#just to reduce chances of conflict. agh weird
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i'm so much integrated and chillin it finally feels fuckin GREAT to be one person for me honestly. thought dump in all atags
#like i'm still havign some mood swings and temperament changes here n there#and some personality changes every now n then.#but overall now i'm just one guy. and it's good#it's kinda great to be able to finally experience the whole spectrum of emotions without my brain going into that Panic mode#because everything wasn't working like how it was “supposed” to#and now im just. one guy. i have my birthday tomorrow#i feel really blessed is all for me. it's great#this is NOT AT ALL demeaning other systems btw#integrating worked for me but that's only because i probably have one of the most robust support systems can really have#in lots of situations.#And that i felt like i was ready#systems genuinely i love you i love you i love you and you deserve the absolute best#this is not all to demean others experiences. im just happy for myself today#long tags#originals#txt#dissociative disorder recovery#trauma panic does a number on you#should i add a dni tag for this?#just to reduce chances of conflict. agh weird#i dunno.#if anybody wants a tag to blacklist please just send in to me <3pls
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