#kdj can reach out and there will always Always be someone to pull him up

[asteropewpew]

funny thing about orv for me is that kdj never stopped asking for help. he's always asking for help. he's always testing the boundaries of kimcom when it comes to dealing with his multiple un-deaths not because he's cruel but because he just can't bring himself to genuinely believe that these people can stay with him for a lifetime. he knows it's wrong. but can someone who's been essentially left to rot by his relatives and society ever fully feel secure so fast especially with people like kimcom? how can you reach out for than hand without flinching after knowing the violence that it can be capable of?

kim dokja is always asking for help i think. in all the ways. he's never stopped. he's never stopped trying to reach for that hand without flinching... and i think that's why hsy would do anything and everything to convince kdj that his efforts would always be worth it... that such a hand reaching out to him will never disappear... only then, can kdj take in the comfort of being loved and grieved and mourned for, as he sits in that subway station