#karkarosier

[honeybcj]

hiya there what's karkarosier??

and thoughts on rosestarkillerchaser? (evan/reggie/barty/james)

hi love! karkarosier is my silly little created ship between evan rosier & igor karkaroff. i’ve talked lots about them before, but the gist is it’s very unrequited and borderline obsession that karkaroff has with evan. i’m going to leave the tag for you, so you can browse it with all the delicious details if you would like.

as for rosestarkillerchaser……..i adore them. all of it. and its going to get nsfw real fast here. but the dream here is barty and james always arguing and butting heads while reg and evan are just like “ah, look. they’re at it again. what shall we do to pass the time?” next thing you know they’re making out on the couch, reg grinding down on evan, evan grabbing reg’s ass. and barty and james finally cool the fuck off and are like “oh. OH. so this is happening. fuck okay, yeah maybe this tension between us could just…be fucked away.” and they fuck NASTY. i won’t have it any other way. none of this endearing shit. it’s hot and heavy and FILLED with tension. and at some point james definitely gets fisted okay? like everyone gets to take a shot at it. james potter deserves to be fisted and he will get fisted. they’re messy and loud and obnoxious. barty’s choking james out thinking FINALLY and next thing you know they’re kissing and it’s all spit and split lips with blood and they’re drunk off it while their boyfriends watch because goddamn they finally stopped arguing.

[honeybcj]

HAN HAN HAN HAN HAN

Karkarosier. oh my fucking god. I’ve been thinking about them all day omg you genius <3

Also the danse macabre mention got me excited, please feel free to ramble, mumble, rant about this or anything else about this ship please 🙏

Thank you for indoctrinating me bb xx

KARKAROSIER!!!! you’ve genuinely got me so excited, and yes, i’m convinced to rant on about danse macabre, so buckle your seatbelts and let’s go on a ride (bring any snacks you want, this might get long)

what sticks out to me most: “no one escapes the dance of death”

this is extremely important in the case of evan’s character. when i look at it, i have this feeling deep in my gut that he anticipated his death. he felt it in his bones. he could smell it before it even happened. as someone who spent most of their life fascinated by death, pain, and gore-induced madness, i think evan connected with Death in ways that others may not have thought. it’s not that he wanted to die, but his death was inevitable (just like everyones), but his untimely death did happen well before it should have. he didn’t fear it, he embraced it. to note, evan flat out refused to admit it out loud to anyone. he couldn’t bear the weight of telling others that he would, in fact, die.

i feel like evan is often portrayed as very cold and cadaverous, but to those around him, he unleashes this intense warmth. a possessive kind of “you’re mine, and i’m yours. we are unmovable.” his love is shown in the details, and by keeping that crucial piece of information to himself, he feels like he ultimately saved everyone an immense amount of despair. on the flip side of things, in the eyes of others, they view evan’s death like this tragedy. like his destiny wasn’t to die young, and it is just an unfortunate circumstance. because even those who cause harm and inflict pain and thrive in the hands of death, they too experience suffering, guilt, anger, impossible anguish. they too sob and scream and choke on their own breath. and at the end of the day, one thing remains constant: death equalizes us all. and in evan’s death, he is just like everyone else, but in life, in the land of the living, his memory is put on a pedestal, specifically by karkaroff (and barty too, but for all intents and purposes, i will keep it strictly to karkaroff).

after evan’s death, karkaroff quite literally dances towards death. it’s a terrifying means of coping with the suffering. but he wants to taste death, needs it to heal what he’s been stripped of. almost, if you’d like to take it that far, there was a soul tie between the two of them. when evan’s soul stopped calling out, karkaroff didn’t go off the deep end. he just went quiet. he held onto his love for the dark arts, continued to study it and even in his days of being trapped alone, he pushed on with the memory of evan. so when, in canon, he says “evan rosier” there’s a small part of him that hopes, desperately so, that it was all some sort of nightmare and he isn’t actually dead. karkaroff deeply believes the person should have been barty. so when he finally gets to say “barty crouch…junior”, the relief he feels is immeasurable, yet he still remains a coward. he can’t face it any longer. he tries, so fucking hard, to push through, but it’s not the same. not without evan.

