#kaela ˚.🎀༘⋆

[sophiesonlinediary]

also like he was literally the first person to say happy birthday to me on my birthday (literally exactly midnight so like i’m going to cry thinking about it) and some stupid part of me thought it would be the same when his birthday came around

but babe you guys arent together anymore.

and also as sweet as that is

what if you text him and he's like "yo is she trying to get back together?" and he rejects you in some way just to make it obvious you guys arent getting back together

sorry im doing so much overthinking

[thegirlivealwaysbeen]

atp im giving u ur own tag cause i talk with you the most out of anyone on this app

so pick one

.°~🍒 kaela 💌°

kaela ˚.🎀༘⋆

<33

second omg (so coquette 🎀🩷)

also ilyyyy

[sophiesonlinediary]

soph why is writing reviews so fun omgg

ikr like i finally get to rant about books somewhere >>> also i accidentally found ur ex’s insta 🫢

[sophiesonlinediary]

KAELA HAS ME SHIPPING BLAIR AND DAN SO MUCH IT'S RIDICULOUS

ik they're not endgame and like-

whyyyy

fuck u @thegirlivealwaysbeen why did u do this to me i was a happy chuck and blair girl

[sophiesonlinediary]

eldest daughters club 😔ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི

it's a curse and a blessing

[sophiesonlinediary]

sophhh why’d you deactivate your insta 💔😔🫶 anywayyy

my boyfriend and his girlfriend….

my mom looked through my phone and made me delete it 😔💔

idk who’s luckier elijah or grace 😭🎀

[sophiesonlinediary]

soph no u actually probably would like red queen though they were such quick reads for me and they’re so powerless coded

i should continue the series though only reason i didn’t was because the library didn’t have the whole series only the first two or three

girl the thing about red queen is i know she doesn’t end up with the morally gray brother so i’ve been putting it off for like ever

i also have beef with the author lmao

[sophiesonlinediary]

why r they literally not hot (except for a select few) like omg

for real why does my town have the ugliest boys 🙄

[sophiesonlinediary]

if you could go on a weekend trip to the beach or to a cabin with people from here who would you go with?

i have like four

@thegirlivealwaysbeen, @reminiscentreader, @heqrtlcss, and @urbanflorals these are my girls <333

tbh im not sure cause i know kaela wants to go to the beach but id love to be in a cabin w nads so like compromise and be in a cabin 10 minutes away from the beach ! 💌

[sophiesonlinediary]

omg also i ordered new lipglosses + some other makeup + a new book so literally everything is okay tbhhh

(i'm SO excited for the lip oil to arrive fr it's just what i need)

ahhh i love the feeling of new makeup !!!

what book did you get 🙃

[sophiesonlinediary]

kinda could use this as an excuse to say smthing to watercolour again (“if you hear anything ignore that i didn’t actually say it (name) is just a bitch”)

ok... but didnt we just talk about your new crush like 30 minutes ago

[sophiesonlinediary]

SOPH WHEN DID I UNFOLLOW U WHATT ugh im so bad at that i do it all the time accidentally

WHY DO U DO THIS EVERY 5-6 BUSINESS HOURS GIRL HOW DOES UR FINGER ALWAYS SLIP WTF

[sophiesonlinediary]

I HATEEE MENNNN WHY ARE THEY LIKE THATTT

that’s all 🙂‍↕️🎀

I KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT UGHHH IDIOT MAN BE SMARTER

[sophiesonlinediary]

sophie there’s less than a month until his 17th birthday was the fuck am i going to do… (i want to text him happy birthday but i know i shouldn’t but i can’t stand not talking to him meanwhile he’s perfectly fine)

i-

kaela are we speaking about watercolour

cus i mean i wanna be delulu and say omg yes you'll text him you guys will rekindle and it'll be like at the beginning

but then i remember all our conversations about him. if you text him there's a possibility you guys will start talking again and that will bring you back to the state of confusion and nervousness that you had back in jan-feb

[sophiesonlinediary]

soph im ngl you need to tell him to cover a good song sometime so he can RLLY show off his guitar skills

by a good song i mean like. madison or sabrina 🎀🎀

fr i’ll ask him to do like please please please or espresso since those songs have cool guitar omg or the guitar in king of everything which is just chefs kiss

[sophiesonlinediary]

soph hiii how has new york been !!

so fun omg, today i walked like half the city and tomorrow im seeing the upper east side and going to the met (so very gossip girl)

but oh god like everything is hella expensive like bro 7 dollars for water?! 😭

im so excited for the rest of my trip + im doing so much cardio like its giving fitness (17k steps in the last 24 hours 🙂‍↕️)

oh and they make really good iced coffees in a deli near time sq

andddd i need to move to tribeca do badly its my fav part of manhattan and its just so niceeee

im going to dinner now and then gonna see radio city hall

oh + i took the subway and i thought it would be way worse

sorry for the rambling