo all this work w time and someone willing to have #a healthy relationship w you. and thats what I plan on doing. i just need to cut contact with my dad.#.#but yk. money. and w a minimun wage I would have to live at a favela if I wanna keep living at sao paulo so that cant happen too soon

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