here’s the thing: they were literally death eaters. surrounded by death, embracing death. because that’s all there was to it. they didn’t care about the repercussions. karkaroff only started to care when evan died. he couldn’t keep doing it, but their relationship, whatever it may have been, revolved solely around the complexities and intricacies of death and the morbid curiosities of life. at this point, karkaroff chases Death, but Death says “not yet. it’s not your time.” again, instead of breaking and losing his will fully, he keeps on existing, but as nothing more than a coward, living to try and appease a younger, more innocent version of himself. the same young boy that would find comfort in the cold nights traipsing through the woods or collecting bits and pieces of the world around him to study and explore.

i do, truly, feel compelled to keep going on about these two, but i will stop there because i don’t want to bore anyone (like who is even gonna sit there and read all that????) anywho! that’s what i have to say about it!!!! MWAH MWAH MWAH

[honeybcj]

HAN I’ve not been on tumblr much recently so I’m catching up rn and. First of all hi I missed this! And second of all. Karkarosier??? Infatuation??? UNREQUITED (sort of)????????? I am. SO IN all the way in please please please tell me more this is me on my knees in supplication

VEE!!! hello!!! it is soooo good to see your name in my notifs. welcome back, lovely <3

but yes!!!! karkarosier!!!! it’s a kind of morbid fascination, bonding over the clinical, carnage, and desire to pull each part of life apart piece by piece. for karkaroff, it’s about finding a sense of belonging. with evan, it’s different than with others because evan doesn’t judge him for the cruel, harsh desires he has. he indulges them, promising karkaroff anything he can get his hands on. they’re friends, first and foremost, understanding each other on a capacity that only EXTREMELY like-minded people can understand. almost like they came from the same cloth, but not because well, no. but anyway, karkaroff finds his true identity with evan, but the downfall is that evan already knows who he is. always has, right down to the core. he’s sure of what he wants and needs and sometimes that’s hard when it comes to karkaroff because, fundamentally, he didn’t have someone like evan growing up, not until he was already in his late teens.

in the end, karkaroff doesn’t have the ability to give evan what he needs. and even though they do love one another, it’s too heavy for evan to hold onto. he values their likeness and compatibility over the love that could be. it breaks karkaroff, first and foremost. because the love he is seeking is unrequited. so when the day comes that evan dies, it takes everything from karkaroff: his confidence, his courage, his faith, but one thing remains the same, his love for the dark arts never wavers because it’s the only piece of evan he can still hold onto. even as he cowers on the corner, afraid to dedicate his life to the madness, he loves evan, and holding onto their shared interest is the only thing keeping him alive.

i could do a whole explanation about danse macabre, but i’ll keep that tucked into my pocket because i swear people are thinking “what are they on?” right now, but alas…i will always talk about karkarosier, even if it’s not a fav for everyone. it’s MY special interest.

vee, thank you so kindly for this ask. i hope that you are doing well, and that you have a lovely day/evening <333

[honeybcj]

whats karkarosier?

nonnie……..it might be one of my favorite thoughts yet. some might say it’s fortunate, others might say it’s unfortunate, but here we go……….

karkarosier is the ship between evan rosier and igor karkaroff. both of them are infinitely fascinated with the macabre. especially anything revolving death by their own hands. growing up, karkaroff was extremely isolated, tended to do that to himself. never let himself indulge in these desires to dissect and evaluate and quite literally get his hands bloody. but then he meets evan and he learns. really hones in on his skill and craft. unfortunately, he isn’t all that skilled with precision, but evan makes up for it. he’s precise, to an absolute T. they bond over their love for the odd and morbid. although they don’t really think it’s morbid, just a bit of enjoyment that brings them steady comfort. karkaroff is messy. and evan is good with the clean up. makes sure to take his time to not leave a single trace behind. they balance each other out in so many ways. like evan standing behind karkaroff, gently guiding him as he begins the dissection of his first animal. all wild eyes and karkaroff feels satiated. karkaroff associates evan with comfort and warmth and fullness. evan sees karkaroff as someone that brings excitement and a newfound level of deranged to his space. it’s beautiful. i could go on for ages, but i shall stop there to spare everyone my intense emotions and feelings on the matter.

