#kiki Rockwell got some good shit too

[murdermitties]

Listening to neofolk really makes me wish warriors was a well written horror series about cats and religious beliefs, murder and mysteries that have you fearing for these cats lives, that has you guessing along with the POV on who you can trust and who's out to silence them.

Would love endlessly for these cats to live in delusion of their "gods" and "ancestors" being these almost all powerful beings in death, when in reality they don't exist.

And each leader goes to get their nine lives have to realise it's all a lie and if they want to stay in power they'll have to lie through their teeth to their clans, they'll have to sacrifice cats left and right to keep themselves from being hurt and exposing that they never got extra lives.

Because the cats wouldn't think "oh starclan isn't real" because of their ingrained beliefs, their first thought would be "starclan rejected your leadership, out with you."

I want starclan to be fake but the dark forest real, the good hot to rest forevermore but the bad live on to suffer for eternity.

You're own hatred or spite is what keeps you suffering, which is why cats who truly feel like they're not in the wrong (for example Ashfur) joins "Starclan" and get to rest even though they were awful in life.

Murder plots and possessions done in a way that actually makes you think or suspect the wrong person.

Struggles of strangers joining and either conforming to the clan's beliefs or questioning every turn, if they ask the wrong questions they disappear.

If they ask the right questions to the right cats, could they make the clans see? Could they make them question their own lives? Would it make life better or would it lead to death?

I want the clans to be the cults that they are, but more!

[morb-untamed]

5 songs, 3 outfits

RULES: post 5 songs associated with your oc, followed by 3 outfits they would wear I've been tagged by my lovely friend @tavyliasin, so thank you for this fun game love <3 I tag: @likethelightfromorionabove @miradelletarot I'm going to choose my favourite girl Tarei, of course! As most of my friends know, she's my main Tav from BG3. Tarei is a soft-spoken, friendly, shy, and very nurturing drow druid leading a solitary lifestyle up until getting kidnapped by the mindflayers. In my ongoing fic Weeping Willow I'm retelling the game's story from her point of view where she is learning to trust others, how to believe in herself, and how to overcome her demons. I absolutely came to love Tarei as I made up her story and personality while actually playing the game. She's an OC who I now hold very dear to my heart, as she obviously carries some pieces of myself with her. She reminds me to be more kind and compassionate to myself, and to be kind no matter what.

3 outfits

I already made a reference sheet for Tarei a while back where she's wearing her daytime and camp outfit, and her underwear.

So while she doesn't really wear anything else, I'll try to make up some outfits for her she'd wear in certain situations! Starting with...

Formal Tarei has never been in a formal setting in her life, so imagining her in a suitable outfit is going to be hard. She's spent most of her life in the unforgiving wintery woods of Lurkwood. At this point she'd rather spend her time in wildshape than her humanoid form. So wearing a dress, or something exposing larger parts of her skin would be deeply uncomfortable to her. So I figure she'd most likely wear some type of feminine suit with dress pants instead! With more greens, browns, and plant themes worked into it, of course.

Couldn't find a clear source for this one as I got it from pinterest Summer It's summer as far as I know during the setting of BG3, so it's wildly different from the cold climate Tarei is used to. This means she needs a whole new wardrobe so she doesn't die from a heatstroke. My mind immediately wandered to more of a boho type of style for her (some very light leather armour here and there). Tarei would rock with this shit.

Source Lingerie While I already drew Tarei in her underwear it was mostly to use as a reference for her scars, stretch marks, freckles, and other marks she bears across her skin. So I didn't pay a lot of attention to her underwear. She wouldn't be one to see underwear for more than its functionality. So if she weren't wearing some simple underwear I think she'd wear something that's sexy, but flattering with nature motifs on them. I'd still like her clothing to reflect her shy nature! (also it was hard to find this type of underwear with a model that matches Tarei's body shape)

Source 5 Songs I have already made a playlist for Tarei a while back, but I'd still want to pick out my favourites for her I feel suit my girl the best! #1 Rises The Moon by Liana Flores

This song just really fit Tarei's vibes, it's gentle, focuses on nature, and is calm. #2 Everything Matters by Aurora

This one is pretty much the same, but fits Tarei's emotional side a lot. And she is very emotional, to put it lightly.

#3 Spiracle by Flower Face

Again, a rather emotional song, but this reflects the aspect of romantic love in Tarei's life. She does not half-ass being in love, she is either is completely infatuated to no end, or there's nothing at all. #4 Burn Your Village by Kiki Rockwell

This is female rage using song and instruments as a medium. It is also a really good song for Tarei in the moments she has been pushed too far in her life, making her turn into a very dark version of herself. #5 My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski

While this is also a reflective song of Tarei's love in the romantic sense, I kind of associate this one for when she's actually in the present with her lover. She feels nervous (in a good way), in love, and happy.

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I suppose this is it! This tag game was harder than I expected it to be (especially the outfit part). But I had fun! So thanks again for tagging me Lia!