[honeybcj]

I also want to say that i feel like evan himself was death’s mistress, he was extremely aware of death and how inevitable it all is and he liked to play with that and explore what was otherwise unknown and he definitely came close to dying so many times before his actual death it was almost like the big finish before the curtain call. I don’t think he knew how impactful his death would be he didn’t see a point in dwelling and hoped other people would move onto the more important thing but his death ended being a catalyst for everything in ways he could’ve never imagined and for the case of igor especially having put evan on such a high pedestal as if he believed evan to be death in disguise i think it cemented in him the thought that death could be beautiful because evan was beautiful and he was dark and warm and fascinating and while evan studied the grim and gruesome karkroff felt the need to study him, to understand him, to figure out what makes him tick, to pick and prod at every aspect of him but he couldn’t and that all came crumbling down when death came to collect what was theirs

That’s it, bye <3

jamie oh my god YES. this is it. you get it. you see it. i believe in this 1000000%. like evan has never been fearful of death. had evan actually told someone that he knew his end was coming, he would have realized just how badly it would affect people. but he cared too much and couldn’t bear the weight of knowing he was letting everyone down. he thought if he didn’t make a big deal out of it, people would just see it as another death, nothing of importance. it wouldn’t give people time to dwell and it surely wouldn’t put anyone in danger of trying to protect him; a means to escape death, but with evan, it’s not something he can escape. it’s his fate, through and through.

“karkaroff felt the need to study him” THIS PART RIGHT HERE. karkaroff is finally witnessing someone practicing everything he was interested in growing up, doing it unabashedly. he needed to know more, immediately. his studies would leave nothing unturned—each strand of hair on evan’s head, the minuscule, upward curl of his mouth when he was amused, the delicacy, yet forcefulness of his hands when it can to his wand-work and dissections. the list goes on and on. although karkaroff falls for evan early on, it does take him a couple years to fully accept these kinds of feelings. and when he does accept them, there’s no going back. he’s too far gone, and evan is already sitting high up on that pedestal.

planting a big ole smooch on your brain because i ADORE THIS MWAH <333

[honeybcj]

your mind is so strange but beautiful. karkarosier is suchhhh a good concept bc they're both little weirdos. i can def see it happening at some point n karkaroff going off the deep end after evan's death. OUGH THE ANGST WOULD HIT SO WELL

heheheheh i’m very flattered. i do love my strange little noggin. but you are SO RIGHT about the angst between the two of them. it’s heartbreaking and gut wrenching. the unfortunate thing about this is, even though i feel like some point things were reciprocal, a lot of it is karkaroff’s unrequited love for evan. because, at the end of the day, i think barty gets in the way. and i know i’ve talked about it before, but when evan dies, it breaks karkaroff so bad and he turns into everything he never wanted to be. he becomes this coward because he has no idea how to accept the death of the person he loves; the first person he has ever loved. because evan saw karkaroff for who he is. and finally karkaroff thought that he was “normal”. evan loves karkaroff, but karkaroff loves evan. like when i think of these two, i REALLY think about pomegranates because it’s the kind of love that’s all-consuming. to devour and be devoured. it’s not really healthy, and karkaroff never realizes or accepts that.

BIG BREATH OKAY i’ll stop there because i’ve opened a big ole can of worms. but MWAH i’m so glad you see the vision <333

[honeybcj]

Karkarosier unrequited love and infatuation fic when?

jamie u know what……….yeah, i must. i really, really need to. you get me, and i appreciate you so dearly. IT WILL HAPPEN

[honeybcj]

What are all of your marauders ships??

hi nonnie <3 this is a great question because i’m a big supporter of quite a few ships. i’m all for wolfstar, jegulus, dorlene, pandalily, and my most precious, rosekiller. they are my tried and true until i die. but i also dabble in rare pairs like jarty, jartylus, bartylily, whatever you call james/evan and remus/james, and my baby karkarosier (please i will talk about them to literally anyone this is like my pride and joy).

my support goes far, but rosekiller and jeggy will always be at the top for me, no matter what.

what are your favorite ships nonnie?

[honeybcj]

karkarosier there i said it if u have anything so say about it well let me know what you think bye

[honeybcj]

all the asks about the tags reminded me of the actual pure joy i got realising i had a tag on your blog. Ty so much Han <3

lovieeeee <3 of course you get a tag as well <3 your generous attention and appreciation you’ve given me for my silly little karkarosier headcanons mean so much to me. AND rosekiller through and through am i right??? but yes of course you get a tag as well. i hope you’re day has treated you nicely. kisses! <3